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416 · Oct 2013
On Suicide
Ellen Bee Oct 2013
Maybe,
so many people
have killed
themselves
because
they've been
reincarnated
and everything
is too different.
"I can't live this way."
415 · Nov 2013
Three Little Words
Ellen Bee Nov 2013
I see you.
I like you.
I feel you.
I *******.
I love you.
I need you.
I hurt you.
I leave you.
I remember you.
Ellen Bee Dec 2013
You're never coming back
It all ended just like the movies
You were the main character
She was your leading lady
I was the obstacle you had to overcome
And you rode off into the sunset with her
And I was hurt and alone
The way it was meant to be
Fade to black...
396 · Oct 2013
Sometime PM
Ellen Bee Oct 2013
I watch the cars go by,
as I smoke my cigarette.
I wonder where they're going.
The people, not the cars.
I wonder where I'm going.
Who knows.
Let me live in right now.
Watching the cars go by.
394 · Dec 2013
My Day Off
Ellen Bee Dec 2013
I didn't want to do anything today
I did our laundry
And the dishes
I tried to write
But was uninspired
I watched a good movie
And smoked a lot of cigarettes
I didn't eat anything
But never got hungry
It's Saturday night
And I'm sitting at the house
I didn't care about that
Until it was pointed out
I didn't mind being alone today
Which is unlike me
But I did miss you
393 · Apr 2014
It's just...
Ellen Bee Apr 2014
I like the way the sky smells in the summer
And your hand in my hair
I like coffee and cigarettes
And how the ashtray fills with our secrets
I like it rough
And every end of a good book
I like the greener side of happiness
And the way it was
I like a mystic sense of humor
And magic
390 · Nov 2013
Truth
Ellen Bee Nov 2013
The words I'll
never say to you
Burn the back
of my mind
Like the tip
of my cigarette
As I inhale
all that we are
And exhale what
will never come
355 · Nov 2015
by the way
Ellen Bee Nov 2015
I used to think about you every day
Bittersweet and nostalgic
Now I think of you when the moon is blue
I forget your middle name
354 · Oct 2013
Time
Ellen Bee Oct 2013
It started before we knew
what was happening.
When we were young and
everything seemed so far away.
We assumed the future would stay put,
while we still moved.
The world doesn't work that way.
We're beyond that point now.
We're beyond our first cars and
the could-this-be-it relationships.
We've passed that age where we see
ourselves always in that age.
Where time stands still and
we still float along.
Time is our greatest foe.
He ticks away our minutes in a way
that deceives us into believing
that it will never end.
353 · Oct 2013
Good Dog
Ellen Bee Oct 2013
Only fur.
Only bones.
She's gone.
I loved...
I still...
Good dog.
For Drago
351 · Oct 2013
Once
Ellen Bee Oct 2013
I just need
someone
to look at me
that way
one more
time.
Before my
empty hands
wrinkle
and there's
no one left
to look back
at them.
341 · Feb 2014
For the first time in years
Ellen Bee Feb 2014
I'm content
I like myself...
How I look...
Who I am...
But I have writer's block
Because I have nothing to say
When I'm happy
309 · Oct 2013
Too Early
Ellen Bee Oct 2013
I wonder...
if I went back in time,
would I see our future
flash before my eyes?
It's all about timing, baby.
And I've never been
one to wear a watch.
308 · Oct 2013
12-21-12
Ellen Bee Oct 2013
You know, it never was the end of the world.
292 · Sep 2013
In Here...
Ellen Bee Sep 2013
I used to want to be beautiful.
I became beautiful on the inside.
I wanted to be loved.
It made me loving.
I know I'm weak.
I'm stronger than you think.
I feel what I feel completely.
I'm giving if you take it.
I think too much.
I don't talk about it enough.
I'm mostly a good girl.
Unless you make it hard to be.
No one ever broke my heart that didn't deserve to.
I'm a good friend.
I can make you want more.
I can make you need less.
"God knows I don't want to be an angel."
289 · Sep 2013
It May Be Broken
Ellen Bee Sep 2013
But I have the pieces.
I can learn to let it go.
You made this decision.
I made that choice.
I've slept in your bed
And you've slept in mine.
And in that way, we
Know each other.
263 · Sep 2013
Feel This
Ellen Bee Sep 2013
Before you go
Hit this
Before you go
Don't go
It wasn't me
It was you
It's not that bad
Before you go
This was...
We were...

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