I saw beauty in the world today

Heaven came to me to stay

I saw colours of every flower

I saw the majestic Oak tower

People greeted me with a smile

They chatted for a while

The sky shone a beautiful blue

The grass beneath my feet felt so true

The world laughed along with me

I am now feeling free

Shrug yer shoulders
Just say
**** it
Today was ******
**** it
Tomorrow will be better
She doesn't get me
**** it
The next one will be better
Pitted against me
**** it
I'll make it
Dealt a bad hand
**** it
Draw more cards
You didn't win
**** it
There's always next time
There's always a reason
So **** it
**** it
I'll get something better
I can't let **** get me down
I'll just get ran over
Keep your head up, Justin
It'll come together
Don't let the **** get to you
**** it

have you forgotten me
or lost the path here?
i wait for you
all day, every day
but you do not appear.

I left my body last night. I got shifty and I saw myself kicking, drowning. There are times when only my mother's milk will do the trick. But shifty, I just lay here, my muscles aching and quivering. By God I've done it again. I did what I swore I wouldn't. I left the party last night. So say goodbye to being shifty.
    I trip like I want to but the shifty always seems to creep back again. Slowly I remove the thorn from my paw. It'll only hurt for a little while. Back to normal for a while. Until I again decide to let myself get shifty again.

Glossy eyes blinking
Empty mind spinning
Day in and day out
The clock ticks away at my skin
Shaving off one breath at a time

One less moment spent
In this shell, this body
Is this my face?
Am I defined by these features?

Doe eyes that deceive
Liquid gold swirling around black centers
Hypnotizing the weak
Snake hair strands that
Freeze strangers to stone

Pale white skin, fragile paper
Without scars, untouched
No finger shaped bruises that
Match a hand like a well
Measured glove

Soft skin, straight nose
All two-hundred and six
Bones of me
Strung together as a reflection
Of my soul

Am I this person? This body?
This life? These words?
Am I my bad habits or
My horrible intentions?
Am I my friends or
My family?

Is there a difference
Between
Independence
And lonliness?

Am I simply a series
Of thoughts and
Feelings
Following one another
To create a person,
A life?

Didn't I come here
For something more?

I could scream at the
Empty sky for
Hours upon hours
Begging for answers

But there will be none
There is only solace
In the puff, the hit, the needle,
The snort, the swallow, the breath

Take me out
Take me away
Take me into the sky
I want to be just as
Empty
As everybody else

Smoked a very kind bowl
With a very kind soul
And a very kind soul was she
Smoked the last of the stuff
A little bit is just enough
To take you to the next degree
In the mornin' I will miss
That sleepy-eyed bliss
That's in the form of THC
Cause the bud is all gone
It's done singing its song
Cause I smoked all my magical trees

I wake up but, bubba, I don't wanna.
Put on my cleanest ***** shirt.
Smoke some marijuana.
Brush my teeth.
Got nothin to eat.
Head on to school,
So I won't be a fool.
I'm at the top of the list.
I have the best GPA.
But I still feel worthless,
At the end of the day.
Hello Poetry,
Let's you read my thoughts.
I'm even one of your favorites.
But still, I feel lost.
I'm good at everything,
But I get nothin' done.
In the face of danger,
I get up and run.
Where am I going?
Where have I been?
Get me out of this slum.
That I'm livin' in.
So I can put on my pants.
One leg at a time.
Put on a clean shirt,
And get on my grind.
Its time to buckle up.
The ride ahead is rough.
It's time to buckle down.
Stop actin' a clown.
So next time you see me
I'll be on my high horse
On my pedestal, I shine
Can you come?
But, of course.
Just as long as you were there.
At rock bottom with me,
While I trekked through the mud,
And the dirt and debris.
If when I was down,
You got up and left.
Get off my high horse.
And go **** yourself.

That's right.
I shot him down.
For crossing the line.
That's right,
I shot him, but only one time.
He deserved it, I said,
And you're going down too.
And if it came from my mouth,
Best believe that it's true.
You better ******* run.
I'm coming for you.
I hope you are 'noid.
You're gonna be blue.
You need to go hide.
Cause I've never felt.
What I'm feeling inside.
My eyes are red.
My knuckles are white.
I've got a full clip.
And I'm ready to fight.
So go find some shelter.
Maybe a xanax or two.
So you can cope with the blood.
When the bullets pass through.
I'm tired of ****.
I won't take it no more.
Let this be a lesson.
The drama stops at the door.
If you cross the line, bubba.
You'll bleed out on the floor.
One bullet, two bullets.
Three bullets.
Four.
Stop ******* with me.
I can't take it no more.