I've been wanting to set sail for a while,
but now the intensity almost frightens me.
I can feel my body breaking
under the weight of this desire.
I want to give in –
to set sail toward you,
forgetting every shore I've ever known,
taking the risk, trusting the tide.
I thought I had this in my hands,
But I cannot command
nor the wind, nor the raging sea.
I know that now, as I set sail.