you asked me why didn’t we do this earlier

i’ve been loving you forever
and you never knew

until now

I put all my worth into the hands of people
that don't know me

i have watched the wild flowers
Grow
Grow
Grow
Grow
and bloom
just to start again

imagine
what it feels like to find
the One

i’ve outgrown you.

to you
i will always be a missed opportunity

i want to be everything i'm not
and nothing that i am

but everything i am
is enough

Let me go back in time
Let me prepare for this heartbreak
Let me stand strong
For now I am Weak

Love becomes blurry
When your lonely

weakness is
living in the past
strength is
living in the present

i want to be everything i’m not
and nothing that i am

Two hearts broke tonight.
Yours,

But, you shattered
Mine.

i bend over
and every inch of my spine
comes together
holding a body
that can barley be supported

i like when i look in the mirror
and my hip bones show

let me tell you
i’m so ******* hungry
i’m so angry
i’m so ******* tired

it felt like home
in your arms again

The sky cries for you
Let it pour.

Tears of joy.
Tears of misery.

the world is growing inside me
a flower is blooming on a beautiful day
in a few months the sky will become grey
causing my flower to wither away
i ask myself
why can’t it stay
i hope that one day
i can pick my flower
place it in a vase  
water it
and let it grow
i hope that one day
for me
another flower will blossom my way

i forced the seasons to change
i made my flower wither away.

i am the Storm.
i am the Sun.