Hi my name is Emily
I am fifteen
nothing special
my mom left
I was 4
I only see my sister
once a year
my family and friends
deserve so much more
I'm just a burden on
everything
everybody
I hate myself
the bullies made me hurt myself
I cant hate myself forever
I might as well not
be
here

I promised
I swore
I would not
try it again
but I've tried seven times since
shush don't tell
but I need to try again
promise you'll
forgive me?

today its my time to say good bye
I feel guilty
don't forget me
promise you won't miss me
I promise you
I'll see you soon
I love you
I truly do
You'll forget me soon
but if you start to miss me remember
I'm always there
I'll see you soon

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Please don't be sad
I love you.
I just need
time
to
myself
I've been distant
you can tell
I lost a friend
she did the same thing I attempted last year
what if she lived and I died
would this be the same
would people react the same
probably not

Jessica we'll miss you
oh that my darling is true
you are now up in heaven
flying with the angels
baby you were to young
why'd you have to go
couldn't you see that
we loved you
really we did
I just hope you're better now
Good bye Beautiful
Rest in Paradise.

That day of rest
is truly the best
but today I feel like a mess
i don't even feel good in a dress
but with you
i feel secure
it wasn't just any
Sunday

Look up Mandie Thurlow and Follow her pretty please<3

Think about it
do you love yourself
do you know what love is
is love something you can define
do you love anybody
I know some people you must
but is love definable
or is it just a word
I realize its a feeling
we say I love you
quite a lot but do we know
what it means
is it strong liking of something
but couldn't we say
"I strongly like you"
what is love
why do we say it
how do we know if we mean it
what is love

Have you ever heard
heard of a place
a wonderful place
Where the sun always shines
the birds always sing
the grass is always green
it is beautiful
no monsters live there
please come with me
it's only over the rainbow
past the desert
and through the lake
please oh please
I need your company
I need you with me
Come oh come
To this perfect place

Hey pretty girl yes you
I've known you since 1st grade
you're amazing yes you
you are beautiful don't deny it
you are smart yes you
You are stronger than an ox
princess yes you
do not give up
you're perfect yes you
Mandie baby I love you
I need you to stay here with me
till we die
Please

Theres a fire burning
down the road
smoke fills the air
feel your stomach
Turning turning turning
But the fire keeps burning
There is one small thing
no one truly
truly does know
that this isn't a real fire
this isn't something you see
it's that burning in your
heart the feeling of a broken heart
its the girl in the bathroom
thirty sleeping pills
the girl in her closet
rope around her neck
the girl in her bedroom
gun to her head
the girl in the bathtub
razor blade to wrist
it's that girl
don't call her stupid
no do not call her dumb
she may look it
but she really is not
this is her life this is her pain
do you ever feel that fire
she wants to leave
not because of you
no not because of me
because the fire
it's burning her heart
there isn't much left
she needs help
she needs love
please don't just stand there
she needs you yes you
someone somewhere
they need you to be there for them
in their time of need
take them by the hand
hold them close
tell them you love them
because if you don't
they might be gone
before you know it

So this girl
her name is
LINDSEY
She is
obsessed with
my boyfriend
she cried
when we
started to
date and
won't shut up
about him
she is just
so ****
dramatic
she wants
me to
feel bad for her
but I
really cannot
she thinks
her life
is terrible
but I
bet it's
really not
she just
wants the
attention
of everyone
she talks
of him
non-stop
it gets
quite annoying
I mean come on
stop obsessing
you are
losing him
by saying
crap to
me about
our relationship
please just
go away
before you
end up
getting hurt
I don't
want to
sound rude
or mean
but seriously
if you're
going to
talk to
me about
my boyfriend
please do
not make
me cry
like you
have done
multiple times
in the
past
I really
do like
him more
than anyone
or anything
thank you
Copyright ©2013 Emily Larrabee

Verse I: I am nothing  absolutely worthless
You are everything absolutely perfect
I am the dark no one wants
you are the light we all need

Chorus: I'm nothing special
I'm nothing good
You're my only please stay that way
Never leave me I promise I won't
Break your heart


You're my everything
together or apart

Verse II:  I am just another girl
You're the most amazing guy
I am just so stupid
I bet you know how to fly
because you're amazing
you are beyond compare

chorus x2

Hello baby
Hello Love
Hello sweet heart
Hello

Hello meanie
Hello ******
Hello *****
Hello

Hello Daddy
Hello Sister
Hello Gramma
Hello

Hello me
Hello you
Hello all
Hello

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The sun shines on its own
It needs no help to be beautiful
It's aware of its light

The moon can not shine alone
It needs the help of the sun
To make it shine at night
It is not aware of its beauty
It needs help to give us light

No one thanks the sun for making the moon shine
No one thanks the moon for being there at night
Maybe they do not understand what they do
For people like me and you
Without them we would die

Maybe this'll sound cliché
Maybe you'll end up hating this poem
Honestly I don't mind
It wouldn't be the first time
I'll just go get my friends because
I am the moon and they are
My suns