Oh lets get together again.
Ive sipped the tainted water
and I'm giddy to sin.

Save sight of purness in your daughter
For when i go in
You've never seen such a slaughter

Flowing, windy meadowing moods
In the sweet chillingness dawn
As starlight blueness dressed in nudes.
Ignites our dream life, turning us on.

Til brutish stomping crawling teeth.
Destroy the peace the calm has built.
Grabs the feet, and pulls down beneath.
The beshaken spawns claim the board has tilt.

I make love to break hate
With rhymes so pregnant they lactate

Flash with your eyes to remember me
Baby forever we
Take this moment and let it freeze
Days and nights, now we'll never leave
Lets lose our souls and set free
Lets lose our clothes and roam deep
Into the wooded green
Into the forrest sea
Baby forever we
Baby you and me

Enlightened am I?
Si senior!
Lightbeams from umaginitive rhelms shoot down from the desperate heavens
Peircing
Penetrating
Conquering my mortality
Not deceased, just...
Asleep from the slave of me.
The sculptured emprisoned spirit within finally basks in the unruptured blissful state of this lucid life.
...
Its gone.
You're gone.

Caped in innocense
And strikingly still
He stood on the walk watching life
A magnet to eyes and judgement
But never to hearts
Intently studying his race
He never belonged
How do they know the way?

Swallow til i can behave
The way that my killers crave
Hate this life but fear the grave
Ooohhh wwwhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyy
Head hung waiting on the step
She claims that she over slept
But i know secrets cant be kept
Dooonnnttt ttttrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy
Limp back home with just a hand
Not prepared to be a man
Run away to neverland
Aaaaannnddd fflllyyyyyyyyyyyyy

All the living that you're saving
won't buy your dreams for you.

Do you still think of me babe
And what we used to be babe
The perfect days we had back there
When love and music filled the air

Those times are now far gone girl
Because the things I've done girl
You finally get what you deserve
While finally justice I must serve

I know you're out of reach love
There is no golden speech love
If there was, I still would'nt try
You deserve a much better guy

I run because I'm late
I run because it's fate
That soon I'll be under the woodmen's tree
I run because I'm through
And it's all that I can do
To keep the reaper from collecting me
I run because I'm cold
I run because I've sold
Everything I loved that fateful day
I run because it's time
Oh I run because you're mine
But you keep on a-runnin away

Wild night of lust
Now only in my mind
I knew I couldn't trust
This treacherous heart of mine

Theres a girl in my town
If you see her keep your head down
Zoë
Youll want to stare for a while
But dont you fall for that smile
Zoë
Makes you cry, makes you cry, makes you cry
Zoë
She has the looks to ****
And what she'll do to you will
Zoë
I'm telling you as a friend
She'll make your whole world end
Zoë
Makes you cry, makes you cry, makes you cry
Zoë
Now i go through life drunk
Because my heart has sunk
Zoë
So trust me stay away
Or you'll be like me someday
Zoë
Makes you cry, makes you cry, makes you cry
Zoë

I wake and feel like death
This may be the night i break
Ill disolve myself through breath
And see what world i make
The fire will be burning
It will beckon my poor soul
My boiled blood hot turning
With a knife to jab a hole
Remove us from the stage
I never will belong
Release us from the cage
Where our love must be wrong

Swimming through the high trees
Over lakes so dry
I feel like he's turned off his screen
My audience in the sky

Left me with a totebag
And a woman who won't care
Don't tie her down with rusted wire
If you ain't man enough to stare

Watching all the living
As a man without a lot
Knowing that I am dying here
Is the only thing I've got

Saw your face in archives
A grit so bright and fresh
Your head in clouds of wonder
But you are trapped in flesh

Baby blue im coming
And tell your mama too
For not seeing your story play
Is something I can not do

I wish my womb garden could've been photographed.
The lights toyed with my inhebition.
The Galaxy transformed.
Im in the fishbowl.
Oh way I still dont know what I'm talking about.
I had feared that I never would've returned onced I left.
I dont know if im glad I was wrong.
I kept hearing voices.
Now I keep seeing faces.
They can't all be fiction.

If for some reason you want me again.
Look for me on the sole of your shoes.
You are the worst always to win.
I am the best always to lose.

What a disapointment I have become
Born with fists of gold and silver tongue
Yet enchantment now only in visions I see
Melodic ripples of the deepest blue I've sung

What a dreadful failure I stand
Held seeds of power so vast in my hand
Surely no one could be as wasteful as me
The deepest blue waves swallow my land

On this evening, I recognized my surroundings in a fog of longing and desire with such potency to unfurl the flags that protect us from our true soul. And as the thoughts race through my spirit I feel the urge to allow thee entry into my true self as I invite you to join, for you there is a vacancy

Before our intelligence became too good for its own good. Before computers, television, phones, cars, cities.. All the way back to our creation. We are simply animals. Unshaven, naked in the wilderness, no oral communication, and proccessed outside influenes... Money, the 9-5 job, school, sports, errands, schedules, and all those things that cause us stress in our daily lives is unnatural. Its not what we are meant to trouble ourselves with. Much of the energies, concerns, and pressures in ourlives is not what we as a species are meant to feel. We should remember at times what we really are.

Never has there been such an offensive sight as the one i had to bear.
When I was drudging weary at night and caught a glimpse of a mirror.
Rage devoured my soul and squeezed me tight, "You have no place here!"
Then to my suprise, I awoke in delight to pretend I have only the world to fear.

He left early in the morning, with the mountain on his mind.
Peered up to the peak above and then began the climb.
The city and its people sure would not be missed
Not since he had his innoncence, such days he reminiced.
He reached the peak in hours, with knees fatigued and sore.
He looked down at towers, he could've sworn that there were more.
He took a seat on the grass, he deserves a break at last.
He never could stand it when he felt the best times had passed.
He watched the sun as it began to set, alone but at ease.
He fell asleep with no alarm set, gently kissed by the breeze.

You may escape me tomorrow
but I've got you now

When our tyrant sun awakens from its dubious slumber as it does each day with impecable reliability, i may once again find myself in solitude.
   And as i lay still and naked on my big brass bed. My room as the only exsistence with any meaning to me. I will wear that same smile once broke and never repaired. For I shall have you framed forever.
   In a lonesome gallery I have your potrait of memoriam. Your innocent pedestrian voice on blissfully hydrated lips, hiding your sultry pleasured toungue and eyes that are a shade of blue too cold to describe.
I am too frightened to consider what could've made eyes like that, yet I could stare for a thousand years.
   And I plan to do just that, for a thousand days like tomorrow when I need a glimpse of a reminder of what artistry there is in this world. I know when you wake in the morning your eyes may shut on this life. But you have opened mine for infinity in this moment.

I went back to see a childhood friend
I hadn't heard, I hadn't heard
Her old glory lay bare in ruins
The memories burn, the memories burn
Oh life was always such a delight
With you in my sight
Cedar Run
Safety, peace, harmony, set beneath, the sheltered sun
Cedar Run
Ode to Cedar Run

When I came down the sun was rising
I spent my share of time realizing
I'll always be the one to blame
That our love cannot be the same

But I got to try

I settled down, the ground was moving
I spent a lot of time disproving
For all I've learned playing this game
I can't remember my own name

But I got to try

I'm losing my mind trying to understand yours.
You broke me up, and I said I'm sorry.
I drank a pint of your sweet sweet poison.
Oh I don't know what's going on in me.
What's going on in me?

And i believe some people make themselves bad just to make the rest of the world seem better by comparison

I saw an old man lighting up, I asked to *** a ****.
He told me that he's on his last, I know hes just blowing smoke.
Like love it hurts to get rejected, but hurts more not to know.
Stuck to breathe the poison fresh air on this lone walk home.

You say we're off to something new
Maybe it's a new day
But if you'd say
"Let's go"
I would follow you there

Where the weary won't go
Where the tired can't sleep
Where the dawn is colored fair
And you promise as sweet as air
I would follow you there

Sing a song from your heart
To tell the world who we are
May the sun shine your light
I will never leave your side

In old oak park
He showed you me
When it not dark
My heart cant see
Now im alone
You're with family
The hole has grown
Of what you meant to me
I was so close
I was the king
You came back home
Youd walk for me
Now i crawl
On hand and knee
The world has called
Me down from trees
In old oak park
I search for thee
Our path do cross
You look past me
In old oak park
I pray to be
With you, oh lord
Its all i'd need

He climbed the stairs up to the roof.
Looked from the edge, he needed proof.
But he did find it was not there.
No fright was in the night air.
He sure did crave to find the ground.
But was too tired to walk down.
He closed his eyes, he grinned and fell.
He sighed and sinned his way to hell.

Barefoot I stroll
On the glowing coal
To the burning rythym
Of your churning soul

When my stride tires
Your letter inspires
A sea of desires
Is my growing pull

I breathe deep in the chemicals
Oh I just love the taste
I had the world grabbed by the tail
But it cut itself off at the waste

My skin is cracked by the coldness
My eyes are red from the plants
You were dead gorgeous in that black dress
But i wouldnt give you a single dance

Barred from the club in space
The expelled list bares my name
Isolated from starlight space
With only myself to blame

Only the young matter,
And they are not young for long.

I dipped in, swung through by open door
Your scent is of the wrath, your wounds are full of sore
Blast me
Bleach me
Who said it would be easy
Blisters pop as lessons from the tyrant sun
I cannot be told that it cannot be done

When you're gone I dont wander.
When youre gone i dont roam.
When you're gone I just wonder.
When will you come back home?

I know theres other people.
Other ways to have fun.
But all the world is evil.
Except you. The only one.

So here i sit in my room.
Doors lock, every light on.
Just gazing out my window.
Til you walk across my lawn.

I'll wait another minute.
I'll wait another year.
Girl for you i mean it.
I'll never leave from here.

One night when I have grown old
In bed, wife at my side.
You will show up at my door.
You say you will be mine.

My world will then have color.
And i wont feel so blue.
With you again as my lover.
Love i will wait for you.

I'll wait another minute.
I'll wait another year.
Yes for you i mean it.
I'll never leave from here.

They've got the package
I can't get a view
Blocked from every angle
No way to get through

They're tearing it open
I wish i could see
"If you want the prize,
you'd best follow me."

We stroll from the scene
And he thumbs down a ride
"Oh what are we doing?
Lets go back inside

For they have found treasures
And secrets and pleasures
I know it's a mess sure
But such fortune to measure!"

.....

"Trust me."




And the gold put the wealthy in it's pocket.
As the peasant walked homebound with his hands in his.

"The only difference between a winner and a loser is a winner plays until he wins."

But all the while I was alone
The past was close behind
I've seen a lot of women
But she never escaped my mind
And i just grew
Tangled up in blue

Theres a girl in my town
If you see her keep your head down
Zoë
Youll want to stare for a while
But dont you fall for that smile
Zoë
She'll make you cry, make you cry, make you cry
Zoë
She has the looks to ****
And what she'll do to you will
Zoë
I'm telling you as a friend
She'll make your whole world end
Zoë
She'll make you cry, make you cry, make you cry
Zoë
Now i go through life drunk
Because my heart has sunk
Zoë
So trust me stay away
Or you'll be like me someday
Zoë
She'll make you cry, make you cry, make you cry
Zoë

In that dream I'm as old as the mountains
Still is starlight reflected in fountains

Children grown on the edge of the ocean
Kept like jewelry kept with devotion
In that dream moving slow through the morning

You would come to me then without answers
Lick my wounds and remove my demands for now

Eucalyptus and orange trees are blooming
In that dream there's no darkness alluded
In that dream moving slow through the morning time

In that dream I could hardly contain it
All my life I will wait to attain it
There, there, there

I know someday the smoke will all burn off
All these voices I'll someday have turned off

I will see you someday when I've woken
I'll be so happy just to have spoken
I'll have so much to tell you about it

In that dream I could hardly contain it
All my life I will wait to attain it
There, there, there

Wide-eyed walker, don't betray me
I will wake one day, don't delay me
Wide-eyed leaver, always going

Mel, Melliflucious say the songs she sings.
Like glimpses in the longing and belonging it seems.
Hymns flow by like daydreams, end with gin and a nod.
... I am the God

They fly by me smiling, so I don't get in the way
I'm floating on an island and I'm gonna stay here all day.
The moon has taken over the old tyrant sun.
... I am the One

And when the ground had settled, and I couldn't keep her awake.
I dreamed about tomorrow, and what difference it'd make.
And child would adore me for all the miles I've ran
... I am the man

I'm gonna need new pair of shoes
When i get through walking these blues

I write lots of poems
Most of them are stupid
But some of them are okay.
I write because im sad
The women treat me bad
How i wish i could be gay.

It's all fine

I have a snapshot of her smile
In my mind
I'll view it while I dial
The hotline
To tell them I'm thinking about falling
They sigh
Well since you keep on calling
Give it a try
I look at the picture
One more time
In my mind

It's all fine.

She sighed and she swore that she never would decieve me.
But the devil has the women so they never can be easy.

I remember when I was a little baby
Sitting alone on the pillow casing
Upset already I could feel the aging
The urge to return was debilitating

We could've done this so much better
Your ears and heart out of range
So carefully chosen was every letter
Yet I've still come across as strange

The voice rings echos behind the church
Where sin salivates and feeds
Climbing the branches of the old birch
Such height satisfies the needs

I stopped at a park bench
Just to admire some time
I ain't like all of these people
In another world than mine

So hollow was the clear sky
which brought a tear to my eye
For I won't even have a place to hide
Once I've gone off and died

Put put putting off, writing the script
For god knows if I had my way, it wouldn't be writ

I was walking on wet leaves

It's always cold
Or is it just me

I
Can see
That You
are waiting for my
Time to come
But I
Am lost inside

If I
Can be
That lost
from the inside
How am I
Alive?
You try
to read my mind

I can see into my brothers heart.
I can see beneath his skin so dark.
I can see that he's the same as me.
I can see that when I cut he bleeds.
Can't you see that when you cut we bleed?
And sympathy no longer breeds with ease.