A daddy's girl is what I was,
but all that precious time,
has become lost.

holding his hand tight,
in fear he would take flight,
in the cool blanket of the night.

his shadow still exists in my palm,
he is the reason of being how I am,
even though I'm doing all I can.

he used to rock me,
and brush my weave,
how unfair can this be?

to have your pa gone,
what have I done?
for him to go for so long.

little girl lucy,
climbed up a tree,
and among the clouds she wondered,
what she could be.

she had chipped pink nails,
and ash blonde hair,
a voice that could take her anywhere.

she hoped of a future
and to be loved,
she flew up above.

oh how that little girl soared,
until she came crashing to the floor,
and all of her hopes and dreams were no more.

she fell into the pits of hell,
oh her times were swell.

she danced with the devils,
and pranced around kindle,
now, she'd been swindled.

the master himself,
wore a black mask,
making her life a misery was his task.

he twirled his trident
of orange and red,
he ****** it into her little head.

lucy was gone,
her childhood wrecked,
all because the devil,
wanted to bring her down to his level

you're a mooner,
a spooner,
a star in the sky,
my twilight,
delight,
the comfort in the dark,
a spark,
when we lay stark,
flesh and skin,
my darling your beauty,
radiates from within.

my hands are webs that let the spiders creep in,
my legs roots for the ground,
a human body is not all I am.

I anchor myself,
yet roll with the tide.

yet I still need you by my side.

I hate that your name still catches,
and your face still makes me drop,
there seems to be no escape.

our little boy Bruce
in slip on shoes,
swinging on mummy's arm

princess Niahm
holds daddy's hand
never to let him go

Bruce has pa's hair,
Niahm momma's eyes,
together they're a happy pair.

a batman princess
and a monkey boy
never afraid to play with one an others toys

oh our love for you shall never fade
if daddy and I have our way.

we'll be together,
I'll arrive at your door
knock three times
And wait a while
I know
I'll hope
You'll say
"Babe, you're mine"

I miss you like the deserts and the long gone rain,
As the womb misses it's babe,
Finger and the ring.

I long for you with no end,
The same way a candle needs the flame,
And a book that must be read.

I need you as a child needs snow,
As an adolescent wants life,
A pet longing for loving touch.

you've left these marks all over my skin,
I hope one day you're my next of kin.

you leave these purple marks,
here and there.

a pinch between teeth,
a love so bare.

my hair a halo,
veins rivers wielding through,
my face a solar system,
skin like milk,
knees are the dunes,
eyes hold the ocean,
mouth contains the storm,
tongue hailing down,
purple under eye bags, same as winter clouds,
this is my body,
sometimes I wonder how