e vera

e vera May 2014

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i'm restless and unwonted, i don't think that's what you want.
no one really does.

e vera May 2014

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you never let anyone in,
and i want to be the first

e vera May 2014

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i guess to you, I'm just some girl you try on for size when you feel like having a taste of something different

e vera May 2014

wonder

I wonder sometimes what
you think of me

if i'm crazy or beautiful
is it one or the other?

e vera May 2014

I tried to make my mouth smaller and less harsh. But I'll forever be abrupt and never know my place. And you'll forever be faultless

e vera May 2014

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I shouldn't try to twist my jagged edges down into smooth bumps. There's no use trying to pretend I've never tried to jump.

#suicide

e vera May 2014

broken

I tried to be softer, more lovely, quieter. It was then realised, wholesome boys like you aren't meant to love broken girls like me.