Palembang, 2 Juni 2013

Bukankah hidup itu sulit?
Sulit untuk melupakan,
sulit tuk memaafkan

Bukankah hidup itu sulit?
Sulit untuk memulai,
Sulit tuk menilai

Palembang, 27 Maret 2017

aku pernah bermimpi tentangmu
kamu menggenggam erat tanganku
menuntunku ke tempat yang belum pernah ku tuju
sesaat kau hilangkan semua perasaan sesak dihatiku
kita bergandengan berdua, ya, di dalam mimpiku
kamu begitu tampan sehingga ku tak bisa berpaling memandangmu
kamu seorang yang belum pernah ku temui sebelumnya
kamu yang membuatku teringat kembali rasanya jatuh cinta
kamu menghargai setiap aksiku
kamu memandangiku bak perhiasan yang berharga
kamu jua lah yang membuatku berharap ketika ku kembali ke dunia nyata

Palembang, 27 Maret 2017

Hari ini aku tak ingin berhenti menulis
Bagiku menulis itu sangat berarti
Aku bisa mencurahkan isi pikiranku tanpa aku harus berucap
Ucapanku terkadang tak didengar orang, kau tahu?
AH, bukan!
Ucapanku bahkan tak pernah didengar orang
Aku hanya batu, yang hanya dilangkahi orang setiap kali berjalan

Hari ini mentari bersembunyi di balik awan mendung
Namun panas teriknya masih bisa ku rasakan dikulitku
Aku hanya bisa berteduh di bawah atap kamarku
Padahal jiwa ini ingin sekali menari di bawah mentari
Padahal kaki ini ingin sekali tenggelam di pasir pantai yang kasar
Ingin sekali rasanya membawa diri ini ke air laut biru nan luas
Aku ingin sekali mengapung di air garam yang bening
Namun yang kulakukan hanya mengetik tulisan tak berarti

Hujan mulai turun
Apa daya aku hanya bisa menunggu
Aku terkurung di dalam dunia sendiri
AKu belum berani tuk berkelana sendiri

Inderalaya, 30 September 2014

Rasanya ingin saja aku menutup mata ini, tertidur
Menuai mimpi yang selalu bahagia ceritanya, terhibur
Hati tak ingin terbangun namun mataku berkata lain, terlanjur
Semangat hati tuk melanjutkan tidur pun haidr, dan
Bangunkan aku saat September berakhir

Palembang,19 Januari 2014

Life is so short
Life is so hard
So when you fell down
Do not ever give up
Trying hard to stand again
If you believe in Allah SWT
You will got it easily
Life must goes on and on
And on
Struggle for a better life

"Be strong, me"

Palembang, 19 April 2012

A long ago ...
I see beautiful person on screen
Friendly smile, hazel green eyed
As I saw you since that day, I want to see you any longer
Everyday, I see you, with or without turn on the screen
I paced back and forth and smiling
It was felt like I lose my brain
I can't think anything, anyone but you
I went home from school to turn on the screen, to see you
You are the shadow whom I hug when night fall
And you are the first thought in the morning when I woke
Happily I declared to the world, that I am falling for you


Right now ...
I wanna cry, remember those faces
Face of you and her are spinning around my head
I can't forget that smiles for the rest of my life
As I paced back and forth all this time, I couldn't understood
How can I falling for you?
You are someone I don't know anything about
You are like a strangers came to my life, forcibly grabbed my heart, without you knowing it
How dare I save this love only for you? Without sharing with others?


In another day I could see
She look so beautiful in White, pink roses are in her hands
As you looking in her eyes so deep, she smiling on you
People thinking that you both are matching bride, and hoping all best for you both
Somewhere far far away I only can see the bride standing in front of you
She thank God for a man she had now


For forever and all the questions
When can I claim you as mine?
When can I say that I'm exist because of you?
When can I say that I'm where you belong?
When can I listen the vow you made for me?
When can I stop this hurt feelings?
I wanna cry but I couldn't
I wanna smile but I'm so hurt
I wanna laugh but it's so painful
I stop doing anything, I'm not focus
Too busy with this feelings

You are the STAR.
I can only see you from far.
I can only call you from deep inside.
I can only feel you in my heart.
I can only admire you...
But
I can't have you in my life.