When the news of your death reaches my ears
How will I mourn?
How will it hurt?
Will it hurt at all?

I'm not sure

When the news of your death reaches me
Will I rejoice?
I never had a choice
except to pretend you didn't hurt me
anger me

When the news of your death reaches me
Will I care?
Will anyone?
why wouldn't we celebrate?
after all your actions
why would I cry?

When the news of your ended existence reaches my ears
how will I react?

not very much at all,
I expect

1 year
a happy laugh
a happy home

2 years
a loud crack
a abandoned home

5 years
the first day anew
a scared but excited smile

8 years
a cute boy with a nice smile
a new dream

9 years
a best friend

12 years
leaving to somewhere new
a new place
new people
hard to breathe

13 years
better friends
nicer days
hard to breathe

14 years
pretty girls
soft hair
bright eyes
losing friendships
spitting words
broken heart
salty tears

15 years
bitter friends
letting go
shaking hands
stuttered breaths

16 years
happier
sadder
madder
better friends
more tears
less chance
times passing
faster
faster
faster
faster
ending soon
going out into the world

хаос
I never stopped thinking about how we had to leave because of you
How you got to stay there and we had to escape

страх
I know she was still worried you would come to find us
that you would attack when we were alone

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I still remember what happened when you were drunk
I was young but I see the memories through a fish tank

Храбрый
I still get scared around you
But I never flinch

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