You treat me like I stole her
When really all you did was take a toll on her
She is tired of your selfishness
This whole situation starts to bore
I wish I could tell you everything and pour
But every time I try to tell you what is best
You make me take the blame
From her I want pure love not fame
This is no longer a love game
You can frame me no more
You are so blind you forget where to aim
Your selfishness can’t  ever seem to be tamed
She changed the direction of her heart
Finally a love that cannot be broke apart
What we have is like a priceless piece of art
But you can’t seem to depart from your feelings
You think that I am stealing her
When really I am healing her from your destruction
The battered pieces you left of her

I feel my emotions floating off in space.
I'd go to the moon and back,
just to see that face
I tend to lose my pace, when you grab my waist
All I can think about is the way you taste
When you pull away, I tend to feel spaced.
My heart speeds and it begins to race.
The feelings, I simply could not replace
The grace that is almost impossible to find
people spend their whole lives confined
trying to combine perfection
but nothing is as sweet as your affection
I swear I'll never use or cheat when I get my turn
I promise I will always return
Please let this flame burn and not fade
Can't you say you'll stay, babe?

She does not want me to drift away
Yet she keeps leaving me in complete astray
In the dust, she leaves me when I let her in
I bet she’d beg if I walked out
Through those narrow doors
while I’m trapped in the middle
Getting hit with the winds of empty promises
A puppet I’ve became
It’s as if she is my master controlling everything I do
She keeps pulling my strings
Speaking commands
But she refuses to speak clearly
The steam resumes rising from this forbidden passion
The glass eyes I now look through are becoming opaque
The inside looks so foggy
While all were seeing is beautiful lies that we are becoming to believe
We are continuing to use each other
When you are near it feels so meant
But right when you turn your back
Our doubts begin to multiply
I do not know how to get out of this
The emptiness I feel without the lust
Is this real?
Or am I still going through a nightmare
Please just be clear,
Don’t make me jump off that pier
Don’t let me drown  in this  misery
You are taking advantage of my kryptonite
I just might leave for you to want me more
As we sleep all our worries drop
Please all you do, don’t stop.

Not long after you are stuck with aloneness,
You are struck with complete loneliness.
The loneliness that makes you cry out in the night
Waking up in complete fright
It is not the darkness,
It is not even what’s in the night
It is what is not there
What is not starring or lusting
I do not feel right,
Like I am slowly busting through the seams
My lips are sealed shut, but all I wish to do is scream
I wish she still invaded my dreams
I wish I could still persuade myself that I am okay
That I am not so faded and jaded
I wish I could just be completely isolated
From this life where I am just trying to be motivated
I am finding out how not to be dominated
By this tragic society
I am shut off
Cut off
To rebut, becomes an everyday affair
Loneliness may be unfair
But truly in its’ full extent,
this life is just pure despair