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Emma E Jones Aug 2013
cold coffee sits on rickety little tables
while grand plans are constructed
novels poor out of young minds

dull and awkward second dates draw out
so much longer than needed
and the coffee goes cold they part ways

oh what comes out of those little coffee shop corners

a man calls for a plumber

that lady drew an owl

oh well he spilled that all over the place

the clatter and chatter never leaves a silence
like a library no it's warm and old and smells like my dreams last night

the greatest nights are spent becoming part of the coffee shop crowd
making stains on little tables and letting the coffee get cold
observations from nights spent in the coffee shop
Emma E Jones Aug 2013
A cycle tired of repeating
what each day brings
that mystery
only held closed inside
my empty hand

A cycle that goes
first in trust
but soon it all
becomes fresh with doubt
then I'm desperate for attention  

I feel the loneliness
as it creeps in slow then
in an instant I'm swallowed
all at once by denial
"they don't like me"
I sit and tell myself
as tears find the surface again

All it takes is one good day
all the doubt flows away
but I should not forget
that soon my trust will
stab me in the back as soon
as you do once again
Emma E Jones Jul 2013
my foot steps echo in lonesome
each stride further away from
those who said they cared
that dark dusty corner
is my one friend now

but then the hope returns
not for long
they always leave
alone again
loneliness is my worst fear
yet it seeks me out

they only care about you
if you do what they want
they , they control your life
all because you're scared to be alone again
Emma E Jones May 2013
A stroll through the city
just after dusk.
Alone in the dark but don’t fret mother
I’ll be in my bed by the time you wake.  
I’m not a child,
underneath this skin, freedom itching to escape.

These people don’t care.
A million lost soles what am I but another
In this great vast jungle,
a jungle of light and sound.

A man passes he doesn’t know my name.
It just a city,
Dangerous and big, but so is my mind.
Yet you let me wander through that maze alone

Monsters waiting in the corners.
Looming monsters,
Monsters that damage and destroy.
So what is a little danger, a little freedom?
If not for freedom on the outside,
I’m stuck holding tight to the monsters within.
can we really escape or monsters with in? maybe not but freedom os a distraction that should not be limited
Emma E Jones May 2013
those screams in the night
are they real
could they be in here
waiting for me
to close my eyes
and let them consume me
in total darkness
seeping in through the cracks
i here him shout again
always the same voice
his voice, that voice
your evil voice
pulling my mind apart

i wait each night
for that voice in my mind
you stare into my eyes
i can't seem to shake
that malicious glare
haunting voices of the past
hes screaming now
and eerie sort of scream
the one you hear
at the peak of darkness
lost in the depths
of an empty mind
he has no face
no body
just that demonic voice
consuming the night
not done yet just a idea
Emma E Jones May 2013
I see you stranding there,
in the corner smelling flowers.
Pretending time has no end.

When the sky stops moving
the flowers look away.
Questioning why,
Every day the sky stops
and the birds fly away.

But you stay, never looking away
always stuck, always cold.
Smelling the flowers,
even after they have looked away.
Emma E Jones May 2013
once the hole is dug
all the dirt is gone
never again to return the same.
different.
time moves on
light barely reaches the bottom
a deep hole

stuck clawing
grasping at the blue above
then dark seeps in,
consumed by fate
the light retreats
never seen the same again
different shadows cast
still no escape
the walls crumble in
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