This battle that I'm fighting
Is taking its toll
These feelings I'm faced with
Are eating my soul
So many thoughts
My brain has to review
I'm starting to think
That this chapter is through
My reflection stares back
All withered and drawn
As myheart starts to take
An unconscious re-form
Before my very eyes
My completion has changed
And my emotions are twisting
They've become re-aramged
This uncontrollable vibe
That my body can feel
Has released a dark secret
I wish not to reveal
The confusion is strong
And my resistance is weak
And my outlook on life
Has turned suddenly bleak
I am not one to moan
Or gripe about life
But this roller-coaster ride
Cuts deep like a knife

Console games and animated romantic flames
It seems like you've forgotten

My lights are out at night but yours still shines bright
It feels like you've forgotten

Blank daydream evenings while your getting the drinks in
It looks like you've forgotten

Thoughts of wonder fill me, seems I've become your perminant taxi
I know that you've forgotten

2am Chinese deliveries, that's the only thing I can do to please
You've definitely forgotten

Have you forgotten that I exist?
Are you bored or tired?
Do you think it's all worth the risk?
Is it time that I retired?

Because all I'm doing is sitting here, waiting for you
All I'm doing is lying here
Waiting for you
This paranoia I have found
Is nagging so loudly in my ear
How can I ignore it?

But I'll be the bigger man
And act like everything has gone to plan
Please don't go back to neverland
I prey you havnt forgotten
Me