We mutilate to feel something
We cry to heal something
Struggling to breathe over the thought of you with someone else
Bleeding to deal with the lies and insecurities
Brain like scrambled eggs in the hot sun
Skeleton shapes and clanking bones
Is it enough yet

Lost in time
Days pass
Nothing to remember
Zombified walk through
Drugged out minds
***** bodies

Lost in your mind
Waves of sadness crash down
Droopy eyes and drugged
Why try to be alive
******* crazy
Boozed beauty

YOU broke me
with your lies
your schemes
wasted time
forced behavior
fake love
your drugs
your *****

After pills
After liquor
After trauma
After ***
After drugs
After hurt
After love
After death

Opening of the mind during experiments
Forever woke about mass happiness
Waves of vibrations through your body
Becoming completely zen with your inner self

It’s what we dwell on
It’s what we cannot forget
Something we’re trying to live down
Breaks us down and buries the good
The past isn’t always what it seems
It’s either the beautiful yet sad
Or it’s the ugly and damaging
Pick