If you need something
or maybe you're down
were they being mean?
please turn around
don't try and flee
put away that frown
come just come to me
There is no need to fear
don't shed a tear
baby your makeup will smear
anything you need my dear
I'll be here

I want to be that person that
changes you
for the better
the person you can rely on for
everything
If you fall down I will be here
to pick you right back up
if you cry
trust me ill be right here
If theres anything you need
ill give it to you
I'm not looking
to change you
just to change myself

I have time to spare
To go for a walk
to frolic in a luscious meadow
to sing a little song
I have time before
I need to go
I have time to hold your hand
I promise I will till I have to leave
I have sometime
though its wearing thin
Growing pail and weak
my love will stay but
I need to go
I have time
I have time
I have time
But not anymore

what will happen if we ever meet

will you do as you do that day

are you the same person are you as sweet

do you care would you stay

or leave and call me a freak

no im not pretty quite the opposite

What will happen

will you leave me

all alone

ditch me as everyone else has done
turn into my mother

shes made me a fighter

so baby if you are

you'll just make me mightier

You're loved I hope you know
through thick in thin we share one soul
you're my best friend my sister
my blondey my ***** a smile on a sad day
my light when its dark outside
a laugh and a giggle a hug
a dumb nut a **** munch
my dad hates you
yes he does
he hates most people though
okay so bye
love you

I missed you
and everything that comes
with you
like ur a happy meal
i've missed you fries
ive missed my best friend
thank
you
for coming back
and excepting me for me

Lady by the river
starts to shiver
her wrists covered with silver
blonde hair shimmers
she is pulled away
his hand covering her face
she tries to scream
but all is quiet
she cries for some time
Until she becomes silent
he rapes her
ever so violent
she tries to run
but he tells her to join the fun
she wants to see the sun
her time is done
he cuts her into slivers
he drowns her in the water
she haunts it
she always will
that is why
they call this girl
The Lady of the River

For the last two days I feel like I've been dreaming
Nothing could be better
Everything I have desired has come to me
Why is that
everyone I long for are all talking to me
The smell of rain on the pavement
(my favorite scent)
has filled the air
yet there is a hint of sun
oh and its so warm
the trees have leaves
and the flowers have bloomed

Is this nothing more than a dream
I wish these days would just stand still
I wish I could talk to him forever

Maybe forget all that was wrong before
This new found confidence is inside me
He makes me feel better than anyone has ever before

Am I falling in love
I don't know how to take this
I ache to talk to him
To see his green dot pop up on facebook
I feel so happy and so content
everything is going my way
can this please stay like this everyday
can this dream never end
Please I beg of you
don't return to my nightmare

I don't want your pity
so please stop giving it to me
no i don't have the best life
nor the best luck
but if im sad
I don't want your pity
i want you to make me laugh

dont hate me for something long ago
i am not normal i get it
i didnt do anything though

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Please don't be sad
I love you.
I just need
time
to
myself
I've been distant
you can tell
I lost a friend
she did the same thing I attempted last year
what if she lived and I died
would this be the same
would people react the same
probably not

Screaming and crying
like a child i am
pushing him away
telling him to stop
my eyes burn from tears
my voice is tired of crying
he forces his fingers inside of me
I was fourteen
only 5 foot 2
115 pounds
he puts his arm
on my neck
choking me
I go silent
He stares into my eyes
I finally wiggle myself out of his arms
i run
to the end of the street
I scream and cry
like a child i am
why isn't anyone saving me
or can they even hear me

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I hate society
thanks to society I can't meet my boyfriend
thanks to society I can't meet my best friend
why you ask
they're from the middle east
and apparently everyone from the middle east is bad
well thats *******
just because of 9/11

I mean an American killed a bunch of little kids
at Sandy Hook
That doesn't mean all Americans are evil

We have security in place for a reason
what ******* is going to carry weapons on a plane
if they do a full body scan

Society is ****** up
But what can I do?

Her brown eyes staring deep into my soul
She blinks slowly
I put my hands behind her neck
pull her close
kiss her nose
her cheeks
I lean in and kiss her lips
she turns
perfectly fitting us together
her hands just above the end of my pants
my hands run through her hair
She pulls away and stares into my eyes again
our kisses are the best

Have you ever heard
heard of a place
a wonderful place
Where the sun always shines
the birds always sing
the grass is always green
it is beautiful
no monsters live there
please come with me
it's only over the rainbow
past the desert
and through the lake
please oh please
I need your company
I need you with me
Come oh come
To this perfect place

once i was depressed
now i am not
once i was anxious
now i am not
once i was in love
that has not stopped

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