17/F My hobbies include editing my life story, hiding behind metaphors, and trying to convince my shadow that I'm someone worth following.' 210 followers / 3.6k words
Feeling the need to be busy all the time is a trauma response and fear-based distraction from what you'd be forced to acknowledge and feel if you slowed down.
where sometimes you don't want to live but you won't make the effort to die. You don't want to talk to anyone but you feel very lonely. It's where you wake up in the morning and simply wait for the night to come.
I'm always going to be that one friend who's going to be walking behind everyone else. Every day, I'm that one friend who gets excluded in everything. I'm a forgotten friend.