I was just learning to forget about you.
I had found someone.
A great someone.
Now all of a sudden you want me and I don't know what to do.
Who to choose.
Your timing is
impecable.

Out of all the people
it's you.
I feel like I regret it
more than I should.

we are completely different.
I'm talking polar opposites.
So I guess its true what they say,
about opposites attracting.
Because I am completely attracted to you,
and I think you are to me.

i sit and wait
wait for a spark
wait for my mind to catch fire on an idea

just like a puddle of gasoline when it catches fire
my thoughts light up
my mind gets engulfed in a phrase
and i write from that phrase
i dont have to think or wait for more words to come
it just flows
comes out naturally

it will happen at the most unexpected times
on a bus
in between classes
or in a dream

but when a phrase comes into my mind
i cant let go
it pushes me to write
to take it and make it a story

just in this instant
my mind caught fire
i put my pen to paper
and let go

drained my mind of flooded thoughts
and got this
this is how i write
unexpectedly, without reason

i just wait
and leave my mind open to the world
to different ideas
to people's conversations
because a word will come, or a phrase
and i will write

all you do is judge her
leave her alone
she is not you
none of us are you
we are our own people
leave us be
we are who we want to be
we make our own decisions
it is our life
our body