Honey I'm crushing
Hard as hell
Baby its on you
You know I like you
Oh yes I know you do
But sweetie you're perfect
sweet as sugar
honest as washington
but I guess you want someone
pretty, funny, and smart
im just an old ****
whatever i know you don't want me
im lame as can be
I can't help crushing on you
I mean seriously boy look in a mirror
You'll see how perfect you are
look through my eyes to how i see you
I know I shouldn't like you
I should give up
But if I do give up
I think I will give up with love overall

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This isn't what i wanted
I didn't want you to leave
to hate me nor love me
i wanted to be there for you
when you need me
I just need you to
know I will not forget you
How could this be
me without you
is like peanut butter without jelly
life without death
could this be
please tell me I'm having a nightmare
don't leave me
please don't hate me
how could this be
that you don't even
care enough to say good bye to me
well fine be that way
I don't care what you say
just leave me alone I guess
I'm done
See you
next
year

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You're sweet as sugar
But you rot my teeth
I want you so bad
but I know you're bad for me
I try to stay away
because darling I barely know you
I'll try to eat some candy
to help me cope
with the fact
that you don't love me back

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Darling what you're doing
that's not cool
please don't keep going
on with what you're saying
telling my best friend to
**** herself
saying she talks **** about me
sorry honey but you need
to grow up you're
eighteen years old
you  live in a different state then us
so please you're harassing minors
we're fifteen leave us alone
like seriously no joke
we've talked to the police
so I suggest you leave us alone
Sweet heart this is illegal

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I am a girl
six inches over five feet tall
I am bulimic
and sometimes depressed
I can't stand blood so i don't cut
I'm afraid of ***** and so much more
I'm not psychotic maybe a little weird
I love music and poetry
I love people if they love me back
I love my sister she's thirteen
I am me
and this
is
Who I am

You come to me in your time of need
then tell me I'm doing it wrong
I don't know what you want from me
I'm done with the drama
I'm done with the crap
Apparently I made you cry
Yet I didn't
neither did she
so stop saying crap
like how we are making you cry
how we aren't good friends
because sweetie you have it wrong
I try to help you
but i don't know what you need from me
I was trying to be a good
friend but YOU
YES YOU
made me cry
I'm done with you
with him
I'm done with this all

dont hate me for something long ago
i am not normal i get it
i didnt do anything though