Gazing under the stars,
Rustles of the leaves,
Creating music with the wind,
Inviting me to dance.

The smell of fresh rain,
Bathe the leaves of baby grass,
Condensed water drips down,
Sparkling jewels glistening.

A plea of a playful boy,
with golden smiles of sunshine,
fearless as a chivalrous knight,
Beckons me to be his consort.

I grasped my little Prince's hands,
Bent down and got lost in his eyes,
Tenderly I touched his lips with mine,
Darling child, there's always the next time.

There you are standing in front of me

figment of my imagination in a timeless reverie

Standing there with your glory, so real in flesh

A revelation of a rose unfolding in its bloom so fresh



No expectations just with mere hesitations

I take your recommendation and go with no restrictions

So uncanny of me to be unpredictable and unreasonable

With matters of uncertainty and no veracity



Your words were like pages from my book

And yet I know you and I never convene

Prior to this intimate sit down I found myself

Drinking the sincerity and truth you offered as is



Such delightful creature you are

Disagree and contradict, you might say in differ

Like delightful sweetness I love and savor

Obsessively irresistible, I can’t get enough of



I was surprised, dumbstruck and in denial

of revealing things you said about how read me

You dived and found the locked treasured chest

I threw in the dark abyss in the deepest trench



I am one who believes but stopped in believing

That such wonderful encounter can partake to the likes of me

But you prove me wrong with the glimmer in your eyes

Which I pray is true and just solely for me



As your eyes seemed to memorize and be mesmerized

I look at you and wonder if what I’m seeing is real

Could it be that you truly do understand this riddle

That this sphinx tends to utter in mystery and puzzle



You look at me intensely with warmth and pleasure

A glimmer of amusement dances across your face,

As you look at me from the other side of the table.

Your lips form a smile, and then you call me beautiful.

To the one I promise you this when you find me,
That I will not leave anything amiss for you to lose me.
Words and thoughts will be clear as day,
So that your heart is assured through with no dismay.

To the one, I promise you my unyielding strength,
To be your anchor when you feel like drifting.
Bring the sun’s rays to your cloudy and darken days,
The remedy, to heal your broken dreams and pains.

To the one I promise you this when I find you,
perpetual romantic days that ends with  passionate kisses.
Every second together would not be spent apart,
As our bodies and souls says no more to separation.

To the one, I promise you this devotion,
Of undying love and endless affection.
I promise to cherish the man you are,
A lover, an equal,  the half that completes me.

I promise that’ll I’ll be faithful to the one.
For there is only him and no else will be.
During days and nights of a temporary partition,
I’ll be dreaming and wishing to end with aching anticipation.

She's out on the prowl again.
A deadly sensual beast who takes no prisoners.
She put the stilettos on and red lipsticks.
Finish it up with that 'ol tantalizing perfume.

She walks out as her steps echoes the pavement,
the rhythm of danger and anticipation.
She stops, narrows her eyes,
Dark eyes adjusted to the darkness as she scans.

As she approach, senses heightens.
Hers is one silhouette written in history.
Hearts and souls were offered as devotion.
Kingdoms and endless lives fall beneath her.

Her bosoms like mountains, tall and proud.
That long dark hair smelled of lavender.
a graceful neck holds a regal beauty of a face.
A burning passion inflamed of endless wanting.

A dangerous she wolf on the hunt.
She smells it in the air, he is here.
A half smile appears on her delicate mouth.
She has found her prey to devour.

I'll take the chair by the corner window
A seating for one and the lonely reserved
the sun bright rays from the outside
and yet it is raining and cold here inside

Let me have a piece of your sweet nothings
and a cup of your bittersweet concoction
Stir it, make it strong, make it potent
To bathe my tongue in your flavorful sorrow

A subtle hint of sweetness from the better days
so little, like this honey in my cup to drink
I ask for more but was denied of supply
None for me or just not for me unfortunately

I ate your sorrows and broken dreams
got drunk in your meaningless lines
Suffered from your inflicted sadness
Got poisoned by your killer disillusions

I hear the roaring of the waves.
Loud and beating, my heart’s pumping,
I’m alive, with senses so high I‘m sure,
Awakened I rise from an endless sleep.

The wind encourages me to take flight.
Daring and fearless I’ve never been ready.
Like liquid fire through my veins,
And though once broken I am resurrected.

As I brave this lonely pavement,
To you I run at the end of the road.
I stopped and hesitated to catch my breathe,
Doubtful and unsure, I struggle not to turn away.

Flawed and naked I stand before you.
The undisclosed exposed for you to see,
The what will be makes me guarded,
Will your arms welcome or deny me.

A sudden pause in my reality
Hands of time went still momentarily
Amazed in wonder on this unfolding reverie
A vision played unfolding before me

I caught my breathe in a grasp
As the breeze whispered in a sweet rasp
A spell was told of an unknown desire
Uttered in belief from every prayer's respire

I have not seen and yet I witness
the chosen maiden as the blessed priestess
Like Gabriel visiting the ****** Mary
Uriel came to deliver my destiny

A touch of divinity
Some may say sorcery
Many had seek answers to the unknown
In a quest to end and satisfy the forlorn

My fragile heart held the memory
The soul bears the teachings of the Almighty
My mind navigates the daily labyrinth
An endless fight for a reality born of a myth

Awake from an indulging sleep
Like babes who naps,
and cries of a baby sheep.
Eyes blinking, lashes fluttering,
cheeks pink, mouth moving,
A graceful cat stretches her limb.
Arch and bend her back,
Like a Yogi she poses and inhales,
Renewed and glowing, she exhales.

I thought I found an exquisite apple
hidden in the pile, I dig deep to find.
That special one so ripe and beautiful
Sink my mouth I long to do

But then I remembered it cannot be
For I am allergic to what an apple offers
A Snow White complex I do have
But no kiss will bring me back if unattended

Eve's weakness and curse I overcome
A temptation so inviting I decline
With pure strength I manage to say no
With all my might I turn away from you

Though the bite would be tragic
It left me pondering and wondering
Locked in my own private thoughts
I guess what wondrous excite you taste

Yes I am, and this is my stature.
I’ve acknowledged humanity‘s expansion and extention.
The burden of proof is theirs and not on me,
To disprove me or dismay me otherwise.

But I tell you I am.
Regardless of the exterior and superficial ,
Of the mere sight that speculate and perceive.
Try and pierce through the dressings and you’ll see.

Come and remember the bare fundamentals,
Of similarities that binds us as one of a whole.
Like an outcry for silence in a sea of angry voices.
That begs you to feel and listen without prejudice.

When wounded I feel pain, like the likes of many.
When happy I exalt joy, like a child’s cry of glee.
When hurt tears burn behind my eyes,
yearning to be comforted by someone who gives a ****.

I am because I am,
A mind and a heart that pumps the desire to live.
I wake with the same sun and sleep under the same stars.
On the same ground, same air, you and I try to survive.

I am you when I look in the mirror.
I am because what sustains me sustains you.
That when cut will bleed the same color.
So therefore you are the intricate and pure just as I am.

Sunset I’m still here.

You see me still standing.

You see me still faithful.

You see me still hopeful.



And sunset I’m still here.

You witnessed my falls.

You witnessed my heartbreak.

You witnessed my demised.



But sunset I’m still here,

I promised you with every fiber.

I promised you with each breathe.

I promised you with every heart beat.



And sunset I’m still here,

Alive, my spirit renewed,

Alive, my will stronger,

Alive, my heart kinder.

A particular note hangs in the air.
The lights continue to flicker,
As the dancing moths sways,
The lines of a fluttering waltz. 
The night spins its spell.
If you do not agree then just see.
Colors of rainbows and the stars, 
So vivid when your eyes are shut.
Fireflies, butterflies, and dragonflies,
The irony and the melancholy,
Spare me amenities of these realities.
As I waltz the magical night, 
under the flickering lights.

I breath a not so very fresh air.
I consume a not so healthy diet.
Sleeps under the same stars,
Gazes the same pearl moon.

I see, feel, hear, smell, senses heightened.
I process the stimulants and characters.
Then I close my eyes and opened anew.
There I see, I smile, I write.

A piece so precious to see
A vision I cannot resist
So rare, exquisite, and unique
Or value and price is beyond

You were meant to be seen
Admired from a distance so far
Never to be touched
Never to be held

To have a glimpse of you
Is a rare gift to be bestowed
But to have you in my palms
A wish with longing torture

And yet I couldn’t stay away
I dare not look away
Couldn’t turn and walk away
When you came and look my way

In light of the things swept under
Beneath the depths you chose to wander
What seems to be a phantom ponder
Making memories in a house by the yonder


By:erosnthanatos

The mythical bird that rises from the ashes
Grand wings of blazing fire and light
Born from the breast of a goddess heart
A celestial essence in an earthly shell

Though dormant and asleep, she’s never amiss
For her days of roaming were full of purpose
She ran her course at best and performed
Found herself broken and needed to evolve

Don’t despair as she waved good bye
To lay a rest afar from the existing pretense
Her desire for truth and love is her lullaby
As she to gain better vision of her presence

No potion, no cure, no magical kiss will bring her
Her calling is a hymn from the angels that sings
An epiphany of triumph after a tragedy
Like a queen she’ll conquer and bring you to kneel

So high my yearning for you.
Alone in my solitude just won’t do,
Thought of you won’t let me sleep.
I need to see you be near you.

I know how it is going to be
A total utterly helpless surrender I give
Scènes and moments that consumes me,
The ache, a firing burning in my core.

Craving for you it’s been so long,
Soon, but not soon enough for me.
And when the morning comes,
I want you to come to me too.

The thought of you consumes me,
Turn this fantasy into an fiery reality.
Anticipation can’t wait no longer.
Satisfy and end a long perpetual wait

Your soul touches deep inside
Dark amber scotch come and burn me.
Senses heightened, you’re so intoxicating,
Here comes the morning so come to me.

I fell
I fell and though I held on
I fell
And broken I found myself

I found myself
Holding on
By the skin and nails of my being
I found myself

Holding on
Foolishly I still do
Holding on
On thread like ropes

I foolishly
Believe that in another phase
That I foolishly
Denies my heart’s truth

theres goes an instance
When I take my hand
To reach deep within
And crushed my own heart

So you see it relieves
That bitter agony that comes
When the wind whispers
The names of others

Sweet November
You lingered through December
Didn't lived through forever
Now there's only a surrender
Blurred memories to remember.

The fragrance, aroma
Of an old tested remedy
Cures the aches and restlessness
Of the mind, body and soul

To center and align
Like a drops of rain
Never wonder where it came
As ancients felt it, so do I

I put you closer to my lips
Your warmth giving life
Calming, How I enjoy you,
my healing cup of tea.