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Eilish Jun 2013
On wet days the gutter fills with regrets
We are left to walk alongside
as they gush down dank city streets
The water collects debris
but abandons it quickly
With no time to process any situation
the matter is only to rot and block
Finally the drain may be reached
but it is a short relief
as it will drain all feeling
pulling it out and polluting the coast
Eilish Jun 2013
Perhaps it is just today but
to develop a love for one already loved
as if I have never meet him
as if I see him daily but from a distance
is surely a sign one is lonely

Perhaps it is just today but
to convulse with jealousy towards a past time
as if it has held back my love from me
as if it has numbed our present experiences
is surely a sign one is unstable

Perhaps it is just today but
to confuse my love for two of a different kind
to long for one which is the same but still
to feel guilty for the other
makes me sick to the core
as if I am heart broken and in love
as if I am unfaithful and forever loyal
as if I am losing my mind

Perhaps it is just today
in which case I will keep in my box
avoiding both tormentors until we see
which is the one who fights for me
Eilish Jun 2013
To wake at noon, the  rare warmth of sunlight
breaks gently through the closed curtains, stroking our faces softly
beautiful bass tunes fill our heads from the room next door
I can already feel you pulling me up

Velvet and silk against the skin
I feel glamorous for once in my small life
I feel beautiful, still coated in the musk and smoke from the day before
We sit on the porch, I mistake shadows for my own hair and you blow smoke into the sky

Because of you and for you
We hold hands , take a walk along the train tracks
Is this taunting danger? I think we are safe but I will push it as far as it goes
Only to have you hold me around the waist, to tell me everything is okay

To have a candle lit dinner, on the floor of my bedroom
You tell long tales about our romantic future
I speak folklore into your ears
and then to rest, bed sheets, pillows and what comes with them.

So into the slumber I fall, into the world of dreams
where I dream this dream over and over, wishing I was there
Because, darling, whenever I wake
You are never here
Eilish May 2013
Everyday I watch you
you slice down your chest's center
slide your fingers in
and pry yourself open
to let your gushing heart pour out
All over me
it gets on my shoes and stains my socks
Eilish May 2013
They say this
You will look back on this and laugh one day
They say this to comfort
And maybe so if I grow to be you
Old and cynical
Laughing at a lost love
Anything to distract your sore heart
And your night-time longing for youth
But I would rather
Sit and smile
Not denying my heart the right to feel past pain still
And I would like to think
That somewhere
He is regretting
The rolling tears he caused
Eilish May 2013
Last night I discovered galaxies
They were caught in waves
Washing up onto the shore
Following along behind us
Leaving our footsteps to glow

Last night I lay in a field
Two strangers by my side
Soon to become new friends
We spoke of the world
and watched the planets wave hello

Last night I thought of you
Your spirit by my side
I wanted to swim in everything
Take your hand and bring you
Into the deep warmth of below
Eilish May 2013
Every word you carefully piece together
so finely, such tender fingers
your work is like the web of a spider
or did you sit for hours?
Stitching away with a needle and thread
so minute, every moment so precise
so particular
you're so careful, so safe

I feel like I found you,
you stumbled out of a dense wood
eyes large, bewildered
you ran straight into me and knocked me flat!
And yet you stopped to offer your hand,
unlike the ones before

A friend once said to me
I feel like I deserve more
I agreed with her, she did.
You are everything perfect she spoke of
and you are for me

And so,
young man,
so odd,
so in love
Be pleased,
Be proud
You do a wonderful job
and you make me shine
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