As if time could go slower
it drones on and on
the tick of that clock
a mockery, tormenting me
with every tick, tack, tock or ****
it is another time you've been gone

You can't
                                                                                                           yes i can!
then why haven't you already?
                                                                                     My demons keep me from
                                                                                     me from doing so!
you can't control them and you can't do this
so deal with it!
because you are a waste!
                                                                                 No NO NO
                                                                                 I refuse to be seen as such
                                                                                so you better hush!
                                                                         I am tired of fighting a civil war
You can't stop me
                                                                        Oh really? can't you see?
                                                                    you are merely the dark side of me
                                                           i can bring you down to your surrender
                                                               my demons, control me never

the best actors
aren't the ones on stage
they're the ones with broad smiles
and chins held high
but inside,
they want to curl up in ball and cry
but, actors are supposed to bring joy
and entertainment to the world
so the must smile and never cry

Every one says
            "Don't be a square"
but why be a circle?
             because its special,
but if its special
then let it be special, and let there be few circles
if we are all circles,

"then don't be such a circle"

I should be running
but laying here in the grass is fine
small green blades brush my arms
while i on the line of perfect and chilly
a bright sun on my face
a gentle breeze on my arms
I should run but the grass is more inviting

it's thrill of almost falling
but, not quite on the edge
of looking down and, your heart, it skips a beat
it's the fear, making your heart race
it's the scare factor ,at an all time high
and it makes you feel...alive

with 26 letters
there's a lot of things to say
yet there's not enough ways to explain,
how i feel today

there's no sun on my face
but my smile doesn't feel out of place
it feels like there's butterflies tickling my face
or like i'm doing back flips standing place

Even with 26 letters
there's no word to say
how i feel today