Never thought this day would come so soon
I care nothing for you
Frustration has taken over me, everything I do is so useless
You never seemed to cared either, so why must I?
I am done dealing with this nonsense
For now all I can say is goodbye
Maybe now my mind can relax
But now I pay the consequences of denying the facts
Seemingly I was in denial of rejection
Even though I pushed my self to total incomprehension
I never thought clearly on what would be after this  
For now all I can do is pretend I wasn't dissed
I am free after 7 months of emotional prison
You yourself changed me into a whole different  person
I sit alone in this dark,cold room thinking of what it could've been
Being not with me, but him
So it ends here
I hope you enjoy yourself next year.

Do you remember the way we used to feel
Before we changed, before our eyes were truly opened
I miss those days I miss the ignorance
Before we lost the light that's in our eyes
I miss the innocence I miss it all
I don't believe in hope I just believe in pain

Am I lost in another dimension?
Or is it just a mental detention?
My dear please stay I beg!
Before every memory we had together is dead
Your spirit sustains me and gives me warmth
The emptiness that I feel is indescribable
I just wish that before you left, I could've held you tighter
Just to relive the vivid aromas you left behind
Oh what I would do to go back in time
To lose my one true friend this way kills me
But don't worry my love for I'll join you soon my darling