I will forever always wonder what my cat is thinking.

Vivid
Void, and boundless

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Amber colored petals
Rich violet flowers
Golden leaves.
This is such a little chunk
Of what really is
Beauty has no bounds
It is all around us.

Lucifer, go to sea
Be a hip cat
Be a ship’s cat
Somewhere, anywhere
That cat’s something I can’t explain

At night prowling, sifting sand
Hiding around on the ground
He’ll be found when you’re around.

I can’t explain
Sam is something that’s in now
A fashion trend
Sam is my mind
Or is that too complex
I bid you well
Forever
To never be tamed
Sam.

You were made of infinity
But infinity has no color
We all know that.
You are infinity
An endless expanse.
I am infinity
I am You.
There is no other
It is all one.

I will wait for you,
We said to each other
Simultaneously.
Love in both of our eyes.
We love talking about when we were babies
Comparing our parents’ genome and trying to figure out why we are so unique.
Gazing at the stars,
In the season of your name.
Your energy is for me
My eyes were closed
Now they’re open.
I don’t give up on people
And I’m glad you don’t either.

You have rings on your fingers
I have a feeling in my stomach
Not like summer butterflies
But something different.
How sweet is your soul
If you could ever know
I love when we hold hands
Outside after service,
I love it when you blink
It’s like everything is going to be alright.
When you asked me on the church steps
If I was alone
Not so much anymore
Girls with eyes
That become a blizzard
I do not understand you
But we understand each other
Perhaps that’s a good thing
But I love the way you speak
With a hushed tone with your lips and eyes.
And I love knowing I can call you anytime

its 2:07, i am just zoning out of my mind. my meds make the lows sort of mellow.i cant recognize or sense sadness like i used too. it takes meaning out of my life doesnt it?
i was thinkiing back a year ago i met an amazing girl.cliche i know but shes all ive ever thought about.doesntit feel like the year went fast i mean i met a girl who made the winter less cold,
feels like a dream.
lifes moving fast i cant catch up,
my feelings are running on empty.
autumn came fast and it was cold.
transitions are nice jfosihfoiawehgioadg
claustrophobia inside my head.
i feel warm again.