As I remember him say,
“It’s ok not to be ok”
The feelings of pain will stay
But eventually they’ll drift away
You’ll be as happy as before
Like a newly open door
So don’t worry about the past
For it wasn’t meant to last.

You’re the most loyal person
But no one is ever loyal to you
You put up a fight for the people you love
But no one does the same for you
You stay up late at night
Overthinking things you’ve said or done
You’ve raised a barricade around yourself
So you won’t get hurt again
You feel so fragile that if you open up
The past will repeat itself
Now you wear a disguise
To hide all you feel inside
You people please just to feel at ease
And you forgive so you can try to forget
Most of all you feel like you have to say sorry
Even if it’s not your fault
Even if it’s not necessary at all…
Have you been that hurt?
Yes, by those I opened up to
Those who I thought were true
Those who may have been like me and you
All I ever really wanted
Was to be loved for who I am
But how am I supposed to open up
If they turn out to be a sham.

In the stillness of the night,
A mind awake, a constant fight.
Endless thoughts, a heart that aches,
Through the silence, the mind partakes.

Eyes wide open, sleep eludes,
In the darkness, the mind intrudes.
Wandering thoughts, a restless quest,
Seeking answers, finding no rest.

The moon’s soft glow, the gentle guide,
Through the labyrinth, where thoughts reside.
Up all night, with a heart so full,
(Endless thoughts, a mind to mull or Seeking the answers, feeling the pull.)

Thoughts of future, echoes of past,
Memories fleeting, moments vast.
In the silence, dreams are told
That one day you may see unfold.

Through the night, the journey goes,
A dance of thoughts, a mind that knows.
Endless pondering, a heart’s delight,
That come what may and come what might

As dawn approaches, thoughts still roam,
In the quiet, of this home
All these thoughts, questions that wander,
Beyond the night, the soul grows fonder.

we wake up every morning to a brand new day
never knowing what life  will bring our way
we just carry on like the day before
waiting for the new day what it has in store

will it be a good day full of happiness
will be it be a bad day. with nothing but distress
we just have to take. what ever comes along
carry on as normal stand up and be strong