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Deep breath.
Cold blade against my skin.
Hesitation.
Slow and steady.

Pain.
Blood.
Watching intently as the red fluid
trickles down my arm.

Exhilaration.
Subtle smile.
Addiction.
Craving.

More blood.
I stare.
The soul behind these eyes
isn't mine.

Fading smile.
Hardened heart.
Blackened soul.
Cold gaze.

Scars.
What have I become.
Eyes dim.
Someone help.

No.
Secret.
Tears.
Who am I...
Don't bcother
Don't even try
I'm done with you
We're just wasting time
It's all over
I really don't care
How could you?
It's just not fair

Don't bother me
Just leave me alone
Pack up your bags
And just go home
I can't stand to see you
For very much longer
You turned your back on me
So don't even bother
So many things
Had brought me happiness.
Life was so perfect,
I never would guess..

That it would all change
In the blink of an eye.
My spiritual well
Would soon run dry.

One step off the path
And there I had found,
I was lost in the darkness
Captive and bound.

Wandering down
a road untraveled.
My spiritual self
Was being unraveled.

Step by step
Down the road I went
Not knowing my thoughts
Wern't heaven sent.

So many signs
I chose not to follow.
'Till I stopped at a place;
Empty and hollow.

I knew I was lost,
Needed to get home.
But I chose to stay
In that hole all alone.

For many a night
In the darkness I slept.
The good things in life
Away were all swept.

I laid there asleep,
Alone in the cold,
And planned to stay there
Until I grew old.

Then one day I awoke
and saw no light.
Everything was gone
Not a thing in sight.

What have I done?
To where have I gone?
What kind of road
Have I gotten myself on?

I'm deep in the water,
It's up to my throat.
I need a way
To keep myself afloat.

And from that point on
I knew what to do,
I needed to find
a way back to You.

So here I am
Trying not to sink
Back into the dark,
I'm right on the brink.

And now I've decided
To try harder than ever
To make sure my mind
And spirit don't sever.

I don't want to go back
down that hill so steep.
I need to get myself
Back on my feet.

I know I can do it,
It'll just take time
And strong will power
To not commit a crime.
I want this sadness to go away
And know that everything's okay.
I want to feel loved,
Instead of lost and alone.

It takes me falling to my knees
to confess that what I need
is your embrace
to keep me from crying.

Will you answer my plea?
Come and save me.
I've fallen,
and I don't know what to do.

I'm cold and alone,
Too far from home.
I need you to fix me,
I'm broken.
I'm cold and alone
Too far from the light to feel it's warmth
I need you to fix me
I'm broken.

I can't heal on my own
I need you
To come and stitch these wounds
And make me whole again.

I need to feel the light
Resting on my shoulders
I don't want this darkness anymore
I don't want this pain

I need you to help me
To not fall again
I don't want to disappoint you
So help me back on my feet
I’ll never know how much it cost
To see my sins upon that cross.
To bear the weight of iniquity,
To relinquish life for all to see.

I’ll never know how hard he prayed
To beg for mercy from the pain;
Never understand the reason he gave
His life for all the world to save.

His heart was pure, his paths were bright,
He taught us all to do what’s right.
His gentle touch could heal the sick,
Yet he was called a hypocrite.

He willingly chose to take the cross,
Shedding tears for the lost.
His death was meant to show disgrace,
But only beauty flowed from that place.

And in it all he truly shared
Just how much he really cares.
I hope you’ve gained something from this lesson,
But now arises a simple question-

Would you be willing to take his place,
To wipe the tears from his face,
To take the nails from his hands,
To take the place of this man?

Would you be able to give your life,
To save the world from all its strife?
The answer isn’t so simple you know,
Am I able to answer it? I’ll never know...
Silence
Says more
Than a thousand words.

A smile
Means more
Than hours of laughter.

The look
In your eyes
Speaks where words fail.

And a single heart,
Given with love,
Can bring more joy than a whole jar-full.
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