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Eliana Nzualo Feb 2012
Even though you are a woman,
And he's a man,
I just don't understand..

Because you are you
And I am me.
So from you,
I expected a lot more.
I never saw you as a *****.

I guess he did.
I guess he did,
And he didn't take too long
to fill your holes.
He didn't take much long
to stick his head
into your *******.

I guess he was attracted
To the amount of selfishness you showed,
To the lack of respect you wore.

I know that you're a woman,
And he's a man,
But how did you get into each other's pants?

I wonder...
I wonder
If when you kissed my cheek
You had already ****** his ****,
If you already had stained your lips.
And since you both got the disease,
I wonder if it was him that passed you,
Or if it was you that gave him
That sexually transmitted hypocrisy.
I wonder…
I wonder
If you ever thought of me
While he was finger ******* your integrity.

Was his ***
Sweet or bitter?
'Cause I know you swallowed!
Did you think
You could simply forget about it,
Like you did with the ******?
When you were on top
Was it him, or was it me
That was on the bottom?
When you were choking,
Were you drowning on his *****,
or on your shame?
Did you pray,
On your knees,
While you were blow working?
Was he worth it?

Even though you are a woman,
And he's a man,
I'm like.. ****!

He must have given it to you good.
He must have given it to you
In a way that nobody ever did,
Nobody ever could.

I hope you
Moaned really loud
When you had your ******.
I hope you
Did your momma proud
When you were
Bumping up and down,
Making him feel
Like he was your first and your last.

I wish you
Hadn't fell
For his tongue
Traveling through your opened legs!
I wish you
Hadn't done
The sixty nine
And acted like it was fine.
I wish you
Hadn't forget
About everything we went through.
I wish you
You had a little respect,
Showed some kind of regret.
You had walked
On my shoes for a mile,
and seen how it felt!

Now, after all
The *******,
The bull *******,
Tell me, where do you
Want to go?
You turned your G spot
Into a Garbage disposal zone!
You didn't consider
Anyone else's feelings
But your own!

I know that you're a woman,
And I can find another man,
But where will you find another friend?
Eliana Nzualo Feb 2012
Daddy, I’m sorry!
All I ever wanted was to make you proud
But at the time it sounded like
The loudest voice was the crowds!
I left my virginity on the back seat of your car,
That night you went out.
And he told me that if I loved him
I’d go down.
So I did it.
I let him drive me insane
I did everything he wanted me to
Until he came, then pain came. Then shame came.
I did it and I wanted to tell you before
But I didn’t know how,
I’m sorry dad.
I’m still a child, I can’t be a mom!
I still have dreams of graduating and going to prom!
You know the girl with the big belly never wins prom queen.
And I can’t do this without him.
I thought he loved me. He said he loved me!
But what do I know about love?
I’m a just little girl and he just too old!
Your little girl, your baby girl.
Daddy! What am I supposed to do?
Adoption or abortion?
Neither of them sounds like a life option!
Daddy, I’m sorry.
I never pictured my future this way.
In my dreams we’d both be happy
Somewhere else far away,
But in reality life feels worse
Than my worst nightmares.
I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings.
But I couldn’t look you in the eyes any more.
I had to runaway and find something worth living for.
Although all the stupid things I’ve done,
Besides the wrong path I choose,
I’m still daddy’s little girl.
And I’m sorry.
People say I’m a *****,
They don’t know my story!
They don’t even want to know
Where I come from!
I do drugs not because I feel worthless,
But because I need something to ****
The pain of sleeping with someone else’s husband,
Brother, cousin... father!
Because I am someone’s daughter!
Maybe a *******, a failure, a drugs addict.
But at the end of the day I’m still your daughter.
Daddy, all I ever wanted was to see you proud!
To see that smile of yours you had when I was a child
And you would spin me all around!
So forgive me father,
For leaving town,
For giving up on the prom crown,
For failing in life somehow

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