My own heart
Off from where I start
Thoughts that are wandering
And seeking and singing

Heavy memories, I feel
Them to pieces but still
Chills creeping back
That one piece I can't crack

All my might
Every single sight
But no more I fight
As it will break new light.

Long over due sins needed to be paid
Thru numbing feelings till they fade
Thru assurances that were never said
Thru a life you wish you have led.

Hurting, seeking as we want to heal
Learning all but the fundamentals
Uncomprehending amounts that can ****
How to be when this is not focal?

Seems foreign, look how this is local
A different currency, can we exchange?
Knowledge, ideas, memories of sage?
How to pay all these, all your call.

Pain and sadness in one
Ideally this is right
In time it will be gone
Ready to face another light

Feelings I am familiar of
I know I cannot shove.
As morally we might
Move on to a new height.

This is all familiar
Not really peculiar
Hoping that in every tick
I'll be back to kick.

Yesterday I let you go
but it's like you didn't know
We still talk like before
Thought we'll change, but no

Maybe tomorrow will be different
Or probably later this will fade
As our time passed and laid
You will be just a great friend

Let's just hope for the best
and let give ourselves a rest
Without grieving
Just forgiving.

It starts with unfriending
and go befriending
Embrace a new chapter
that can make you happier.

Letting go is not easy
especially when you are lazy
even more when it's comfortable
when you felt lovable

Not much to say now
as this somehow feels new
Will have to know
Being alone with sorrow

I fell in love with someone I should never love
But who knows that this will provide life
An addition to another life that was supposed to be free
A life that one can miss but not missed out to see

Life changing as it is
Lovely as it may seem
Who would have thought
I would fall in love again with this life

A life given by a life to another life
Now it is this life's life
The other life is just by the corner
Looking at lives he created for life

Say hi to the world
Proud and bold
With arms and legs, so strong
Punch and kick until long

Open your eyes
See the contrasts
Feel each sight
Embrace the sunlight

Take your time
For not too long
You will be standing
In a world you made your own

Just say hi or hello
So I will know
What to feel
When you grow.

I don't blame you if am unhappy
I can't say this generation is ******
Because I am part of this movement
Like I am inside a compartment

But why do I feel this way?
I guess I never finished what I really want to say

When you are around
You are the breath of fresh air,
The brightest sunshine glowing
That takes me off my feet.

But you are rarely there
You were just once upon a time
Still I am wondering
When you will be back.

I am waiting here
Trying to not think of you
Be busy and living life
With you in my heart.

How are you doing?
Do you still know me?
See you again, I guess
Until we meet again.