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drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
i may not be perfect
i may not be smart
i may not be talented
i may not have the greatest heart
but ****, i am the best you'll never get

i gave you my heart
i gave you my world
but all you did was abuse it
what is wrong with you, girl?

i wrote you letters
i bought you flowers
but hell, i am done
being run over
by the one
i love

you say we're friends
but what the hell is this?
you ruined our friendship
took it for granted
honey, you left it

i am so done being pushed
way over the breaking point
all you did was leave me scarred
now i'm left with a broken heart

this is me venting
this is me hurting
this is me saying
i'm done with
the games
and the lies

friends are for life
aren't they?
no, lies
they take everything
and then throw you away

i am done pretending
that you mean nothing
because you are everything

would have posted this
on my facebook
but you'd read it
i don't want you to
you'd just comment
or like it

haven't you caused
enough damage?

spent years trying to love you
but now i am through
say goodbye to me
we are nothing
but history

no more tears at night
no more scars made
no more trying to mend
our friendship is done
you ruined it this time

longest poem of my life
and it's based on us
the tragedy which was our love
our memories, our time
our years, our hearts

you ignored my text
saying i missed your face
how did you think i'd react?
not in a way that's nice

my heart is bleeding for you
all the **** you put me through
how could you do this to me?
i did nothing but love
ever so gently

you're a heartless body
i deserve better
than to be dismembered
by a love who didn't love me

take your love, take my heart too
it means nothing anymore
you already broke me
there's nothing i can say
there's nothing i can do
except feel sadness
over the fact
that i have to
leave you

i need to let go
before i die of this pain
i won't be your friend tomorrow
it would sicken me to death
and **** me inside again

holding back tears
as i write this
never thought
i'd say these words

my heart is breaking
wait, it's already broken

i apologize to myself
for all this
never should have loved
but we all deserve
to feel like we're worth
the world
i usually never vent but i am so destroyed. i could cry a river.
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
18 years of age
already on edge
suicide on my mind
death in my thoughts
i'm wasting my time
but i can't die
people need me
apparently?
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
my back is aching
my eyes are hurting
my throat is burning

maybe i'm getting sick
but i already was
of the love sickness
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
my mood is like a rollercoaster
sometimes i am happier
sometimes i am sadder
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
the night makes me calm
i can hear the soothing rain
it's christmas very soon
a day to look forward to
a time to celebrate
a time to start fresh
make changes in life
hoping the new year is nice
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
happiness is what i lack
5w
drunkonthoughts Dec 2013
i bet you're ready
to give up on me
but i'm sorry
i can't leave
you mean too much to me
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