you wouldn't believe the things i've seen. well, it's not like i've been around
for a long time or something but
let me tell you, i couldn't even begin to tell you
so many connections
so many seemingly important
separate reflections
rises and falls
scratches down walls
psychotic
neurotic
world in revolve
and i sit in high chair
judging each one and all
destinies laid bare before me
but all that desists,
vivid images, wisps,
and one thing now
begs more
focus
and
attention, concern
than all the others
why is it that
i always
do this after
i *******?