I'm a Spiller, Spiller, I. I spill. I'm a Spiller, Spiller, I, I spill. Disrupt the trash that you organize, I spread my wrath right before your eyes. I'm a Spiller, Spiller, I,  spill. I'm a Spiller, Spiller, I, I spill.

A voice said look me in the stars
And tell me truly men of earth
If all the soul and body scars
Were not too much to pay for birth

Whether below or above
Living in excess or dearth
There is no amount of love
That can save you from your fate on this...

Look at me!
I am on my knees again
I had hoped that you would be
The end
Of all my
Of all my...

You move through the avenue.
Sirens guide the way.
Burning hands in frozen rains.
Turns the stains away.

Indigo. Indigo away.

Lazily the thunder purs.
As you run away.
Wonder where the colors go.
Under skies so gray.

Indigo. Indigo away.

It's always cold
Or is it just me
Even God could not hold
This flood in my sea
Now what colors will I bleed?

Indigo
Away from me
into the cruel
Humbling breeze
I don't bundle
I just freeze

They crawl at me sometimes
Agatha comes to me but I'm fine
I don't believe
In those things
Anymore

Moving through the avenue
Sirens guide the way
Burning hands in freezing rains
Turns the stains away
Indigo
Indigo Away

Lazily the thunder purrs
As i run away
Wonder how my color shows
When the whole world is gray
Indigo
Indigo Away

It is early in the morning, and I've yet to find sleep.
Not to say that I'm searching, my thoughts are too deep.
I think of you and I think of her, women on my mind no suprise.
I think of how both my beloved are asleep next to other guys.
I think of my childhood dreams, and how most of them I still keep.
I recall the times that i smiled and had no trouble falling asleep
in my own room.
Insomnia of gloom.

I saw an old man lighting up, I asked to *** a ****.
He told me that he's on his last, I know hes just blowing smoke.
Like love it hurts to get rejected, but hurts more not to know.
Stuck to breathe the poison fresh air on this lone walk home.

Barefoot I stroll
On the glowing coal
To the burning rythym
Of your churning soul

When my stride tires
Your letter inspires
A sea of desires
Is my growing pull

Only hours away, it could be a man with a million dollars.
Only minutes away, it could be a guy with a gun.
Only seconds away, it could be a love that will last forever.
But if it gets away, there might not ever be one.

It's all fine

I have a snapshot of her smile
In my mind
I'll view it while I dial
The hotline
To tell them I'm thinking about falling
They sigh
Well since you keep on calling
Give it a try
I look at the picture
One more time
In my mind

It's all fine.

I stopped at a park bench
Just to admire some time
I ain't like all of these people
In another world than mine

So hollow was the clear sky
which brought a tear to my eye
For I won't even have a place to hide
Once I've gone off and died

Put put putting off, writing the script
For god knows if I had my way, it wouldn't be writ

I was walking on wet leaves

I met an old man dying on a train.
No more destination. No more pain.
He said one thing before I graduate.
Never let your fear decide your fate.

Your warm smile turned me cold
Same with all that you do
Sweet child, with the heart of gold
Imma steal it out of you.

And I so l left the city
Didn't even turn around
The mountaintops sure look pretty
But I think I'm going down

Enlightened am I?
Si senior!
Lightbeams from umaginitive rhelms shoot down from the desperate heavens
Peircing
Penetrating
Conquering my mortality
Not deceased, just...
Asleep from the slave of me.
The sculptured emprisoned spirit within finally basks in the unruptured blissful state of this lucid life.
...
Its gone.
You're gone.

Mango
High on the tree she grows
Mango
Too high for me I suppose
In all of her colors: Orange, gold, green, red
Let it go, fade away instead

Mango
Safe in her leathery skin
Mango
I never knew how to begin
But one thing in common, as I sink my teeth
We both hide the sunshine underneath

Can't hear no sour talkin
You were always sweet to me
When I grow tired of walking
I have a sit beneath the mango tree

My head is a fortress of sinful desire
Berated that others are the same as me
I wish they were cool, just I on fire
But we all crave genitalia, violence, greed
They say man is good, deepdown so saintly
But I've known the truth, and i think you do too
A holy being in robes and halo just aint me
But I've just been trying to fit in with all of you

Awoke by a light, bleeding through the blinds.
Falling flush on my face.
I don't mind, though I have for the longest time.
Now the light I embrace.

This is a nice little place.

Turn on my mind, take a guess at the time.
I guess it's a quarter past eight.
Close alright, it's eight o'nine.
Not too early, and too late.

This is a nice little place
This is a nice little place
Walk around these rooms, feeling safe
it's here I deal with the gloom, and find my grace
This is my home
for now, for now, for now.

Do you still think of me babe
And what we used to be babe
The perfect days we had back there
When love and music filled the air

Those times are now far gone girl
Because the things I've done girl
You finally get what you deserve
While finally justice I must serve

I know you're out of reach love
There is no golden speech love
If there was, I still would'nt try
You deserve a much better guy

Megan
You make me feel so badly
Why don't you turn around?
Megan
You know I love you madly
My heart weighs about a pound.
Don't blame me if i ever doubt you
You know i couldn't live without you
Megan
You are the only only only.

Mel, Melliflucious say the songs she sings.
Like glimpses in the longing and belonging it seems.
Hymns flow by like daydreams, end with gin and a nod.
... I am the God

They fly by me smiling, so I don't get in the way
I'm floating on an island and I'm gonna stay here all day.
The moon has taken over the old tyrant sun.
... I am the One

And when the ground had settled, and I couldn't keep her awake.
I dreamed about tomorrow, and what difference it'd make.
And child would adore me for all the miles I've ran
... I am the man

It hurts so much to know i've blown my chance.
They always go away.
I have to sin and put them in a trance.
Just to make them stay.

Its hard to know, that they have gone
Never to return.
Its cruel this stove that they've pinned me on.
They're so cold to watch me burn.

The perfect face i saw.
Made me feel so small.
My loving may be raw.
You must be the angels call.

If you want me,
I won't approve.
Until you leave,
Then I'll long for you.

There's eight dead in Mississippi.
My hair makes me look like a hippy.
It's awfully cold for the month of June.
I hope it warms up soon.

The skinny chef is serving something strange.
Benjamins are out begging for change.
The shaggy barber gives a skinhead a trim.
The chunky trainer tells me how to get slim.

There's attacks in the UK.
I haven't anything to do today.
I think I'll walk along the railroad.
See how far it goes.

The skinny chef is serving something strange.
Benjamins are out begging for change.
The shaggy barber gives a skinhead a trim.
The chunky trainer tells me how to get slim.

A young boy drowned in the river.
My girl's touch makes my body quiver.
Superteams ruined in NBA.
But that's okay.

The skinny chef is serving something strange.
Benjamins are out begging for change.
The shaggy barber gives a skinhead a trim.
The chunky trainer tells me how to get slim.

I'm not comfy in my streetclothes.
I'd like to be wrapped up in silk.
I poured a big bowl of cherrios .
But I don't have any milk.
Ooohh
I don't have any milk.
Oh no no
I don't have any milk.

But all the while I was alone
The past was close behind
I've seen a lot of women
But she never escaped my mind
And i just grew
Tangled up in blue

The pornographers are winning
The sweet first born has drown
The dealers know what sells
And they've spread it all over town

The old soldier is disfigured
But you fall in love with his grit
They have to cheat to stop him
And avoid getting hit

And the fluids keep on flowing in
But have no where to go
As memory and urges
Cause the boat to overflow

He left early in the morning, with the mountain on his mind.
Peered up to the peak above and then began the climb.
The city and its people sure would not be missed
Not since he had his innoncence, such days he reminiced.
He reached the peak in hours, with knees fatigued and sore.
He looked down at towers, he could've sworn that there were more.
He took a seat on the grass, he deserves a break at last.
He never could stand it when he felt the best times had passed.
He watched the sun as it began to set, alone but at ease.
He fell asleep with no alarm set, gently kissed by the breeze.

Swimming through the high trees
Over lakes so dry
I feel like he's turned off his screen
My audience in the sky

Left me with a totebag
And a woman who won't care
Don't tie her down with rusted wire
If you ain't man enough to stare

Watching all the living
As a man without a lot
Knowing that I am dying here
Is the only thing I've got

Saw your face in archives
A grit so bright and fresh
Your head in clouds of wonder
But you are trapped in flesh

Baby blue im coming
And tell your mama too
For not seeing your story play
Is something I can not do

Through passionate visions
nightly anguishing tells
Your tranquil incisions
Rings hallucinated bells

Ancient contented evenings
were not worshiped to entire
Now the past is fast beaming
My fractured soul is on fire

I am stuck with gloom
Hardly leave my room
I can't win
I don't grin
I lay in bed til noon
I stay alone with gloom

When will flowers bloom
No sunlight with gloom
I drink gin
My head spin
I stumble round my room
I stumble round with gloom

My life days used to boom
Now they're filled with gloom
I don't sin
Don't get it in
I just wait for the tomb
Wait with my friend gloom

My morals on the bottom
I'm running Vietnam
I'm headed to Skull Island
And I'm stealing King Kong

Ring the alarm
My morals on the bottom
Ring the alarm
My morals on the bottom

I know that you're out there
I see you through lucid air
Baby wake up for me
Won't you tell me your name?

I know that you're out there
You are my only care
And I have to find thee
It is my only game.

Well I don't know just where I'm going
But I'm on my way
It won't be long

And I don't know who will listen
But I'll find a way
To share my song

Everyone's got one don't you know
I know
But where do they all go
Howl at the moon
Lost in the sun


To be continued...

My soul's a heavy sleeper
And I take the path that's paved
I gather up the pipe dreams
And ambitions that I've saved

I send them up in smoke
Like the phantoms of my mind
Into the great horizon
Where nobody else can find

As men we are great instruments of discord and unrest
I subside to my cradle and I nurture from the breast
Of all who came before me and I hear their puerile cry
They feed me with a ladle as I let the world pass by

When you're gone I dont wander.
When youre gone i dont roam.
When you're gone I just wonder.
When will you come back home?

I know theres other people.
Other ways to have fun.
But all the world is evil.
Except you. The only one.

So here i sit in my room.
Doors lock, every light on.
Just gazing out my window.
Til you walk across my lawn.

I'll wait another minute.
I'll wait another year.
Girl for you i mean it.
I'll never leave from here.

One night when I have grown old
In bed, wife at my side.
You will show up at my door.
You say you will be mine.

My world will then have color.
And i wont feel so blue.
With you again as my lover.
Love i will wait for you.

I'll wait another minute.
I'll wait another year.
Yes for you i mean it.
I'll never leave from here.

Life was a cell with a scenic view
Not a moment free, yet not a thing to do

Oh where should I take us my guardian spirit
I've a voice to move mountains but no one to hear it
I've had visions at night that will haunt the town's mornings
I've shook many a folks but they've ignored my warnings
I've given and taken and find myself hollow
I've searched many bright ally's for a figure to follow
I've loved and I've hated and lusted for an end
I've stepped on your heart than prayed it to mend
I've lied and I've listened to the mouthpiece of heaven
I've sworn in their eyes that I'd soon change my livin

And I've been blue
What can I do
All of this rain
On me and you
Oh it's a new moon that's gonna rise!

I asked "Can i join?"
He said "It's a train to nowhere"
I liked what I heard
So I climbed on board.

I went back to see a childhood friend
I hadn't heard, I hadn't heard
Her old glory lay bare in ruins
The memories burn, the memories burn
Oh life was always such a delight
With you in my sight
Cedar Run
Safety, peace, harmony, set beneath, the sheltered sun
Cedar Run
Ode to Cedar Run

In old oak park
He showed you me
When it not dark
My heart cant see
Now im alone
You're with family
The hole has grown
Of what you meant to me
I was so close
I was the king
You came back home
Youd walk for me
Now i crawl
On hand and knee
The world has called
Me down from trees
In old oak park
I search for thee
Our path do cross
You look past me
In old oak park
I pray to be
With you, oh lord
Its all i'd need

Time will move on and on and on and on and on you too soon.
By the time eyes adjust to the sun you'll be seeing the moon.

Only the young matter,
And they are not young for long.

Everyones leaving earth
To search for a new place
They all roam
Cause this home
Is not the way we planned at birth

I guess the more you see
The less you will embrace
A normal life
With petty strife
Its all been done but not by me

Silky mishaped strangers
Skin of green
Black hole eyes
Where have you been
Show us the dangers
Of the scene
Wet with cries
Streaming to get clean

*** is cool, but have you ever had garlic bread?

I can see into my brothers heart.
I can see beneath his skin so dark.
I can see that he's the same as me.
I can see that when I cut he bleeds.
Can't you see that when you cut we bleed?
And sympathy no longer breeds with ease.

I wish my womb garden could've been photographed.
The lights toyed with my inhebition.
The Galaxy transformed.
Im in the fishbowl.
Oh way I still dont know what I'm talking about.
I had feared that I never would've returned onced I left.
I dont know if im glad I was wrong.
I kept hearing voices.
Now I keep seeing faces.
They can't all be fiction.

Swallow til i can behave
The way that my killers crave
Hate this life but fear the grave
Ooohhh wwwhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyy
Head hung waiting on the step
She claims that she over slept
But i know secrets cant be kept
Dooonnnttt ttttrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy
Limp back home with just a hand
Not prepared to be a man
Run away to neverland
Aaaaannnddd fflllyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Come with me and you'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look and you'll see
Into your imagination

We'll begin with a spin
Traveling in the world
Of my creation
What we'll see
Will defy explanation

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Wanna change the world?
There's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with
Pure imagination
Living there, you'll be free
If you truly wish to be

Quiet desperation for the bliss of change.
Cold comfort is painful, home feels strange.
Ah taking the lashing of repressed days.
Loss of all passion, I'm stuck in the maze.

If you want to know about the road
I can tell you everything
I can tell you what the morning will bring

and If you ask me all about my past
About the wisdom that I've gained
To that I say some things are best left unexplained

and If you want to hear about my world
and if you'll listen avidly
You can escape this evening with me

I guess nothing matters now
Squealed the swine to the cow
Free fields of daffodils
Laughing their fate is sealed
I am a lot like them
See life but I'm fenced in
Just a taste of her skin
I fell in love again
Raining down, Raining down
RIP the Omega Wolf running the town
Raining down, Raining down
Bless the poor Beta Fish swimming around

What a disapointment I have become
Born with fists of gold and silver tongue
Yet enchantment now only in visions I see
Melodic ripples of the deepest blue I've sung

What a dreadful failure I stand
Held seeds of power so vast in my hand
Surely no one could be as wasteful as me
The deepest blue waves swallow my land