Do me a favor:
Break me down.
Make me cry,
Watch me drown.

Hold me under,
Make me bleed.
Watch me suffer,
Make me scream.

There is no hope
For someone like me.
So go ahead:
Crush my dreams.

Crush my hope,
My aspirations.
There is no chance
For motivation.

Just end it all
And cause me pain.
Send this bullet
Through my brain.

It's such a far away dream

It seems like just yesterday
we were
hugging
kissing
and cuddling
under the mistletoe

Now I just don't know
It seems so far away,
like an old forgotten dream.

We were close
you and I
Now we past by like strangers
in the wind

I look up at you
you stare back at me
We both remember
the old forgotten dream....
     We both once shared....

both shared this...
Dream

Everything is an elaborate repetition.

Everything is an elaborate religion.

All action is an elaborate repetition.

All action is an elaborate reputation.

I couldn't think straight,
Every emotion bore weight,
I just couldn't wait,
Everyday, whistling at her gate.

Van Gough ate yellow paint
To make is empty insides happy
If I swallow these pretty pills
Will I finally be free?