Why did you struggle,
Why did you push?
Thin stemmed ambitiousness
And white petal innocence
Arisen to bring hope to me,
As I wander on my midnight walk.
Walk until my legs sting with cold.
Walk to put some air back inside me.
I am seeking a thrilling happiness,
Or anything to set me on my way.
Walk to forget what disappoints me.
Peering in the windows,
Of homes warm and bright
Where people chat and laugh
In envy, I long to come inside.
I am seeking a thrilling happiness,
Or anything to set me on my way.

In your shining golden auburn
Soft and dangling free,
I see reflected in each strand
The comfort  lavished  in me.
Freedom finally,
From worries put to rest
Mirrored among the millions
Of glistening golden threads.

Staring in,
I reminisce
Soaking up the songs
Of our vacationing hearts.
Intangible in beauty bright,
And rich in graceful charm.

But that surrogate we cherished,
Has vanished since our songs drowned out.
He is asleep inside that memory sweet,
Warmed up by a blanket of  dust.
That surrogate we both enjoyed,
Nourished our starving souls
Because we could not be alone.

In your shining golden auburn,
Through silence you still care.
Together, we wont sigh his absence,
But preserve our souls from dying vacant.

Hey Harmony,
Don't drop whats in your hand.
Because Harmony,
You couldn't go buy it again.
We'll be blended together
In symmetry soon,
Dear Harmony.
So give it to me to hold on to.
Believe it,
The sun will dry up what's left behind.
So release it,
The sun will dry up what's left behind.

I only wish to reconpense,
Though undeserving and unfit.
Every little luck,
I would give them all up,
Just for that one pure kiss.
His pure sweet bride,
I long to be.
His, and his alone.
All pure sweet brides,
I envy thee.
For you posses,
The most immaculate of gifts
Most coveted of all my dreams,
The lily fields of continence.
Eternally I will be
Sorrowing my stains
And grieving my lost gifts,
Never to be given again.

Steaming up warm between thermal arms.
All alone, perfectly together.
Out in the middle of the cold dark blue,
Peppermint stars in the chocolate sky.
Ascend on the cloud of fog from our breath,
Silky dreams raise me up,
Mellow moon basking.
Spin me around
Smooth me down
Grooves fitting into creamy cracks
Like a gift in a box.
Blending new colors,
Inventing new thoughts.
Melting down onto the cotton beneath me,
Seeing such sights.
Peppermint stars in the chocolate sky,
Resting into their puzzle piece places.
Alone together,
In the cold decline of day.
Steaming up warm.

Assuming its appreciated
I suffocate my intuitions,
And collect them all inside me.
All my thoughts, my little dolls,
I line in rows, and brush their hair.
And although love has proved unfair-
Purposefully, I continue.

I do believe it's worth the war.
Tumbling down my house of cards.
Allow him to forever triumph,
Because others come before me.
I could be flying upwards,
But instead, I sit back down.
For I'd rather never push away the wind.

Outside voices unearth crooked tones
They tell me: Foolish flower, trampled all over.
But I do believe it's worth the war.
Foolish flower, I may or may not be.