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drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
honestly, i want to travel the world with a lover
or a friend, maybe fall in love along the way?
i want to take pictures and explore
i want to spend nights and days
with the person i love the most
maybe look at the sunset together
and look at the moon as it shines
into the beautiful night
i want a cute relationship
someone to call mine forever
someone who makes me smile
someone who makes me feel beautiful
a person who keeps me positive
someone who treats me like a princess
a person i can be best friends with
as well as more than that
i wish for that all the time
just want to feel like love is real
that's all i have ever wanted
a soulmate, a best friend
a husband maybe?
fairytales do exist
if we find the right one
that's what people say
hoping my wish comes true
and i find someone
who doesn't take me for granted
who loves me with all their heart
someone who makes me feel secure
as well as safe and happy
someone who puts my doubts at rest
someone who melts my insecurities away
a person who keeps my anxiety at bay
a person who stays with me no matter what
and doesn't give up when things get tough
someone who will do anything to make ''us'' work

just someone i can share my life with
a person i can share my happiness with

i mean, that's not too much to ask for...is it?
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
i like being in bed
it makes me feel safe
keeps me out of harm's way
but i'm still stuck
with an overthinking head

still, can't be worse
than a stained face
mascara panda eyes
or something else
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
you can't be tamed
you will never change
but i wish you would
maybe you'd love
maybe you'd see
that you're the one
for me, honey
but you are blind
lost out of your head
left my heart for dead
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
i shouldn't write about you
i shouldn't miss you
i shouldn't love you
i shouldn't need you

but...a part of me always will
only time will tell
if i let go
if i can give up
on what meant the most
we'll see tomorrow

as much as i say
that i hate you
a part of me
******* loves you
it suffocates me
knowing that
you're happy
because of someone else
that person gets you
and i don't
that person gets to hold you
and i can't
that person sees you
and i cannot
distance kinda broke us
and our connection apart

you'll never see this
or know of it's existence
but just know
that my heart
is yours
even though
it truly hurts
to see you loving
someone else

you have pictures of me
saved on your phone
i wonder why though
because you don't love me
although i was stupid to believe
that someone so gorgeous
would ever take a chance
with an ugly disgrace
like me, myself and i
i was so blind
by your light
that now i cry
because you broke me
and i
have only myself to blame
i let my guard down
and now i am
drowning in pain
not sure if this rhymes well or if it's good but whatever...poetry is poetry
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
next year, I won't be there
to speak to you when
you're utterly bored
I won't be there
sending you messages
only to be ignored

next year, I'm breaking free
going to try and find
a love that's right
a love that is worth
all my time
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
******* up
to the one
who made me hurt
who made me bleed out
all of my love and life
kissing you goodbye
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
a part of me wants to hurt you
break your heart in two
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