I'm fine with harmless flirtation
and meaningless kisses
and innocent moments
of intense weakness
I won't let anything stop it
as long as we're drunk
on the drinks of the night
as long as it feels right
don't worry, I'll be patient
as long as we feel something
and we know it's not all for nothing
as long as there is passion
and sweet flirtation
then I'm not complaining
as long as the drinks are pouring
our bodies are dancing
our mouths are kissing
and the night is heaven

You'd think you hear a sound when the most painful moment in your life passed.
Like you'd actually hear the snap of the tight wire you call your mental stability.
Maybe if you looked hard enough you could find some mark on your body.
Something to tell how much pain you've tried to get through. To get over.
Like how can I hurt this much but not have a wound to show for it?
As if I could mend my mind with medicines and pills
Trying to fix the problems I've been inflicting on myself.
What I've been inflicted with.
I feel like I've had an amputation instead of leaving someone behind.
And every time I think about it the places that I've stitched open up again
and I lie there bleeding.
I wish I could've heard the sound of me breaking when it happened,
To define it as the moment I walked away from someone I loved.
The moment I lost my true happiness. And I wonder, if I'll ever get it back.

Some people **** me off
On a daily basis
I'm like, **** girl
You're so ******* basic
With your name calling
And your dumb games
******* friendships up
With those mean tricks

I mean, who are you kidding?
That ain't nice, darling
Picking up rocks
And ditching diamonds
I'm like, what are you doing?

You're trying to be cooler
But the truth is
You could never
You're too basic
For your own health
I suggest
You take those ego pills
Guess what?
I think you're full of it
Trying to be smart
But you ain't ****
You might think you have won
But honey, I'm gonna be the one winnin'