You're the sea
An entire ocean of tragedies
Floating about under the gray
Violent waves of turmoil
A tsunami about to strike
An endless depth of darkness
With your soul swimming in the blue
Trying to search for the shore
But the tides are getting higher
until you sink below
like those pirate ships from the old
Never to be found again
As the sky above you clash together
In an angry collision
Of bottled emotions in an overflow
Creating a beautiful hurricane
With you dancing with it in a waltz
While the heavy tears of the sky
Becomes one with your own
And there you were in the middle of the sea
Melting into the ocean
Not a bubble of breath resurface
As your body goes cold
along with the pelting storm
And your eyes stare to the sky
Forever frozen in time
As you sink further down
Like the pirate ship from the old.

Im a kite
Soaring through the sky with aeroplanes and birds
My fingers touch the sea of clouds
Skin burning from the sun
And something else
From I see down below
A mermaid in the rocks beside the ocean
Waving at me cheerfully
A giggle escapes
Then turns into a hysterical laughter
Stomach hurting too much
But I dont care cause
I feel like a kite in the sky
And at night I am an angel
Mingling together with the stars
And pillowtalks with the moon
Just as a comet passes by with a rabbit
In an astronaut helmet
And just across is a a herd of whales
Swimming along
And I see the moon smile at me
With its overdrawn lips
Stretching uncomfortably
and so I smile back
And somehow I see the sun beside me
The world split into two
Dark and light
And it reminds me of my reality
So I grab on a paper dollar
And my credit card with nothing in it but lost wealth
Then in front of me I align my beautiful companion
Straight and perfect
Small and still
Just looking at me seductively
And i just had to
So i rolled the green paper again
And filled myself to meet my new friends.

You see a black pen
And a blank paper in front of you
And your mind is in chaos
Of messy words trying
To form each other
But it doesn't make sense
Because you feel empty
And these images in your head
Takes form in ugly shapes
And contours
All dark and blue and red
And everything senseless
While you sit still just staring
At the black pen and the blank paper
As if waiting for something
To happen but nothing does
You hear the clock ticking away seconds
To minutes
To hours
And outside your window the snow falls
A dancing blizzard wind
And all the while you kept staring
Listening to the wind howl
And the ticking clock
And in front of you is that black pen
And that blank paper now painted with blood.

Pieces of sanity scattered
On the floor in your room
White snow outside your window
So white and so pure
Just like those little crystals
Shining in between
You and a paper filled with nothing but broken dreams.
One hit and you ascend
Down one and you fall
You balance yourself
Like someone in circus standing on *****
You see these images of happy little people
And you smile with wryness asking for more.
A puff or two, smokes form in the cold
Like the coldness inside you and those tiny crystal *****
Eyes down and up and roll back to your head
Your mind in chaos, a chaotic mess.
the snow outside your window
So white and so pure
Is just like those crytals on your piece of paper rolled.

Angel
You are one
In your white dress and your white shoes and
even in your white wings shining through
Up and above
Down and below
Hands of miracle dancing for a show.
Freedom
You are freedom
Safe haven, a refuge sent from above.
Silver
You hold onto it
Long length of life
Cut short within.
Angel
You are one
In your white little dress and
your white shoes
With your shining wings
Covered in blood all through.

She picked up the pen in her hand and she

Wrote herself to insanity as if writing herself to

Madness was the only way she could forget her

Own, and so she wrote and wrote until her fingers

Became calloused with the grip of her hands like it was

The only thing that she could hold onto, like

It was the only thing that made her keep her ground

As her mind became a canvas of words that only

She could understand whilst she painted her paper

With the ink of the pen that held so much untold stories

That she wanted to release.

But no, no it didn't do her justice.

As these words that flowed around her head

Became the monsters that she began to drown in

And the more that she sunk herself in, the

More she became someone that she didn't know anymore

And so she wrote and wrote as the paper

In front her was drenched in salty water

Till her hands began shaking in tension

And her mind completely in chaos.

But as soon as she was done, she would close

That little notebook and hide it away in her closet

And she wiped her eyes and cheeks dry while sitting for a

A full minute gripping that black pen like

She was begging it to make her feel nothing and take

Away her feelings for once and when she

Puts down that pen, she walks out of her room

And into the outside world as she walks around

Like nothing happened at all.

You who runs ahead too fast
I am left behind
You take a flight and leave me.