i want to be everything i’m not
and nothing that i am

you asked me why didn’t we do this earlier

i’ve been loving you forever
and you never knew

until now

i’m so afraid
that letting you go
will be the biggest mistake of my life

it felt like home
in your arms again

it’s ok to out grow someone-

i’ve outgrown you.

i don't know who you are
i don't know the person you're becoming
i don't want to know the person you're becoming

please come back

Two hearts broke tonight.
Yours,

But, you shattered
Mine.

i want to be everything i'm not
and nothing that i am

but everything i am
is enough

I put all my worth into the hands of people
that don't know me

Let me go back in time
Let me prepare for this heartbreak
Let me stand strong
For now I am Weak

weakness is
living in the past
strength is
living in the present

to you
i will always be a missed opportunity

i bend over
and every inch of my spine
comes together
holding a body
that can barley be supported

i like when i look in the mirror
and my hip bones show

let me tell you
i’m so ******* hungry
i’m so angry
i’m so ******* tired

imagine
what it feels like to find
the One

The sky cries for you
Let it pour.

Tears of joy.
Tears of misery.

the world is growing inside me
a flower is blooming on a beautiful day
in a few months the sky will become grey
causing my flower to wither away
i ask myself
why can’t it stay
i hope that one day
i can pick my flower
place it in a vase  
water it
and let it grow
i hope that one day
for me
another flower will blossom my way

i forced the seasons to change
i made my flower wither away.

i am the Storm.
i am the Sun.