You honestly have no idea what goes through my mind....

I wait
I watch
Look
And stare
Into your soul that yet in the mirror you cannot even see yourself
Your so blind to the fact that perfection is possible in someone else's eyes looking upon beauty such as your own.  

Life lies between dreams and reality

Live your dream or be what reality chooses you to be

In dreams ; there is no such thing as negativity,  religious beliefs negativety , politics , or hatred

Just positivity . Just Love

Maybe that's all it takes to actually be alive ....

Just Live

The final page ..
I wanna do this one alone
I have friends
I'm never actually alone
I just always feel alone
I'm strong , intellectual and still in pain .
It hides behind a perfect mask
Called a smile
I really do love you too
More then you know, think and feel
I want to talk laugh and be with you
but I can't.
I can't hear myself think anymore.
I scream and can't hear myself anymore.
Its like a darkness inside of me and it feeds off all the negativity in my life.
Then there's you and my family
The light that outshines any darkness.
I'm completely speechless on the outside.
But I could write a book from what's in side of me.  
The part I'm still affraid of
Is what's on the final page

The soul screams for freedom
The mind cries for peace
The body aches for relief

Love is demanded
Hatred is handed

The mind  is seeking
The heart is bleeding

Pain is what has been sowed
Now pain is  what we're reaping.

You think about me when
Your in my thoughts too

I think how I found myself
And how you lost you.  

Waiting for a happy ending
Fighting with yourself when your not even winning

Wanting everything to stop
And its only the beginning.

Nomatter how big the fear may be.
We can over come it because the only one I have to fear is me.

Noone to answer to
But ourselves

Because as a child of the universe
Noone here on earth stands bigger than our the universe inside of us .

So dream
Dream because that's what society fears.
Make society feel your tears.

Dream because you don't fit in
But stand out.

Be our last hope.
Make examples out of greatness
Become the originality of learning.  
Society needs you.  
They need US.

#illhueminati

Who's in control?
You or the labels around you

Your  conscious will eat at your soul until you find you.

What are you affraid most?
The answer is probably yourself

No reason to fear them.  
What will they do? **** you?
Free you from the imprisonment
Of this world

Unleash the person in the mirror.
The quiet soul
Whispering when heard
But screaming to be understood.