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67 · Mar 2019
Untitled
Stained Glass Mar 2019
you left
but still
you linger.
67 · Mar 2019
photo
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The best thing about a picture
is that it never changes
even when the people in it do.
67 · Sep 2019
Regret.
Stained Glass Sep 2019
I miss
the cries I never visited
the books I have never read
the hearts I have never broken
the tears I have never shed
I crave
for the love I never got
the thoughts I never had
the smile I never showed
the person I never was
66 · Mar 2019
thinking...
Stained Glass Mar 2019
"She wasn't just talking about her hair when she said she cut off her dead ends for growth."
66 · Mar 2019
SCHOOL(s) should:
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-know scars will heal but were meant to bleed

-know who we were before who we had to be

-know that the demons are as unpredictable as the weather

-know when it seems like I'm all well dressed that just means how much I'm stressed
66 · Jan 2020
Current Status:
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I'm walking on a tightrope that's between giving up and seeing how much more I can take.
#stress
64 · Mar 2019
only on the outside?
Stained Glass Mar 2019
"Autumn is beautiful,

yet everything is dying."
63 · Mar 2019
Water is Exhausted.
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"Water is constantly giving you something,

like fish & gold

until the bottom is dried up & it can't produce anything anymore."
63 · Jan 2020
Never
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-trust a man that tries to destroy you when he's mad.
That's weak.
<>
62 · Sep 2019
"Grief"
Stained Glass Sep 2019
"is a house
where the chairs
have forgotten how to hold us
the mirrors how to reflect us
the walls how to contain us
Grief is a house that disappears
each time someone knocks at the door
or rings the bell
a house that blows into the air
at the slightest gust
that buries itself deep in the ground
while everyone is sleeping
Grief is a house where no one can protect you
where the younger brother
will grow older than the older one
where the doors
no longer let you in
or out."
Stained Glass Mar 2019
No one sees it's a ******* up world, even a blind man could see

That to fake happiness you have to be who others expect you to be

My friends all laugh and hang around, you don't need water to be drowned

I live in a place where my soul is repeatedly *****

A school, a prison where there is no escape
62 · Mar 2019
It hurts.
Stained Glass Mar 2019
you hurt me

and i said sorry
59 · Mar 2019
No Title
Stained Glass Mar 2019
It's hard when your always lying, drowning beneath the water

Always hiding what you feel

Not knowing what words that sing are truthful

Forgetting what is real

Sometimes I forget to laugh terrified someone might see

Yet society has the nerve to ask, "IS THIS WHO YOU WANT TO BE?"
When you can change yourself, but you can't change the past.
When everywhere you go you can no longer tell if you're generally happy or just faking it.
When you would rather adopt a smile, then tell someone what your really feeling.
They blame our generation for being the way it is, but have they ever thought who raised us?
59 · Dec 2019
Recovery.
Stained Glass Dec 2019
Recovery is hard work. Not wanting to die is hard work.  Trying to ignore the calorie calculator in my head is like trying to ignore television subtitles and sometimes I just can't, body, forgive me.  Every time you asked if I was full I heard you say "fat" but I am trying so hard not to do that.
#bulima #depressed #youth #speaks #poetry #trapped # alone
58 · Mar 2019
when you hate school.....
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Why go to school when I can light myself on fire and feel the same way?
58 · Mar 2019
Untitled
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"i hate you"

hahaha

i hate me too
54 · Mar 2019
Poet thoughts.....
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So many feelings go unsaid and maybe that's why most people write

best when their either falling in love or falling apart.
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I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy

I'm going to laugh so you don't have to see me cry

I'm going to give so you can be who ever you want to be

I'm going to let you go in style

And even if it kills me

I'm going to smile
49 · Mar 2019
Quiet voice, loud mind
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"For I smile at people passing by,
But they pretend they didn't see
The one thing so much worse than this that shakes me to the core
Is the only time they talk to me is to say,
"You should speak more."
48 · Mar 2019
The Unknown
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It just occurred to me that many people are actually afraid to heal

because their entire identity is centered around the trauma they've

experienced. They have no idea who they are outside of trauma &

that unknown can be terrifying.
44 · Mar 2019
Just a thought....
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What if after you die,

God asks you:

"So how was heaven?"
43 · Mar 2019
Somebody?
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"She's the kind of high only a deep soul can get ****** to."
42 · Mar 2019
One out of a thousand
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"He was poetry in a world that was still learning the alphabet."
42 · Mar 2019
Therapist and me
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"If you had cancer, would you yell at yourself for having cancer?"
                                                                                                     "No."
"Then why are you yelling at yourself for being depressed? Be gentle with yourself."
35 · Mar 2019
think!ng...
Stained Glass Mar 2019
Everyone speaks a silent language and expresses a truth without intention

That's why we should depend on the memories of what we do

Not on the memories of what we see or hear

— The End —