An orb of all gray and storm
Sinister and dark
I see it, I see your eyes.

You remind me of the sky
Endless and vast
Blue that turns black
Filled with clouds and stars and the moon
A galaxy in a form of you.
Drops of rain in summer  
blocks of ice in winter
The air in your atmosphere
I greedily breathe in
Unconciously falling deep.


You remind me of the sky
And i, a river
Blue to black and black to blue
A catastrophic beauty in a form of you
A galaxy of my own
An impossible nexus between the sky and the river
One i will never reach.

Its kind of funny
Your eyes burn bright with light
When you look into his eyes
Like you see the whole universe
In all its glory in front of you
And these smiles you give him
Are sweeter than honey in lovely may.

Its kind of funny
Your hands entwine together
And you say they fit perfectly
Like they belong to one another
And you see yourself with him
Sitting on a rocking chair
In front of the porch
All gray and old in time.

Its kind of funny
In an ocean of nameless crowds
You can already tell him apart
Like there's no reason and you just know
Like your soul searches for him alone
And you let yourself be carried away
In that waves of emotions.

Its kind of funny
That you know everything about him
And his every lines
Like you memorized him in your mind
So that you'll never forget
Just an inch of his face
And the way he made you feel.

Its kind of funny
That your heart belongs to him
Just as how his belongs to you
And there he was across the room
With your eyes following his every move
Just like how his eyes can't take his off you.

It's kind of funny
Your suppressed confession swallowed
Even from a pastor or a pope
But my eyes know what i see
What your lips cannot tell
Cause even when you say you love me
It really is kind of funny.

She's so perfect

In my eyes she was and nothing

Could compare to her beauty

That has somehow made me stay here.

Everyone wanted her and everyone wanted to be her but

She doesn't even realize it as she

Walks home and goes to the bathroom

And look at herself in the mirror

She stares and stares and stares for what

Seems like a long time

And right then and there she cried

And cried for what seemed like forever

She goes back to the world and smile again

But i knew, i just knew she weren't there

She looks at other people and say stupid things to

Look normal and to feel normal just to forget

But everytime she's  alone i know

Inside the bathroom that she stayed and painted

Everything around her was painted and i cant

Look at her because i know I'll break

She painted something that wasn't supposed to be

Lines that were not supposed to be made but

In her eyes it was beautiful and it was the only way she won't

Completely break even when
She already was

And when she's done she looks at the mirror again

This time her eyes didn't cry but something else

She smiled instead and nothing was scarier

Than that moment when she felt satisfied of her own art.

Summer rain

Oh summer rain

Crying tears and weeping pain

Broken hearts and shattered souls

Lost in never ending roads.

Bitter love

Sweet bitter love

A taste of an obstructive lust

Thwarted all the things of gold

Like thorns of dying faded rose.

Tragic end

A beautiful tragic end

Embraced and welcomed, not resent

Hands that hover over my chest

As lips collide in a kiss of death.