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Abeer Apr 8
a cloudless night, freed from stars or constellations in the way
inciting and inviting me to lay my hands down
upon my lurching, I could count every shade of grey
because I am freed and in my freedom, I will drown
glances fighting to sound
(a waistline of nothing
a dream of sommer truth
a crest of an ocean wave
seven feet of soil, and the water in it)
is everything our fate isn't about
Abeer Sep 2022
Now see the door hanging from a mile
Its pass the ash tray of promises for sweet divine
The change from a creature of crime
The beast of yesterday's oil soaked with victory wine
The change from devoured limbs numb to ride
To finally the door leading to pride
Abeer Oct 2022
The shape slides off in every second
The haste shift of my mood with odd friend
Tired of the sunshine sinking on a sullen breath
Please let me touch you in relevance

Consider me
What is the point in believing that soil is falling?
When the earth flirts with my sins and innocence unleashes, unhinges
And then consider me
For i will kiss you properly
Then consider me
For then i will hold you properly

Swans floating with tears dripping
Springs in far distinct veiled galaxies
For it is dark not because i want it to be
Because no kindness is ever lurked with quiet and gentle symphony

Consider me
What is the point in burning pile of pride?
When the water mocks the wood and names it unredeemable and crude
And then consider me
For i will love you properly
And then consider me
For i will feel you properly

Paradigm i would hold you properly and gently
The tale would hate her page and beg us to be born free
Plead the same we wish our results might be
But oh lover, i could feel the burning breeze
But oh lover, i could feel the willow disintegrating
Abeer Jul 2023
The shadow of the angel
Impaled in the rain
Quivers like the flower
Bloomed in spring
The stars foaming glitter
Thawed and stark
Imagine the empty sky
Filled with sharks
And now please to sound exit
Where we are cruel and stars are dead
Abeer Feb 20
Jump to the river, what did I see?
A black-eyed angel swimming with me
A pool full of stars and astral cars
Oh all the things I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my fears were turning into nothing
A slow dagger to make me feel
It hurts less when we are free
Jump on the world, what did I see?
A wolf trying to dream in his sleep
A pool full of sharks, and magnesium sparks
Oh all the things I used to believe
All my friends were there for me
All my fears were calling it quits
A push on the head to make me feel
It hurts more than when I start to breathe.
the quietest knife is uneasy to hold
Abeer Aug 2022
The rain finds me in any sedated fashion
It grooves and moves but not a shy dancer
Its the arrows that make you feel sick and alive
I hate rain
Abeer Apr 2021
The empty glitters that rise in doubt
Without the blue of scraping through
The art of kindness in their mind,if any
Was flaunt of being so close to beauty

High on highness that tempts the blee
Toxicity and then closed sealed remorse
Nerves that raise the cliché state,if any
Were far-fetched in the very best of least

Harsh of tolerance and reluctant of interest
Still these glitters rise in doubt to be
Something close to wonder,if any
Were left that we didn't doom instantly
Abeer May 2023
The last time I saw god was Thursday
It was raining and my wisdom tooth just sprung
Then like a roar and a bolt from the hefty sky
Came the saint and he whispered "would you perhaps, take a day off
Moonlight as an astronaut?"
I ran off still clinging to reality
Till i ran closer and closer to the edge of my dream
Abeer Feb 4
There's a ladder,
To fall from heights,
There's a pit,
Dark, in shallow light.
There's the rope
To climb or to survive
There's the knife
To build or to die
There's a stone
Under it, all is crushed
There's the water
Quiet, unnervingly hush
There's the light
For it bears a seeker and eyes
There's the dark
You can't leave, don't try
There's me
And then there's you
you, you are beckoning of it
The trust, The fall, The sound
And everything in it
So give me your hand
And let us escape without pain
The part of our journey
Is arguably its very end
Abeer Jan 29
When we run, far from ourselves
Could we just stand still for seconds
Freight in our stories are those moments
That we shred, to run faster than days left
Paranoid, you run in your clothes, made of
Different skin, different texture, we can't stand
Our Past, our Pain, our Place.
Abeer Jan 2023
Ellie asked for candy and coffee and told me about his new lyric
"They see me smiling,they think it's a frown
Turned upside down"
We laughed it away
Abeer Oct 2020
I have been sailing away my own true love
I have been sailing away since morning.
Though my hands were tied and skin lost its grip,
Though my eyes that burn were blind in faith.

I have been sailing away my own true love
I have been sailing away till dark
Oh, My body was broken and they trudged up my soul
They slayed my heart but it was tear-downed by hope.

I have been sailing away my own true love
I will sail away until you show up.
Oh ,Light in the beacon is a light for all,
Light in the wrong one is only a sin for gods.

I have been sailing away my own true love
I will sail away until you show up.
Oh, fear is a place where dogs shrink away,
Not for their temptations or sharpness but their ability to pray.

I sailed away my lost true love
I sailed away waiting.
Oh my love it's fine,it's all over now
Let's sail away without home.
Abeer Jun 2023
I guess we could have some fun
Throwing darts at me
While I am going a thousand miles per second
I can't slow down
I have a train to catch, it would take me some place nice
A rebuttal intertwined destiny and monotonous suffering
But still I can't slow down
Shoot me down
Shoot me down
Hey man slow down slow down
Idiot slow down slow down
Abeer Jun 2023
The moon felt no rest, crest of distress
Felt like it's her purpose to say nothing
Hang herself signing a lullaby putting us in sleep
The laughter echoes out of my spacesuit
Abeer Feb 2023
I was not born to drown
But I will drown
Somewhere in helms of darkness
Digging into my skin
I will find her and some meaning
Kind lullaby for me to sleep into
While the man drives me crazy
Telling me stories about waves
And i guess i might never make it out
Mama, i will drown tomorrow morning
Abeer Feb 2023
I'm thinking too much
Too much too late
The stars fall from the wedge by the hook of Orion
While everyone's singing 'death to cry'
And Apollo judging from distance
One single tread of silver around us
While the world worships the apathy
We turn incubus and werewolves
And the water turns rogue and dry
The strings of Orpheus' harp loosen
The hungry acolytes consumes us
The dark wins over the silver string
And we use magic and bravery to push hell
But Hades himself pulls us into a cradle for sleep
Then it's morning again
She
Abeer Sep 2020
She
To the voice that alarm my people,
No wonder she bled recalling it,
There is a lust more like an envy roaring for love,  
It is engendered by the echoes in the chamber of her chest.  
To the fires in the forest of memories,  
And the horrors of the forest  dancing and flirting with her soul,
High as the nerve without pulse or false,  drowning in the very soil
The soil so clean as the lines she drew
Abeer Sep 2023
To the voice that alarms my people,
No wonder she bled recalling it,
There is a lust more like an envy roaring for love,
The feeling of coldness only drowned cowards feel
Is sharp and acute when she is not around
I wonder if there are Faults in Our Stars or just ill luck
The first poem
Abeer Feb 2023
"The knight are riding at dawn". When I was little, naive, I swear I must have wondered some dispatch of the lights around me, she holds me, indisputably, while her mind is breaking, dying of depression. The lights made me feel uncomfortable. They were to too bright and the air was smokey as well.
Just a corner of some distinct place, I saw a man collecting a pile of rubble from a cracked platform. There wasn't time to ponder for a dog just crossed me. I was frightened by volume. In that cold place, while waiting for help to ride by, in the middle of someplace I don't recall, the lights made me lose weight from the ghosts circling around you. The wolves howl and I try to run but I am stuck between skyscrapers. The dog just turned into a knightmare for it lingers around me. I was little. The gravity was posing some relief. It was pulling her soul onto a cradle for sleep.
While I was wondering how to escape the fate of demons around me. I was little and naive.
Abeer Mar 2023
The bridge overheard the demon talk
Turned rogue and ****** at shiny dawn
Closed it's golden gates with a mystical node
Fell right through the waters too quick on overdrawn

The fire turned the cellar door to ash
Then was obscured by angel on his track
Asked them if the faith of light is back?
The angel laughed, then the flame turned to sand

The car was moving in restraint
The fuel was running quick frame by frame
The passengers were breathless and shrill
For drunk thanatos was on their trail

Then passion bled a little unwanted hope
The moonlight struck her shadowy howl
The wolves were losing all control
The lonely knife melted by her haunting call

The lady who bought heaven and gold
Was looking down to our weary hold
She lustfully denied the wall of stone
To drink and ***** away our worthless blood

The peak who loved the loud echoes
Was calm and tall and death and foe
His was the hold of unbeatable dogs
That were controlled by smirky fox

Then he died of silence, the lady ordered it
The moon was suspicious of the car which was crashed
The sand turned to glass to mirror the bridge and his splash
The lonely knife closed the drapes to offer the final slash
Love.
Abeer May 2023
How alike are you with the sun
She's grabbed in thunder's jaw and still haunted by winter's chill
She's not safe
Sing us a song, a song to keep us warm
Abeer Jul 2023
All I am is adventures of a traveler
Concentrated till saturation, and blind curiosity
Crushes my attention span to a blink
It's too cornered in my clothes, can you lend me your wisdom?
Abeer Dec 2022
Hold on to some quietness for heaven's sake
****** nose ring mixed with some
chocolate wedding cake
Poisoning a pill thats kept with a 100 more
Degeneration of subprime mortgage loans
Now the air cools down
Sun starts to choke
Reading some fictional story
About Richard the 4th
Walking past the green light
Heated with misery bells
Shouting everywhere
"Cry for help or death knells"

There is it is again that funny feeling
Oh that funny feeling
There is it is, again that funny feeling
Oh that very feeling

There is some hyperfixation of this very day
It hits me like a single mother
Digging her babies grave
Nature feeling high
rebel against pain
Like crisis that some god
anxiously paved
My cold hands touch
the burning sand
The snows creeps up from the inside
and consumes all land
Perfecting the capture of romance and love
Trying to make sense
feel some ungrateful worth
Now I'm feeling just fine
we were kissing by the way
Tell me I'm here and everything's okay

There it is again, that funny feeling
Oh that funny feeling
Do do do, there it goes my
Body struck to this feeling
Do do do, there goes my
Soul struck to this feeling

Halt the quietness
for the sky starts to rot
Run like headless chickens
In a parking lot
Sink the saddest blues that
you dearly love
High five to the sentence
You secretly bluffed
Build a Lego Gotham city
With your bare hands
Still waiting for that reply
From your only friend
Sinking in that brief smile of
My pretty anxiousness
Slightly dissolving within the range
Of moving abstinence
Abeer Nov 2023
The quieter, dissolve
And re-enter like that Episode
Of psychic telepathy on the TV
Empty than a vase,
Of cheap flowers, like the one that
A boy gives a girl he likes
Like the one you gave me.
I tried to grow it in my backyard
I was little and naive
The quieter, dissolve
And remember again the case of youth,
And that I was a little more
Than a lily.
I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Abeer Oct 2023
For wherever I go
Whatever I do
The promises are laden
They forever stand atop scribbled plans
I end up in pile of my sweat
As I talk myself out of death
Fever grows, I still don't know
The meaning of this bell
Abeer Aug 2022
Falling apart, Are you?
Was it worth it?
Why is "The Dark Side of the Moon" on repeat
Home, Home again?
Where are you? Are you trying to escape that burning weight?
Are you dead yet?
How do you die so deathless?
Abeer Oct 2023
Listen before I go, The end of the world.
Goodbye cruel world, cruel world, in the flesh
It ain't me babe, wasteland, baby.
Imagine, this empty northern hemisphere
Dead and lovely,
As it was Asleep.
Teach me,
How to disappear completely.
Listen before I go -Billie Eilish
The end of the world -Skeeter Davis
Goodbye cruel world- Pink Floyd
Cruel world - Lana del rey
In the flesh -Pink Floyd
It ain't me, babe -Bob Dylan
Wasteland,baby! -Hozier
Imagine -John Lennon
This empty northern hemisphere - Gregory Alan isakov
Dead and lovely -Tom waits
As it was -Hozier
Asleep -The Smiths
Teach me -Nicole Simone
How to disappear completely -Radiohead
Abeer Sep 2023
I can't live underneath broken shards of hope
What if it rains and all I have to shield
Myself,
Is my broken morality
Take me to the corner of shrieking ledge, i wanna talk to myself through the world
Abeer Jul 2023
Oh to close upto oblivion
The light pressing against white noise
Rain and this youtube video of "study with me"
The feeling of being drowned in breathing waters
My revolution must be prone to resolution
Time is a bust with a decisive British accent
In the back everyone's feeling sorry for the loner
Digging into oblivion
I found gold, a telescope that looks upto Orion
I have no one to show
Abeer Feb 2022
There once was a person
Head over aerial, but what for?
He terribly glanced over the view of statues
Then back to his shoes once more

Hiding from his eyes
He stumped the glories over words of gold
Read it with his anvil sharper than mine
Digging his own words has cost him his bold

Now the man starts to wonder
The meaning of tears and ****** remorse
Blazing in the thought did the man once more
Looked down to the soil his words bore

Now says one in all of thunder’s will
"Bury the Jews...”, and little does the ****’s mind knows
The man had no words, no glory nor blunders
'Death without a handbook' is what he brought

The earth now crumbles in the passion of ****
And now the god vilify to him for words
But now he smiles in hopes for tears to ricochet
Why god? Why be cruel without a pulse?

In the end, that's all he can do in the mist
The heartless compassion to level the soul
Bury a soul or two for you to judge
Why hasn't the man buried himself already?.....
Abeer Aug 2023
Last night I dreamt a little dream
A little bit of flutter eyes and anarchy
The pain you endeavour is lost
To the chasing trill of running with me

The moving fingers brushing the maze
The labyrinth the labour the lace
The kind of love the thunder moves for
When the sky opens in every way

Collapse the stairway and blind the raven
Let Aphrodite gently judge the living
For then we shall rise redeemable
For then the earth would leach us into something
Abeer Oct 2020
The winter is long and dark as the moon stares down the earth
He glides over clouds to peak at the gods heart but it was black and burned,  
He sensed the way to reach glory along with flowers and gingerwine
But troubled with the heart of gods, his tongue was nervous as words might slip and yeild his hidden sin
The lonesome moon met my gods and prayed to their souls but senses were not dead for the eye
They said" it was heavy"
Abeer Jul 2023
Remember the shine of the great Eye always watching
Fire and shadow lurking over the mountains
An army chanting a language so very harsh, it hurts to sound
The break of the dawn where clouds are darken, and dreams are dead
Towards the pass, between the Black Gates
Lies the servent of great old foe
Who is now unlike his master, survived all the lords of the world
To become a lord of his own
One ring to rule them all
One ring to find them
One ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them
In the lands of Mordor where shadow lies
Abeer Aug 2022
The mark is supposed to be
The clad of them, a heritage of the endless sea
They drown in diamond jars of kings and queens
The heritage is lurked in purge of glee
Helms of the sea are naught like nyx
The sky was stretched to the golden fleece
The mark stretched to frightened Selene
The mark is going to be the pike, pyre, pride
The fuel to burn your enemies
Abeer Jul 2023
The last thing I want is pushing behind
The Hollywood sign,
empty boulevard
Hazel pamphlet,
gazed roads ending
meadow beside the city
The road filled with empty
A mean frequency of few cars
The smokey fumes rising
above the walnut tree,
Flirting with the dangling branch
The waves touching heaven and everything,
To sleep so low,
It makes me bleed
The fire keeping us warm,
untouched cold within,
Everyone using the wood and oil
Belong to the mighty
Hollow of our creed
Belong to the mother of the father that
Made us be
Belong to the ghost that guards
Beneath sheets or,
Feeling lonely
Belong to yourself for
Believing
Ambition makes you look pretty ugly, please don't care
Abeer Feb 2021
Bleak in your highness, i disagree
Remember the shrine of drunken hades,
Kind in species of the honest spies
Like the dead Hephaestion, Alexander's lover.

So fine love is, sweet to ceto and the sea
Dancing in shadows of the high lords
Is a lonesome girl, without any lover or trust
A girl with childrens of blood and death, Medusa

"Feel so cheated by love "said Amphitrite
Its not her fault but is, as she loved the lonesome ocean
She fancy the misery of Oizys and the darkness of Nyx
Because the rule is pretty
Abeer Aug 2023
Sat in front of a vast ocean
Felt some presence, precipitated till unseen
I wanna fly to it
But my wings are non existent, and heart is too **** weak
So I ran, I ran too fast too fast
I went to a bar and told them they should flee
"You're a ******* joke" thats what they told me
I wanna help them
But the grasp of trust has never touched me
So save yourself, sound the fire alarm
I ran too fast too **** fast to save myself
I shoved myself in a bunker to suffocate before it kills us all
Abeer Sep 2023
It's easy to sleep in the modern world
Sky's dripping gasoline
The airbag taking control, tantrum
The machine with no emotions, is our best friend
The first light shining unequally
Hoax, it's a hoax. The emotions.
It's easy to sleep in the modern world
The forest echoes in pain, the voices scaling down to chaos
Abeer Sep 2023
Are we reflections or relics?
Do you own your ideas, or are they but a symptom of your heroes
Could you get atleast activation energy
To get some rest, or think?
Without voices in your head
Heard endless
Boundless
Rain down, come on rain down from a great height
Abeer Sep 2020
The dark laughs to the forest of tomb
But it wasn't her faith but doom
The chapter turned no fear of death to her existence
But the gigles and talk of the people wasn't farfetched and close enough to **** her
Abeer Sep 2023
Mind is drowning out from the noise outside
Wondering the social battery on some
Wondering the concrete
Mind's lost to a few lines of code
Wonder what can one do if you're full
Of noise, powerless and safe
Trying to focus in a room full of talks and despair
Abeer Jul 2023
It screams at no one but me
Like it's screaming into nothing
Ask me where the hell I'm stopping by
IDIOT SLOW DOWN SLOW DOWN!!!!
Abeer Oct 2023
High and the lows, such a mountain seeps into shore
The fever grows, and I don't know, the meaning of this bell
Do you hate this, when you are feeling thin and bored
Or do you hate that, a mouthful of words to abide my unforgiving tell

Led down, dear child, push gnome out of the frame
Make room for yourself, space you won't let anyone in, brace
And in a thousand years, when all of this cruelty is upon us, in spring
There will be flowers and tree all over your living grave

Dear Lady Lazarus, I always get stuck when I start to write
Can I stop believing in the unknown, abstract, neigh, and the dark
I am scared, and all around the watchtower there were knights
Signal of distress, liars, thieves, herd of unheard sparks

It was the little child, with balloon in hand
Asking for some shelter against the coming storm
But all request was met by dismissal, he turned to far sand
Where he stood atop a great sea, a hollow mountain was born

In the watchtower as I watched, in some fond
I couldn't help him, for I'm a chained king, blind
So I asked for forgiveness from the mountain, or deity, or electron
I'm trapped, Lady Lazarus please let it be meaning you find.
Our minds has a will we don't know about
Abeer Jun 2023
Today, it's the sunrise o'er the tallest building
I lied about the doctors appointment I never had
And my dad ******* it up
I was caught with a knife and Julius was on the floor
Wasted in self neglect, maybe she should work more
And I was caught by the sunset by the cops
They wore clown uniforms with a centripetal appeal
Then I heard the sounds from my side
It was a thunder struck, or a ******* blow to my consciousness
Abeer Sep 2020
To the tree that rest on its history
Will have its blood wasted
No good can happen to things with their horcrux not visible to perceive
She the young that could only give me gains and symphony of life I believe
But it was a boring woman, unbearable but a goblet of my mysteries
No wonder I saw the goblet burning with flames and no word but sounds of injustice she screamed
I saw the tree black and wounded so thought I of the lady
I asked the dying soul"what happens to your shed once blacked out"

She with no feeling to despair said"you shall be obsessed with the
idea for a fornite but no justice will we receive"
Abeer Jun 2023
Twinkle little star
This world is broken, shine away in waste
Lay crude, in places to be, taken by dark
A little child wishes to be
Something miraculous, pretty
While she faces herself in lowest place
Covers her mirror,looks at you little star
And depressurises her spacesuit
Pull her out, pull her out
She was only dreaming
But she lingers healthy in her little dream
Twinkle little star
You killed someone without existing
Laugh it out in secrecy
Fear is a tool
Abeer Oct 2023
Unmoved, tell me if somehow
The fingers crossed in shape of Jesus Christ
When you moved, at least a distance

Farther than a human freak, screaming
For relief or an ****** in hell,

Farther than a plastic bag thrown
In the sea, searching for your friend
Made of the same monomer like you and me

Farther than a murderer's lullaby
Soothing the death to it's ****** knees
When he was caught between skyscrapers
And reality, he threw his arms
To reach for that forbidden fruit

Farther than sleeping and sleep
Dreaming a dread in the aftermath of
Paralysis, unmoved and farther
Abeer Aug 2023
The love we dread, lies in the dirt
I,
A man
lurch the open ground like an animal
For you
And we kiss like real people do
into an abyss, I scream to get out what's in my head and all I find is a machine doing it better
Abeer Nov 2023
Feels like enemy art
The crushing feeling of missing a lot
Moments, memories locked in a box
A flock of people singing a single song
Familiar people, nice people, you can tell
A herd of unheard sparks
"Mississippi river won't **** ya,
until you stand too close my dear"
Feels like mercy
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