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Emily Alyssa Mar 2013
I take a deep breathe
As I swipe the blade
Across my skin
Exhaling as I watch the skin tear open
And my blood pool to the surface
Meanwhile my brain asks me why
And my heart tells it to shut the **** up
Because it's been broken enough
And now she wants revenge
But not on the ***** that broke her
But on the ***** who let them get close
Emily Alyssa Mar 2013
You
You say you avoided me
Because I made you feel left out
And for awhile I believed you
But now I see right through it
You avoided me because you're a *****
You create unnecessary drama
You couldn't stand that you weren't first
You were so used to people loving you
That you couldn't stand
To have someone else in the spotlight
Well boo ******* who
Grow the **** up
And get over yourself
Emily Alyssa Mar 2013
I thought you wanted it to go back to how it was
And God ******* **** it, I'm trying
I'm giving this my ******* all
But you, you're treating this like a joke
How foolish of me to think you cherished what we had
That you wanted it all back
So here I am trying my ****** hardest
When you don't even ******* care
You take everything I do
And mangle it, so you come out the good guy
And I'm just some *****
Maybe she was right and you are an *******
But maybe I was right too
Just tell me, is this a waste of my time,
Should I even trust you?
Emily Alyssa Mar 2013
I'm so pathetic
You mean nothing to me
Yet I'm afraid to talk to you
And I haven't the slightest idea why
Maybe it's because we have 'unfinished business'
That you have no desire to fix
Or maybe because I feel like a joke
Just some bet between you and your mates
And if I am, well that would destroy me
But I'll warn you now
If I am some bet
I'll take you down with me,
I'll fight back
Cause baby if I'm going down,
I'm going down swinging
Emily Alyssa Mar 2013
You're an *******.
You can play me
That's fine,
I'm already broken
But to mess with her
My best friend
Well that's just not ok
You can't tell her you like her
And then turn around
And tell me you still love me
She isn't some rebound girl
She's so much more
She's to innocent and pure
For people like us to touch
We're broken
And she's not
So leave her the **** alone
Emily Alyssa Mar 2013
You ripped my heart out
And stomped on it
And then you tucked it inside your pocket
Leaving me with a dark and hollow hole,
A shell of who I used to be
And now you're back
With the very thing you stole
Offering it to me
And it's still beating
The only thing is,
I've started to learn how to live
Without it
And I know if I take it back
And later you were to decide
That you wanted it back
I don't think I could live without it
Because in order for me to keep living
I would need my heart
That you stole
Emily Alyssa Mar 2013
You left me all alone
And for that I hated you
Now you've come crawling back
And I don't know if I should trust you
But then I remember all the times
All the words we said
Both good and bad
And I don't know if:
  The good outweighs the bad
  Or if the bad outweighs the good
And I know you want to know how to make it okay
But I don't know if I can be out back together
If you were to break me again
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