rain
is all
the people
who have died
crying
for those
who
are doing
wrong

I want to be even more famous than Shakespeare
But I am more like jane doe

listen to me
the girl
  who's tried
   to end it all
    four times
     its not worth is
      to wake up
       it a hospital bed
        not able to breath on your own
         its not worth it
          to lift up
           your skirt
            and see
             the cut
              that truly
               almost end you
                i thank whatever
                 was looking over me
                   because if
                    no one was there
i wouldn't be here either

Right now all I am
Is a jumbled cloud of lost thoughts
Empty words
Stumbling in the fog of my own
Depression

Dear darling
I love the way you smile
The way you laugh
The weird little things you do with your hands
The way you are so afraid but so wanting
I love you

My breath is leaving my body, leaving an empty space for the hurt to occupy
This hurt
This pain
Oh my god I have so much pain
There is so much I'm breathing it in
There is so much its over coming my body, and the smoke I use to mask it isn't thick enough any more
It's fading away like me
And maybe you'll be able to see
I love you

About forty Million (18%) of Americans over 18 are affected by anxiety and anxiety related disorders.

You're not alone no matter how alone you feel
And maybe nothing feels real
But let me tell you it is
We are not fading nothing
We are not "but a dream within a dream"
We are real

Maybe everything is too real
Maybe feeling is something you'd rather not do
You just need to wait
And even if it takes years
You'll get better

Every eye may have the illusion of staying on you
Maybe every eye is on you
But it is not forever
It is a moment that will pass

You don't have to feel this way (alone)

If your have been waiting
for a reason
to do something that scares you
take this
as a sign
that you need to do it

If
A
Kiss
Is
Planted
On
Your
Lips
Will
I
Be
In
The
Wrong

You want me back
But dear how do I tell you
I've moved on?

I loved you dear
And maybe I might
Still love you.

But dear
I have some one new
But I truly miss you.

Thats how everything starts
Brand new
And this new thing
Making me happy