To the world i say: Goodbye.
Beautiful and meaningless world.

To the eternal i say: Hello.
Peaceful and all-loving existence.

To the people i speak truth.
To the people i give my love.

How to remain desire-less,
When your greatest desire is to help others?

How can i speak truth,
when their ears only listen to lies?

Yet, it is silence that speaks the truth.
But how can people listen to the voice of silence when there are a hundred other voices in their mind saying;
"i am the truth, follow me! "

It is only when one becomes mind-less that one will KNOW the truth.

Lost and confused,
are the people.
Where is your purpose to be seen?
You all seem purposeless; Lost.

Too many mind.
You are lost in thought...
Unable to listen to the voice of your nature.
Silent voice that shows you the way.

Like the ants,
Who live and serve their purpose.
Who have no mind, no thought.
Who are instinctually guided from within.

We humans have a purpose to serve.
A very important purpose here on Earth.
Like the white cells in our body,
We stand for the harmony of the planet.

There is harmony in our nature; There is peace.
And this peace we must express to the world.
The mind is an important and powerful tool;
But humans have come to believe " we are the mind"

We go far beyond the mind
To a level the mind cannot understand.
The universe is a huge organism;
Moved by the same force that moves us.

There is nothing the mind says that we "must" do.
We are not here to do anything.
We are here to simply Be.
There is already a divine intelligence taking care of everything.

Humans are the leaders and supreme protectors of the planet.
To live a human experience is a gift.

Our purpose is to live in a state of peace.
Fully aware that we are all connected.
Fully aware that it is in our nature to love.
That the only thing we must do is to live in the present moment;
Following that silent voice from within that tells us:
Be happy, Be peace, Be love --- Just Be.

La verdad es que: el amor , la paz , la felizidad , no te la puede dar nadie. Nada afuera de ti mismo te lo dara.
Si tu realisaras lo que en realidad tu eres, te darias cuenta de esto imediatamente.

El amor mas grande que tu le puedes dar a un pajarito es soltarlo a el aire. Dejarlo en su naturaleza. Dejarlo volar si eso es lo que quiere. Si el pajarito vuelve , con una erida en la patita, ayudalo. Tu mismo corazon te pedira que le des amor.
Cuando el pajarito se recupere, no pares de darle amor. Dejalo que vuele. Ser libre es parte de su naturaleza. Dejalo ser feliz.


Si tu realisaras lo que en realidad tu eres, te darias cuenta que lo que trae felicidad no es solamente recivir amor. Te darias cuenta que dar amor es lo que en realidad te da felicidad. Dar amor es parte de tu naturaleza. Dentro de ti , bien dentro de ti, en tu essencia, tu eres amor.

Si tu dejas tu felicidad en las manos de otra persona o en algo de tu exterior , tu felicidad siempre va a depender en algo fuera de ti.  Perderas tu propia libertad. Constantemente tu felicidad cambiara de niveles y no seras tu la que estara en control. Otra persona sera responsable por tu felicidad, y esa responsabilidad se la as dado tu misma. Ya no eres una palomita libre. No siempre podras volar cuando tu quieras. No siempre podras ser feliz cuando tu quieras. Aveces tendras cadenas amarradas a tus patitas. Las cadenas seran tu dependencia.


Una paloma solo necesita su libertad para ser feliz.
Una persona también.

The evolution of the universe, the evolution of life, has been in existence for a long time. Life has been expressing itself in thousands of forms threw out time. It can be said that from no-thing, everything came to be. From tiny bacteria to huge whales to all of the animals to all of nature to the human being; it has been an on-going evolution.

There is a formless and invisible force of energy inside everything that is alive, and in fact, this energy is what gives life to all form. It is what keeps the whole body alive and in motion. It keeps the heart beating and the lungs breathing. Again: that energy has been around since the beginning of time, and in time, it has expressed itself in many ways. That energy is now at its peak. It's highest and most intelligent expression is the human being. Why? Because the human being is capable of becoming aware of what he/she ( better said ; of what IT ) truly is. The energy that i am speaking about can also be referred to as life , or consciousness. Life has become conscious of itself.

If we were to be a dog, we would not be aware of our own being. Yes we would follow our nature, but our nature would be the only thing we would know. We would live in peace, we would live in joy, in love, and we would express it to the world. Problems that exist in the life of humans ( or better said; in the human mind ), would not exist if we were to be dogs or any other animal. Our life would be simple and our purpose would be clearly known and firmly fulfilled, since the path of our nature would be the only path we would follow.

The human being clearly does not follow the way of its nature. Instead, it follows the information that is given by others and it has been doing so for a long time.

Serious is the case, now that any new born human is incapable of escaping this information, this knowledge. It is here in the world, it has been in the world for some time, and it will continue to exist in the world unless humans begin to see beyond the information, threw the information, into their own nature. Into their inner silence. Ultimately re-discovering the truth about themselves. The truth that only the individual can come to know. Only the individual can fully  understand. Only the individual is able to search deep inside himself and find the answer to all his/her questions. This understanding will not come to you from the outside world. This understanding will arise from within you as you allow and accept the present moment to be. It will become more clear to you as you become more and more aware of everything that is happening in this moment.

Humanity developed a dis-ease in the mind. The dis-ease consists of lies that were created by humans and that were subtlety and slowly imposed on other humans. Rulers and religions started to mix truth with lies. These distortions of truth molded into belief systems.  

The belief systems grew strong. People were forced to join side with these beliefs. There was deadly punishments for those who went against the churches, against the governments. This went on for a long time. Governments and religions brought fear into the world, into the human mind. The human mind lost its purity, it became un-pure, polluted.

At some point in time, the whole of humanity was lost and confused. The truth was so twisted that people forgot what was really true and what was really not true. People grew up believing in so many things. So many religions came about, each declaring a certain truth. A child no longer grew up believing in himself. The world demanded that he/she believed and followed a given path. Everyone became a follower. The human race was in an unconscious state of being. Unconscious because they lost awareness of reality. People would follow, fight, and protect their believes not really knowing why. People sacrificed their freedom for security.

Traditions then came into existence. People became like robots. People became accustomed. People would come into the world and the world already expected a certain lifestyle to be followed. Years of conditioning separated humanity from the whole of existence, the universe. Humanity was fighting for power and control. They went against themselves in the name of their beliefs, in the name of their "gods", and in the name of their "truths".

Life suddenly lost meaning. People were coming into a world of suffering. People were now not only slaves to authority, people were now slaves to their conditioning, to their beliefs. Happiness and joy had to be struggled for. Love and peace had to be earned, had to be worshipped. There was the fear of sin. There was the fear of not being accepted by God. Humans created God in their own image. Their whole life-time was being judged and the judgment was coming from no God, the judgment was coming from their own minds, their own judgments, their own believes.

After many years of conditioning on the human being and on the human mind, conditioning did not need to be reinforced by anybody anymore. The conditioning was already placed and memorized in the mind of the individual. The individual knew what was "right" and "wrong" , knew what "should be" and what "shouldn't be", so the punishments and the rewards were given by the individual himself.  

This was the state of darkness and unawareness that humanity got itself so deeply in. And this is the state of unawareness that humanity is getting out of. Humanity needed to go threw this state of unconsciousness so that it could then become conscious of it and never repeat it again.

The whole dis-ease was in the mind. That whole "reality" was in the mind. It was a virtual reality, an illusion. That reality was kept alive threw compulsive thinking, non-stop thinking. Mind did not rest, and mind was full of lies. Mind gave a label to everything and divided everything. Mind created a symbol, a word for everything it could get its hands on. But mind cannot get its hands on reality, on life, on truth. Because everything is equal in its essence. A dog can be called a horse and it would not change a thing about it. Words  are just an  agreement of symbols put together in order to differentiate things. What you call the flower makes no difference to the flower, the flower will continue to be what it is.

Humanity once again is attaining to the state of consciousness. Humanity is seeing more clearly, there is less dust in its vision. There are fewer beliefs in the mind, so humanity is seeing things as they truly are, threw the labels. It is becoming less superficial, going deeper into the being.

Humanity is destined to awaken once again. If we do not awake in this lifetime, we will awake in the next. It will be a waste of life, but if you are not aware of life as it truly is, you will not be aware of what death truly is either

El sufrimiento existe porque existen las mentiras.

Donde existen las mentiras?
En tu mente.

Las mentiras solo pueden existir en la mente,
porque todo lo que no existe en la mente,
es verdad.

La mente es futuro y pasado.

Cuando no hay mente,
solamente hay,
el presente.

El presente ES la realidad.

La gente no vive en la realidad,
porque la gente vive,
en la mente.

La mente es una realidad virtual.
Porque el trabajo de la mente es darte una realidad virtual.
Esa es nuestra arma.

El ser humano con la ayuda de la mente tiene la capacidad de hacer cosas que el resto de la naturaleza no puede hacer.

Pero,
la gente humana es esclava de la mente.

La gente humana no vive en el presente.
Porque sus mentes estan tan ocupadas,
TAN ocupadas...

A todo minuto esta esa voz de la mente diciendote: Que tienes que hacer --- que se te a olvidado---que tienes por terminar.

La mente no te deja vivir en el presente.

La mente a tomado control de ti,
y,
si tu no empiezas a tomar control de tu mente,
a medida de que vas creciendo,
a medida de que tus anos van pasando,
sera mas difícil de tomar control.

No todo el mundo va a lograr obtener su libertad.
Porque hay gente que ya a puesto tanta fe en sus creencias que han acumulado tanto miedo.

Piensan y creen tantas mentiras que le tienen miedo a sus propias mentiras.

Ellos creen en algo y creen que para que ellos sean felices,
para que ellos llegen a vivir en paz,
sea durante vida o despues de vida,
tienen que seguir luchando en el nombre de sus creencias.

Lo que la gente no sabe,
es que la mente vive en el pasado y en el futuro.

La mente siempre hablara de algo que tiene que pasar--- de algo que a pasado--- de algo que pasara.

Pero la mente no habla de el presente, de este momento.
NO PUEDE.

Entonces,
la gente vive su vida esperando...
ESPERANDO.

La gente espera a que ese momento de alegria eterna les llegue.

Pero,
como estan tan atrapados en su mente,
como estan tan poseados por su mente,
por sus creencias,
totalmente rechasan el presente.

Creen que vivir en el presente es una perdida de tiempo.
Creen que tienen que a toda hora estar haciendo algo.

El hacer nada para ellos, para la mente, significa : perdida de tiempo.

Entonces,
que hacen?
Siempre estan haciendo algo.
Siempre estan enfocados en obtener,
en ganar,
en LLEGAR.

Quieren llegar a la felicidad.
Quieren llegar a la paz,
a el amor,
a la verdad,
Pero estan siendo totalmente manipulados por la mentira de que la felicidad la van a obtener en algun futuro.

Totalmente separados de este momento,
de el presente.

Totalmente pre-ocupados.

La felicidad,
la paz,
el amor,
la verdad,
alegria,
SOLO se pueden experimentar en este momento.

Y este momento se vive totalmente cuando la mente esta en silencio.

Porque,
cuando la mente esta hablando,
te esta hablando o de el pasado o de el futuro,
NO de este momento.

Entonces,
para poder ser feliz,
alegre,
lleno de vida,
en paz,
lleno de amor,
la gente tiene que aprender a poner, mantener, la mente en silencio.

Y la unica forma de que la mente llege a su estado de silencio es :  OBSERVARLA .

The majority of humanity thinks and believes that the mind-body is the whole being.

The majority of people today are stuck in dreams,
in characters.



Ever since it has become clear to me that i am not this body-mind,
i can do absolutely nothing this whole lifetime and still have so much fun peacefully observing every-single-thing.

And from the very moment of realization,
aside from learning as much as possible from this body and this world,
the wanting to share this experience has been tremendously irresistible.

Life and this entire world is so nice and beautiful and fun,
but it is all temporal,
it is not for ever,
it does not last for ever.

It is absolutely clear enough to see that every-thing that lives, dies.

My question then is:

Why are we so attached to the things of this world,
and why are we taking it all so serious?

It is the goal of Life for every-one to come to experience the Truth

A life-time is enough to touch people.

In this life-time,
threw Esteban,
i can demonstrate to others how life should be according to human nature.

But threw Esteban,
only a few years will be available.

Hence in these few years,
not a day will go by in which i am not following the heart,
and the Way of nature and Life.

It is threw my enjoyment of life,
threw my exploration of life,
that my true message is revealed.

I have thought about writing books;
but there is already so many books,
each expressing truth in different and unique ways..

Jesus was killed because he wouldn't stop expressing his truth.

And ever since the time of Jesus,
there have been so many books,
so many great books,
inspiring humanity to wake up.

So wether i write just another book on Truth or not,
it is the book of my whole life that will leave a mark on eternity;
not just a few truthful words,
but a whole truthful life.

And the funny thing is,
that it is such a simple thing to do..

It simply requires that one lets go of the image that has been created in the mind about who you think you are.

In other words,
the ego.

And not only who you think you are,
but also of who you want to be,
who you are struggling to be.

And that can be a hard thing for some people,
because they have been working ******* this image.

But this individuality,
this believe that you are separate from existence,
has to dissolve.

Because the whole effort to be famous and known in the world is only satisfying the ego.

The satisfaction is of your own mind,
and it comes when you can repeatedly tell your-self:
I am this. I have done this. I have achieved this. Look at who i am. Look at what i have done!

It is a silly idea that one has to let go of,
because truth is,
that we are not separate from the universe,
we are not divided from nature and existence.

The ego wants Life to be according to its own made up plan..

Forgetting that the whole evolution of Life and consciousness has been in it's process way before humans were created.

Therefor,
separating one's self from the whole of existence is a very silly thing to do.

Because every-thing that exists,
every-thing that lives,
is all working together,
as One,
according to Nature,
in accordance to the flow of Life.

Clearly enough,
all sufferings and all negativity,
arise when this separate image appears,
and tries to create its own personal way of life.

This imaginary identity desperately demands from life and says :
"Ok no! Why are things like this? Why are they not like this??"

In its own personal ignorance,
it asks for the impossible.

Ego is greedy.

It wants to be the owner of things,
it wants to be in control of everything.

It wants to control the weather..

If it is raining,
ego complains:
"****, why is it raining??"

If you have a girlfriend/ boyfriend,
ego wants to be in control,
bringing onto you,
self created conflicts by wanting things that can not be,
that can not happen.

One needs to understand how things truly are and begin to accept their reality.

Accept the things that we can control and the things we can not control.

The things that we are responsible for and the things we are not responsible for.

You are responsible for your life,
I am responsible for my life,
We are responsible for our lives,
and that is all.

As i see it,
life is a deep study of ourselves.

A challenging opportunity to analyze the things in us that have to be fixed,
that have to be balanced.

We can not keep going with life unconscious about our un-balances,
habits,
addictions.

We have to work on the things that are not right in us.

And even though we all have different un-balances,
in the end it comes down to knowing who we are.

When i say "we",
i am not talking about the mind-body organism;
When i say "we",
i am talking about the awareness.

So when i say "we",
i am referring NOT to the one who is talking right now using words, symbols, sounds, and language,
but to the silence from which all sounds come out of and eventually return to.

That silence i refer to as awareness.

It has no shape or form.

Awareness is formless.

And once we start to see that we are that which has no form,
we can then dis-identify from that which consists of form,
and this brings total freedom.

It means freedom from the things that come and go,
freedom from all that is temporal.

One begins to enter the realm of eternity.

One begins to understand how we are eternity itself.

What is the eternal?

The eternal is that which IS without any form.

And as it is clearly seen,
everything that has form at one point turns into no-form.

What ever has a form will eventually dissolve into no-form.

What is that inside of the form that allows the form to move?

What is it that gives life to the form?

The form disappears,
but that invisible force of energy always remains.

As far as my understanding goes as of now:

Just as we are not the creators,
the designers,
of our whole body,
we do not bind our-selves to the body either,
that is a job of God.

It is God who designed the body,
we are just the awareness.

And the awareness is everywhere,
in every-thing.

But as the awareness,
right now we are experiencing ourselves threw the human body,
and in the capacity of this human experience,
we are able to know our true selfs,
coming closer to God than ever before.

And the human life-form is the only life-form that can go so far in this understanding.

All other life-forms are incapable of this understanding.

The very same awareness that we are,
that is also in plants and animals,
can not have the same experience that the human body allows.

And that is all part of the goal of life and evolution.

That is the journey of consciousness,
to come to this point of being a human,
and here by,
totally allowing the understanding of who we are.


Now this can not be understood by the mind,
hence one must go beyond mind.

Because the mind is part of the body.

It is not the whole.

By my own understanding:

We can not rely on the mind.
We can not believe the mind.
We can not believe our thoughts.
We can not believe the thoughts of others.

We can not believe in believes because believe is not truth.

Wether one believes or does not believe,
truth remains truth.

The mind is an amazing tool,
provided by the human body,
to help and serve the human being;
To  learn from the past,
and to plan for the future.

But we can not count on the mind to tell us what is true,
because mind is a huge storage room,
it is all memory;
Mind is like a computer full of data with so much information,
so much knowledge.

So much that the whole history of humanity is there.

But it is impossible to see ourselves threw the mind,
for the simple reason that WE can see the mind.

WE are aware of the mind.
WE are aware of thoughts.
WE see all images that happen in our head.

When we are thinking,
we are NOT the thinker.

This is where things went wrong.

When we started to believe that we are the thinker.

We started thinking so much,
that at some point,
not even realizing it,
we started to think and then believe,
that we are the thinker.

And this is the mind-trap that drowns us into confusions.


If your heart is speaking to you,
if something from within is pulling you,
it is going to happen.

If you are in the world,
and something does not feel right,
as if something is missing,
as if you are incomplete in some way,
and something has to be attained,
found,
you are going to find it,
as long as you stick with your feelings.

And even though it is a sucky situation,
even though it is not a totally peaceful struggle to figure out what is true and what is not true,
it will be impossible to run away from it,
because it will continue to haunt you.

It is always going to be there,
pulling you,
pulling you,
pulling you.

If you are feeling pulled into something great,
out of this world,
my advice,
is that you follow your feelings.

Forget all about this world.

Do not be concerned with what other people tell you.

Discover life on your own.

Discover truth for yourself.

Learn what you can from people.

Listen to people,
but do not believe people.

Flow with life,
and where ever you are,
be there as the observer.


If you are with people,
just watch people.

If you are by yourself,
just watch yourself.

Keep following your feelings.