"And it's not about the petals
It's about the thorns to me
It puzzles me how something
So beautiful and rare
Can cut you so deep
And you wouldn't even care."

I just wanted to let you know that how you react to my sadness says alot about how long I intend to keep you in my life.

Which is worse?

Being present but your presence not felt?

Or being absent and your absence not acknowledged?

"I know her."

haha

'you only know what I allow you to know.'

will prove who someone is
whereas words merely prove who they pretend to be.

Like the anger of fire
shapes metal
like the sorrow of a writer
creates poetry
everything that is beautiful
doesn't always start beautifully

You hurt me so bad,
that PAIN
even lost its meaning.

-----so too much darkness could ****, but too much light could blind...
now, what shall i choose?

Someone once told me that: "Only the people who care about you are the ones who can hear you when you're quiet."

a witness to the yells or shouts
a witness to the pattern of "oh okay" and "GET OUT!"

a witness to tears and uproars
a witness to hurtful words and slamming doors

on the outside i'm holding it strong all together
but the demons are as unpredictable as the weather

it's like being in space and trying to breathe air
when they preach about the future i don't really care

"no one knows what's worse drowning beneath the waves or
dying from the thirst."
my life is altered because of this, the cheerful 5 year old is the person that I miss

The changes were so sudden I don't blame you for not seeing, but what you don't understand is that I'm a human being

People think a soulmate is your perfect fit
and that's what everyone wants.
But a true soulmate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

It's what EVERYONE sees and what NOBODY thinks about.

Imagine being stuck in a generation where love is just a quote and

lying is the new truth.

Oh yeah, that's here.

Can you agree that the only thing more exhausting than being

depressed is Pretending that you're not?

"The cities of the world are calling to me,
and I want to live them all.
I want to leave tiny pieces of myself in every corner of the world.
A citizen of nowhere,
but belonging everywhere."