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Rachael Marie Mar 2014
Everything I did I did for a reason
You changed the code of my heart
We can call that treason

Now I'm left to understand the reason,
Why you gave up on me, on us.
How could the man I love,
Fall to lust
Rachael Marie Mar 2014
You told me it was forever,
but you changed over a night
Instead of being faithful
You fell to lustful love

Now we are torn
All I can do is mourn,
What we had when it was in faith
You destroyed all the trust I had
When I look at you I see a stranger,
Giving you my all a sudden danger,
Why did you have to cross that line?
I thought you would be mine,
Until we grew old,
With stories to tell,
All you do now, is put me through hell.
By leaving me in question of your faith.
I gave you my all now memories must be erased,
Our love with never diminish but be lost in space.
Rachael Marie Mar 2014
The voices flood my mind,
The chaos drives me mad.
Far from the world in this distorted land.
No one can hear, yet all can see.
Is it just you or is it just me.
Its as if you can hear my thoughts as you stroll by
I do not ask, you must understand why.
If I were to tell you the truth,
You would probably not understand.
The schizophrenia envelops me.
Secrets are kept so no one will question me,
The doctor gives me pill, the therapist gives me a cure.
But they are just words, Just words that I've heard.
As soon as I leave with another pill or two
The voices come back just to get me through.
Each day is a new awakening,
Hallucinations beckoning.
There is no words for what's in my mind.
Is it just me, or is the rest of the world blind.
Rachael Marie Mar 2014
With eyes blood shot,
His mind circles with thoughts.

Who? What? Where? When?
Something has done him wrong.

So he wallows in the shadows,
Despising life.

Hoping that something will make a change,
Not him but for him.

As the days grow long he tries to defeat the things in his path
Everything, Everyone.

All strangers through those red eyes
This man has lost all empathy

He thinks;

Who has wronged me
What has harmed me
Where are the enemies
When will my time come.

Reality he cannot see strikes,
A bolt of lightening he is blinded by,
he does not see its passing.

Who has been in a position like me
What has harmed others
Where are souls like mine
When will peace come to earth.

His eyes beckon the energy of a sociopath.
Another lost soul, a libertine.
Rachael Marie Mar 2014
You scream as I cry,
You conquer as I perish.

Why do you hurt me so?
Can you sense my weaknesses?

Your rejection burns me
Your degrading stare turns me to ashes.

Why cant you love me?
Can you not see the light?

Your attraction draws me
As your energy consumes me.

Why cant you let me breathe,
Am I forever forced to be at your will.

Your life drives me,
Your death frees me.

Why must we live in this contradiction
All I want to do is love you.

A love that's free,
Enslaved by your hostility.
Rachael Marie Mar 2014
Let us hold this moment
In the midst of chaos,
Let us create the peace.

Taking away the blustering moment
And replacing it with  tranquility
As the seconds turn to hours.

As the day spins and the night strikes,
Let us be free to rome the lands
Together we shall stride forth.

Let us be given the calming sensations of the world
And destroy the reaction of fury
To make the complications simple

As we decipher the code of life,
Let us reach forth to a new day.
So we will be all we can be.
Rachael Marie Mar 2014
I forged my soul,
Through the years over scorching flames
I forged my soul,
Never to be tame
I forged my soul,
Through the nights and the days.
I forged my soul,
With only me to blame,
I forged my soul,
To withstand the darkness
I forged my soul
Never to fear the sold
I forged my soul in an image.

Yet,

I cannot recognize my own reflection.
Who do I see staring back at me?

The product of the soul I forged/
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