the first time he cheated on me
I felt the earth ripped out from underneath my feet
the second time he cheated on me
I cried into my pillow and couldn't for the life of me fall asleep
the third time he cheated on me
I let my mother hold me
which I never do
the fourth time he cheated on me
my friends told me you should do it too
the fifth time he cheated on me
I slept curled in a ball for days and days
the sixth time he cheated on me
he promised emma, its just a phase
the seventh time he cheated on me
I heard the line boys will be boys
the eighth time he cheated on me
I punched my closet door until my sister yelled
whats that noise
the ninth time he cheated on me
I drank until I felt the ***** racing through my veins
the tenth time he cheated on me
I traced my wrists with razors
down like high way lanes
the eleventh time he cheated on me
he said at least she isn't fat
the twelth time he cheated on me
I said no
**** that