Thoughts as the sun climbs high
Pinkish haze watercolor kiss the sky
Thoughts of i and all my daze
Roaming through my lifely maze
Recall the times of youth and passion
The grass as green as you can imagine
My future a carnival and i a saint
Now days are long, and i know i aint
I review the flash, it was all wrong
Choices made make a sad song
My mirror shows me someone i hate
What was the cause of my fate
Still a young man but wearily tired
The thought of death pulls me inspired

She soaks my bed with gasoline
You'd think I would've noticed
Her mind's made up, the love is gone
I feel like someone's trying to give me a sign
That even if I thought it would last
The moment would pass
My bones would break
My heart would give
Oh it hurts to live

I wake and feel like death
This may be the night i break
Ill disolve myself through breath
And see what world i make
The fire will be burning
It will beckon my poor soul
My boiled blood hot turning
With a knife to jab a hole
Remove us from the stage
I never will belong
Release us from the cage
Where our love must be wrong

In old oak park
He showed you me
When it not dark
My heart cant see
Now im alone
You're with family
The hole has grown
Of what you meant to me
I was so close
I was the king
You came back home
Youd walk for me
Now i crawl
On hand and knee
The world has called
Me down from trees
In old oak park
I search for thee
Our path do cross
You look past me
In old oak park
I pray to be
With you, oh lord
Its all i'd need

But all the while I was alone
The past was close behind
I've seen a lot of women
But she never escaped my mind
And i just grew
Tangled up in blue

Ah well
The easy life
That i never wanted
Leave me
You had it all worked out I see
Well is there anyway
That we can skip this part
Because one time
Well I knew someone
And she just wanted to cry for me
Well its alright
I guess I'm down for that
It might be worth it
All the same

You say we're off to something new
Maybe it's a new day
But if you'd say
"Let's go"
I would follow you there

Where the weary won't go
Where the tired can't sleep
Where the dawn is colored fair
And you promise as sweet as air
I would follow you there

Sing a song from your heart
To tell the world who we are
May the sun shine your light
I will never leave your side

She sighed and she swore that she never would decieve me.
But the devil has the women so they never can be easy.

Swallow til i can behave
The way that my killers crave
Hate this life but fear the grave
Ooohhh wwwhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyy
Head hung waiting on the step
She claims that she over slept
But i know secrets cant be kept
Dooonnnttt ttttrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy
Limp back home with just a hand
Not prepared to be a man
Run away to neverland
Aaaaannnddd fflllyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I asked "Can i join?"
He said "It's a train to nowhere"
I liked what I heard
So I climbed on board.

I dipped in, swung through by open door
Your scent is of the wrath, your wounds are full of sore
Blast me
Bleach me
Who said it would be easy
Blisters pop as lessons from the tyrant sun
I cannot be told that it cannot be done

I make love to break hate
With rhymes so pregnant they lactate

I wish i had a fork
Because i got this dank speghetti
I feel like such a dork
Because my stomaches ******* ready

Through passionate visions
nightly anguishing tells
Your tranquil incisions
Rings hallucinated bells

Ancient contented evenings
were not worshiped to entire
Now the past is fast beaming
My fractured soul is on fire

I write lots of poems
Most of them are stupid
But some of them are okay.
I write because im sad
The women treat me bad
How i wish i could be gay.

I am stuck with gloom
Hardly leave my room
I can't win
I don't grin
I lay in bed til noon
I stay alone with gloom

When will flowers bloom
No sunlight with gloom
I drink gin
My head spin
I stumble round my room
I stumble round with gloom

My life days used to boom
Now they're filled with gloom
I don't sin
Don't get it in
I just wait for the tomb
Wait with my friend gloom

Megan
You make me feel so badly
Why don't you turn around?
Megan
You know I love you madly
My heart weighs about a pound.
Don't blame me if i ever doubt you
You know i couldn't live without you
Megan
You are the only only only.

*** is cool, but have you ever had garlic bread?

My head is a fortress of sinful desire
Berated that others are the same as me
I wish they were cool, just I on fire
But we all crave genitalia, violence, greed
They say man is good, deepdown so saintly
But I've known the truth, and i think you do too
A holy being in robes and halo just aint me
But I've just been trying to fit in with all of you

There once was a man named Dave
Who dug up a prostitutes grave
She spelled like ****
Was missing a ***
But look at the money he saved

Sweet freedom rains from heavens away
Listen for the kingdom has wisdom today

Spring on my seed
This world wont rule you forever
Worries, you shant need
Those who fret can't be clever

We all live for the chance at love
But scheming up in the blue
Sending notes by way of dove
Swooping down to show me you

Fairest body, and hair does flow
A magic smile and eyes that know

I wish i could fall deep
Into a slumbered sleep
But i guess i must reap
What I've sewn
I'd sleep all day and night
Until everything is alright
Because awake i must fight
Being alone

He climbed the stairs up to the roof.
Looked from the edge, he needed proof.
But he did find it was not there.
No fright was in the night air.
He sure did crave to find the ground.
But was too tired to walk down.
He closed his eyes, he grinned and fell.
He sighed and sinned his way to hell.

I can see into my brothers heart.
I can see beneath his skin so dark.
I can see that he's the same as me.
I can see that when I cut he bleeds.
Can't you see that when you cut we bleed?
And sympathy no longer breeds with ease.

Im beaten and im broken
Im face down in the ground
What sweet grace i have spoken
But nobodys around
who can hear me
Baby
Cant you hear?
See its driving me crazy
That i cant have you near

You gave my whole world color
When everything was gray
Your glue held me together
Til you took it away
Now im in pieces
Baby
Its not fair
Because i know youre just fine
And you dont care

Only hours away, it could be a man with a million dollars.
Only minutes away, it could be a guy with a gun.
Only seconds away, it could be a love that will last forever.
But if it gets away, there might not ever be one.

I know that you're out there
I see you through lucid air
Baby wake up for me
Won't you tell me your name?

I know that you're out there
You are my only care
And I have to find thee
It is my only game.

Flash with your eyes to remember me
Baby forever we
Take this moment and let it freeze
Days and nights, now we'll never leave
Lets lose our souls and set free
Lets lose our clothes and roam deep
Into the wooded green
Into the forrest sea
Baby forever we
Baby you and me

Quiet desperation for the bliss of change.
Cold comfort is painful, home feels strange.
Ah taking the lashing of repressed days.
Loss of all passion, I'm stuck in the maze.

I'm gonna need new pair of shoes
When i get through walking these blues

Trying to shoot straight
But it may be a waste
For the seeds I have ate
Still leaves aftertaste

Theres a girl in my town
If you see her keep your head down
Zoë
Youll want to stare for a while
But dont you fall for that smile
Zoë
Makes you cry, makes you cry, makes you cry
Zoë
She has the looks to ****
And what she'll do to you will
Zoë
I'm telling you as a friend
She'll make your whole world end
Zoë
Makes you cry, makes you cry, makes you cry
Zoë
Now i go through life drunk
Because my heart has sunk
Zoë
So trust me stay away
Or you'll be like me someday
Zoë
Makes you cry, makes you cry, makes you cry
Zoë

Time will move on and on and on and on and on you too soon.
By the time eyes adjust to the sun you'll be seeing the moon.

****** violent dreams.
Victim's lovely screams.
Ah Ah.
Crimson flowing streams.
****** violent dreams.
Oh Oh.
The mad man wakes up sweaty he is here again, here again.
It looks as though his sick addictions dear again, dear again.
Half asleep he walks down to his basement, basement.
Grabs his tools to work on a new patient, patient.
Storms into the city too excited, excited.
Somehow the evil in him's reignited, ignited.
****** violent dreams.
Ha Ha.

Well she came from up above
Must have heard the earthly calls
Every day she falls in love
And every night she falls

And the clouds rain down
Alexandra

Shes got much more to give
Than anyone can know
Shes got a place to live
But shes always on the go

Alexandra
The clouds rain
Alexandra

I could spot you when I walked in
You must have just came from the garden
Can you ever trust a man again?
I see dark clouds a closing in

Alexandra
Let her rain on you
Alexandra
Let her cleanse you too

I saw her in the moonlight
I was fast asleep
She stunned me with a sharp bite
She sunk her teeth so deep

I must've known that i was dreaming
Cause i didnt pull away
The others did run screaming
But i was here to stay

Alexandra
She knows just what to do
Alexandra
She's got me and she has you

Alexandra
I heard it as the wind blew
Alexandra
She's got me and she has you

Bird on my front porch.
It's been there way too long.
Why is it not flying?
There must be something wrong.
Livng on this huge earth.
There is so much to see.
Why is it not exploring?
But then again why isn't me.

Yeah well nothing felt right.
Oh but we were'nt looking for love.
Just another body tonight.
We dont care what he thinks above.
So you ask me what i like.
I beg you tell me a ***** lie.
As you ride me like a bike.
I'm just another nameless guy.
But I'll give you my rage.
I know you'll enjoy this pain.
This will be just another page.
Of the lies we feed to our brain.
But we are not writing now.
We're just doing the motions ya.
The best way to lives how?
Numb and drunk to emotions ha!
As we drain all our health,
Oh we don't look in the eyes.
Because we may see something else,
How bout we just tell more ***** lies?

Alone the two sat in the dark and stormy weather.
The sky was clear and the light was bright when they sat alone together.

Sunlight beaming down
On my small town
But my mind is at it once again.
This feeling aint new
Just thought these days were through
Hello there darkness, my friend.
There's nothing you can say
So please just stay away
Before I burn your bridge as well.
Keep me in a cage
When I have this rage
You don't want to catch this Hell.

If you want me,
I won't approve.
Until you leave,
Then I'll long for you.

When you're gone I dont wander.
When youre gone i dont roam.
When you're gone I just wonder.
When will you come back home?

I know theres other people.
Other ways to have fun.
But all the world is evil.
Except you. The only one.

So here i sit in my room.
Doors lock, every light on.
Just gazing out my window.
Til you walk across my lawn.

I'll wait another minute.
I'll wait another year.
Girl for you i mean it.
I'll never leave from here.

One night when I have grown old
In bed, wife at my side.
You will show up at my door.
You say you will be mine.

My world will then have color.
And i wont feel so blue.
With you again as my lover.
Love i will wait for you.

I'll wait another minute.
I'll wait another year.
Yes for you i mean it.
I'll never leave from here.

Ive often dreamt me
Like the man on TV
Singing Riders on the Storm.
Or the man in the ring
Dancing and punching
Make you wish youd never been born
And im not certain how,
but the time has come now
I look the mirror in the eye and ask why.
Living life for a strangers eyes.

I could just live for me.
But nobody would see.
Ah but who really cares!?
It may sound unkind
But leave all behind,
And trek alone through the woods in the bare.
Alone to the woods in the bare.
An actor out alone need'nt care

Many have said it couldn't be done.
But I've done it, I've put two wieners in one bun.
Double the meat, but triple the fun.
Heartiest sensation found under the sun.
Look at you there smirking with your ***** mind.
Thinking I mean two *****'s in one behind.
Society is at fault so I look no further.
But I truly do mean a frankfrankfurter.

When you wake a Sunday morning
Don't want to get out of bed
You sleep a few more hours
Just to postpone the dread.
You hear the carnival in the distance
But ignore what you had said
For you can't look in the mirror
Without shaking your head.

To whoever can hear, Oh what am I doing.
This home holds the broken, no bites but still chewing.
Oh captain, there captain, caribbean treasure.
Is the eventual pain worth tonights pleasure?
I gaze all around, yet no direction looks brighter.
Could be in a daze but that ***** stole my lighter.
Its only my world inside my mind.
The door with the cure im sure i wont find.

For a second there I thought you reappeared.

It rains a lot this time of year.

We both go together when one falls down.

I talk out loud like you're still around.

Late nights of you I'm bound to yearn.
Still my heart I give you to waste.
Though your fair flesh was sweet to learn.
The aching end a bitter taste.
Can this world not show me any more?
Oh ever is my wound to heal?
So what do I keep breathing for?
Real emotion's such a drag to feel.

Funny how we fear to try things new.
When once upon a time, that was all we knew.

Ya know we work instead of party.
Nothing that means a shorter life.
Yeah we work instead of party.
Cause longer is better, right?
Yeah then we sleep until the morning.
Then we get back to our lives.
We sleep until the morning.
Beause dreamland ain't real, right?