Aridea P

Aridea P Jan 2014

Palembang, 11 Januari 2014

Ini kisahku
Kisah mengharu biru
Tentang aku yang tak berkawan
Di pulau perantauan

Ini ceritaku
Cerita yang terekam waktu
Tentang seorang anak Hawa
Yang mati tapi bernyawa

Alarm berbunyi, memecah sunyi
Aku diam di sini, sendiri
Mencoba tuk menutup mata, tapi selalu terjaga
Menerawang masa depan, melukiskan kehidupan

Terdengar Ayam bernyanyi, berirama seni
Aku masih merenungi, siapa jati diri?
Mencoba tuk menutup mata lagi, meski ku pun tak yakin
Ku coba sekali lagi, berharap mulai bermimpi

Esok hari penting, tak ingin ku langkahi
Kemarin hari sendu, birkan berlalu
Sekarang hari biasa, cobalah terbiasa
Kenangan akan tercipta, berawal dari mimpi di kala senja

Aridea P Jan 2014

Apa Yang Sukar?

Palembang, 14 Januari 2014

Apa yang susah?
Menguasai diri sendiri memang susah
Melakukan ini tapi takut, takut salah
Tapi tidak dilakukan akan menyesal, juga salah

Apa yang mudah?
Memerintah orang memang mudahnya
Menyuruh orang melakukan kehendaknya
Entah siapa yang untung dan rugi di antaranya

Apa yang gampang?
Menghakimi orang juga gampang
Tak peduli tampang
Mau presiden, mau pejabat, mau gembel asal hati senang

Apa yang gampil?
Menasehati orang juga gampil
Tinggal ucapkan kalimat kecil
Berlagak bak orang yang terbiasa nan terampil

Apa yang sukar?
Menyadarkan orang itu yang sukar
Meski hati sudah dongkol dan mulai terbakar
Apa daya orang itu tak sadar-sadar

#miris

Aridea P Jan 2014

I Lose My Faith

I lose my faith.
When I see the world is larger than I imagine.
Live in this world so wild.
And never thought about good things but lies.
Pretending to be a good person is really we are.
And even the right thing truly done by us.
I could run from the reality behind.
But I couldn't hide from tomorrow will comes.
Acting so wrong to a person.
An apology is just not enough.
Only an anger left in hearts.

I lose my faith.
When I grew up and found how strange life is.
Good people, bad people seems no different.
Cheat and lie has never been failed.
Boys, girls, no this is not about gender.
Expensive, cheap, no this is not about the price.
Good, wrong, bad, this is about the truth.

I shouldn't have lose my faith.
If I don't want to live so wrong.
I shouldn't have never ever lose my faith.
If I still alive, I'll always remember that I live in the strangest world on planet.
God will never leave me alone.

Aridea P Jan 2014

For My Grandma

Palembang, 29 September 2010

Thanks Grand Ma for taking care of me
Thanks for the time you've spent just for me
Thanks for many advises you said
Thanks for everything in my short 15th/18th years
I Love You Grand Ma

And sorry for what I've done wrong
Sorry I made mistakes many time
Sorry I'm still a little girl in the room
Sorry for hard to say I Love You
Sorry for hurt that you've got
Cause I just don't know what to do

Wish, I could give you the bestest
To make you proud and smile for me
We know nothing is impossible
And I believing my self, Someday
I'll give you everything you need
Love Ya Grand Ma...

(Now you are not around anymore
You are the shining star above
Your body so fragile now
But your soul is lives in our hearts
Sorry for made you cry
Sorry if your husband, your children and your grandchildren made you sad before you leave
Sorry is the last thing that we could do
But we'll never stop to say "I LOVE YOU"

Rest In Peace Nana

Aridea P Jan 2014

Why

Jakarta, Senin 20 Oktober 2008

I am trying to forget you
But I couldn’t
You’re always in my heart

That is special thing, that’s my love

How can I have you in my life?
No, I couldn't.
How can I think about you?
Why you always here?
Why you’re not go away?
Go so far away!
From my life
Why?? Why??

(edited Thursday, January 2nd 2014)

Aridea P Jan 2014

I Say Mom

Palembang, Senin 4 Oktober 2010

Mom, I know you know that I love you
Although I never say that in front of you
But I believe you feel the same with me
That we both are never be apart
We are always be together, Forever
Until the end of time, And the age is die

Aridea P Jan 2014

Can't Live Without You

Palembang, Senin 4 Oktober 2010

Oh, Shane...
How beautiful voice you have!
I always want to hear it one more time
I admire you from the start

When you sing a love song
I feel you touch my heart inside
When you say word by word
You makes me adore you too much

I want to take a rest
I can't close my eyes
Cause I always thinking of you

What a lovely smile you have!
You're beautiful everytime I see
You are great the way you are
Don't know, will I forget you?
I hope not.
Cause I can't live without your voice.

(edited Thursday, January 2nd 2014)