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Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
This sword that pierces through my heart,
Held by a hand so brave,
Is made of word and feeling so strong,
It's sure to make my grave

Gently, it slides across my bone,
To touch this heart of rock
It reaches with its death-cold hands
Upon the door to knock

I open slowly, so unsure,
Of what lies outside these walls
Words rush inside like winter wind,
Playing with feelings like dolls

Everything inside held hostage,
Hopes and dreams behind bars
And as for those on the outside,
Nothing's left but ****** scars
Elizabeth Ann Aug 2013
What am I
Thinking?
What am I
Thinking?
My thoughts are alive
Turned to dreams
Dreams that leave me
Tossing
Turning
Tossing
Turning
All night long



What am I
Thinking?
What am I
Thinking?
These thoughts of old
Have come back to haunt
These thoughts of old
Have returned to taunt
To keep me
Hurting
Crying
Creeping
Weeping
Searching
Lusting
Thinking
THINK­ING
T.H.I.N.K.I.N.G
Elizabeth Ann Dec 2013
I try to concentrate on my books and studies,
I try to laugh with my friends and buddies
I try to read and watch movies with tears,
I try so hard to get through the years
But for one reason, or another I once knew,
My thoughts always catch me thinking of you
Elizabeth Ann Jul 2013
This is not a poem
About friends
Or lovers
Or relationships at all

This is not a poem
About cars
Or guns
Or politics of the world

This is not a poem
About places
Or people
Or creative ideas

This is not a poem
About swings
Or trees
Or other silly things

This is not a poem

But really, it is
Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
Sleep sweet dreams

Of days with snow,

And  angels of cold

That freeze your toes,

Frozen men with

Smile of coal,

Days of laughter

Grow never old
Elizabeth Ann Aug 2013
Did you ever once think
A thought of a thought
A thought where you smiled
Or maybe thought not
It's strange to think
Of thinking a thought
When one second it's there
Then the next thought not
But other times
When you think a thought
You keep thinking that thought
And forget it not

Sometimes I think
A lot about thoughts
But all I get in the end
Is a big thought knot
Elizabeth Ann Sep 2013
Today I sat
All by myself
By the wall
A book on a shelf
I sat and pondered
About many a things
I sat and wondered
Of trees and things
I sat and watched
The faces of you
I sat and looked
At your scribbles of Q's
I sat and listened
To gossip and chatter
I sat and heard
Why it didn't matter
I sat and tasted
Bitter bitter words
I sat and mumbled
Phrases absurd
I thought and sat
Down on the floor
Why don't I sit
Just a little bit more?
Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
To Touch is to Feel
To Feel is to Hurt
Hurt is pain
Enough Pain to lead to Death

So do not Touch me,
Do not Touch the cool of my skin
And so I will not Touch you,
Feel the pain you dwell your moments within

Do not Feel my love, my hate,
The feelings that rush through my veins
I won't Feel your hope, your pity,
The deepness that rests within your eyes

Do not See my hurt like a desert,
Broad and open, but a place not to explore
I will not See what lies inside that heart,
The darkness forever screaming within its chambers

Do not love me for I will one day Die
Death, even now, holds me within its grasp
I won't reach out to you either,
Because once I Touch, the only end is death
Elizabeth Ann Aug 2013
Hush now, listen,
Do you hear that sound?
It's the sound of weeping people
But it isn't very loud

Our world is full of noise,
Technology, laughter, anger
Music booming in our ears
Politics that scream of danger!
But if you listen very close
Listen past the disturbance
You'll find the noise is all a fake
The truth is found in silence

The truth of people wandering like ghosts
Lost in this world of conformity
As they cry out for a hand to touch
Only finding our world of deformity
Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
"Unlovable" is harsh,
But love is scarce,
When you live in this world of mine

People judge your hope,
But you can only cope,
Because it started from the beginning of time

They see what they hate,
And peace is too late,
For it begins another war

Humans beg and cry,
And on the streets they die,
And yet, we ask for more

We tend to be sick and wrong,
But in our minds we stand strong,
Alone against the world

Because of our hate,
And of the lives we take,
We wouldn't feel love if we could

So around and 'round,
We're beat to the ground,
In this circle of blood and gore

By our familys and friends,
And anyone with hands,
Until we shout, "No more"

We're pushed to the limit
Until we take the ticket
For a train to get out of town

But the only place to go,
And of this we know,
Is to be those six feet down
Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
He lived in a town where the children grew up up up

And like the population, the graves went down down down

He went to school where rumors were made up up up

So he always kept his head, his eyes down down down

His teachers told him to listen up up up

But after class they would put him down down down

The kids at school beat him up up up

They would trash his things and throw them down down down

The price of the drugs went up up up

The money in his pocket went down down down

His detention time went up up up

The councilor told him to stop being so down down down

His dad yelled at him to bring his grades up up up

And only beat him harder when they went down down down

One day he decided to give up up up

So he made the pills go down down down

The sun kept rising up up up

As his body was buried down down down

His father never looked up up up

As the children's tears fell down down down

He died in a town where he never grew up up up

And like the graves, the population went down down down
Elizabeth Ann Mar 2013
Sometimes when it's dark
I pull off to the side
I get out of my car
To look up at the sky

Sometimes I'll see many things
Glistening in the night
Other times I'll see nothing
But scattered shots of light

I listen to the universe
As it sings its lonely song
I watch as the universe
Slowly drifts along

I do this to remember
I am very small
Because sometimes I like to think
That I am very tall
Elizabeth Ann Mar 2014
What if stars were candle lights
Burning away
The flame so bright

What if love was post-it notes
Left scattered about
Quick thoughts of hope

What if dreams were floating clouds
Changing shape
Pure and proud

What if thoughts were old snail letters
Happy moments
Of cards and cursive letters

What if rain drops were butterflies
Falling gently
Wearing dresses and ties

What if Mondays were a lively ball
Flowing long dresses
With men standing tall

What if the wind were a music box
Whispering songs
Without any talk

But what if stars were candle lights
Burning away
Their flames so bright
Elizabeth Ann Nov 2013
I have a confession,
But more of an obsession;
I don't wear this dress
Just to impress.

Yes, I like to dance
And sing and prance
But I feel most happiest
When you're most sappiest

And we can be crazy
Although we're lazy
And I don't feel like a mess
With you and this dress
Not my best, I must admit. But it's what I wanted to write.
Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
Where have you gone, lover of mine?
Where have you been, this unending time?


Have you gone on a train, to a place far away,
Where the mountains sing and the sycamores sway?
Have you taken a boat to an island alone,
Where you sit and you think as you toss a cool stone?
Have you leaped on a plane to see new skies,
Where you watch shining stars with tired, worn eyes?
Have you just walked along roads with rotting old signs,
Where the locals count up your hard liquor fines?


Have you met someone new, sweet, and bright,
Who listens to your stories until late at night?
Have you made a friend that lends a hand,
Who will be by your side in the dirt and sand?
Have you whispered in the ear of a young, new girl,
Who holds your hand and wears soft curls?
Have you remembered your love that waits back at home,
Who cries silent tears, tired and alone?


Have you looked to the sky, the clouds and sun,
When you can't quite remember where you're from?
Have you listened to the sounds calling your soul,
When there in your ears is a gentle, calm lull?
Have you felt the pull of the waves in the sea,
When you stop for a moment and think about me?
Have you come home, if for a second, to look,
When you feel the urge to finish this old story book?


Have you thought of my love, spanning across seas,
What it does to my heart to know you left me?
Have you pondered our stars, our memories within,
What we did when we were close, alone with our sin?
Have you remembered the days of smiles and hands,
What you wrote in those letters that traveled vast lands?
Have you forgotten those moments of tears and sorrow,
What we thought was a time when there was no tomorrow?


So I ask you once more, although you've gone far away,
This question, now old, in my mind will stay,


Where have you gone, lover of mine?
Where have you been, this unending time?
Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
She was a girl so young and sweet
And eyes that sparkled blue
Who whispered her wish into the wind,
Her love to find her soon

She wrote him letters
Late in the night
With questions of who?
When? and just what might?

She sealed each letter with a kiss
And was sure to put the date
She prayed to God far up above
That her love won't make her wait

She lived each day with a settle hope,
And slept each night with a yearning dream
Her muscles ached to feel his touch,
Her heart bursting at its seems

So in love with a boy
This girl has never met
She whispers to him through the wind
Her heart on him is set
For Olivia, the girl who waits
Elizabeth Ann Mar 2013
I think about you all the time

You are the fingers in my hair
The kiss on my cheek
The breath in my ear
The love that I seek

But you have done me wrong

You stole my heart once, twice before
Broke it in two
Bloodied on the floor

But still you remain constant in my mind
A cursing reminder left in these lines

I must forget that I remember you

Who are you again?

Who are you?
Elizabeth Ann Jul 2013
Stress in my eyes
Stress in my head
Stress in my hands
Stress in my chest

You do not know the stress you bring
When you text me a text
Or ring me a ring

You don't understand the stress you carry
When you look at me
And say, "Don't worry."

When the pain in your life transfers to mine
The love in my heart
Is stretched and confined

I love you much, I love you so,
But the stress in my chest
Stops the love from its flow
For she who has stopped feeling my love, the love I want to give so badly, and doesn't understand why.
Elizabeth Ann Dec 2013
"What are you thinking about?"
You whispered in my ear
As I stared at the
White clouds in the
******* sky speckled with
Splashes of white dots
And curly X's

"Clouds, Stars, and Falling"
I replied with a sigh
Elizabeth Ann Jan 2014
And it came clear to me
As I watched the windows this day
That these winter skies
Are here to stay
Elizabeth Ann Feb 2013
Oh, sweet little heart,
Why must you cry
Why shake and quiver
As though you'll die

You once beat strong,
So full of hope
You never once thought
One day you'd mope

So full of feelings
Of hurt and anger
Sometimes pondering
If they'll put you in danger

There is no where left
For you to go
No place of laughter,
But this you know

But do not cry any longer,
And of these feelings, don't fear
Look to the future and see,
The end of pain is near

So put down the knife and sword,
Put away those words of hate
For help, I promise, is on the way,
And not a second too late

The worst has come and gone,
This is now a time to heal
Let them put their arms around,
So love and hope you'll feel


Scarred and bruised you'll forever be,
With stitches up the side
But scars and bruises are much better, my heart,
Than if you would have died
Elizabeth Ann Nov 2013
And then she realized
With a sudden burst of longing
That she only wanted to be
Somebody's girl
Listening to
"Come To Me"
-The Goo Goo Dolls
Elizabeth Ann Apr 2013
You look with those cold cold eyes
Deep into my soul of black
Black hair
Black eyes
Black nails
Nails that blead from teeth
Teeth that bite the hand
Your hand that touches me until I'm
Sad
                  Sad
                                   ­   Sad
And very, very alone in a coldness that spreads
Spreads like my hair
As I drown in this abyss of fear
Fear of death
Fear of life
Fear of emptiness
Fear of me
Fear of you

You.

Scare.

Me.

— The End —