Billy,
Your eyes lit up this living-hell we call life
Make anyone's day with just a smile
Sadly it all ended with just a knife
I promise we'll meet up in just a little while

I'm sure father will make sure you take care
We tried to hold back tears when the phone rang
But instead, fell to the floor in despair
My heart fell heavy with one loud "bang"

St. Peter will welcome you with open arms
Everyone you loved is waiting for you
So now, go on

What will it be like when I'm


                              

                           ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                   ...gone
when I'm all but dust, will you live?          How about love?
when I no longer walk this earth
                                                          H­ow will it.       u  r
                                                                    ­             t              n

Will you even notice my






                                                        ­                                                                 ­                                                absence

I guess not.

Now I see where we

*                                      S
                                      T
                ­                      A
                                      N
 ­                                     D

You say you're a friend
But then why are you so quick to throw me under the speeding yellow bus?

You say you're a friend
But then why don't we talk; just argue?

You say you're a friend
But then why is there not an iota of truth in your empty words?

You say you're a friend
But then why am I left alone in the dust with no one?

You say you're a friend
But then why will you turn around and ****** a ***** knife through my back?

You say you're a friend
But then why?

9:04 pm
Rock me till I find deep sleep
Lull me with a sad soft song
I'll lay here and count my sheep
Rest's all I've wanted all along
But I'll lay awake and do nothing but weep

10:23 pm
The bitter black night is only my enemy
Unfortunately still wide awake
Stop sitting here restlessly
Stop thinking bout it for goodness sake!
But I'll lay awake and pretend you're next to me

11:49 pm
Great crown of thorns gleaming on my head
Pretending that I'm okay
Just telling myself, "Hush and go to bed"
Praying from my problems, my mind will stray
But I'll lay awake and wish I were dead

12:00 am
I float off slowly
And in dreams I'm less lonely

In love
Its only natural to be                   P          U          S          H          E­          D
 
    o                    i     l                f            o      r      e             w  ­    y                e       o      e              
y    u            w     l                o          c       u      s             s      a                  b       f        r                  


                                  ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                  F

                                        ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­           A

                                                          ­                                                                 ­                                                          L

                                                          ­                                                                 ­                                                          L

                                                          ­                                                                 ­                                                            I

                                                          ­                                                                 ­                                                          N

                                                          ­                                                                 ­                                                          G


It's fine to stumble, but remain UNBROKEN
REFUSE to be torn by this
Stand TALL
And prove you're **UNBROKEN