"Good morning handsome."
(God I love waking up to your face.)
"How did you sleep last night?"
(Your breath over Skype was my lullaby.)
"What are you up to today?"
(I wish I could be there.)
"I'm so happy you get to catch up with them!"
(I want to be the one making you smile.)
"I'm so sorry your day took a bad turn."
(I wish I could run my fingers through your hair and make you feel alright again.)
"Oh I just went to class all day."
(I miss you.)
"Yeah my test went alright."
(I miss you so bad.)
"Nothing's on my mind I'm just tired."
(I want your hands all over my body.)
"I'm not sure what I'm doing tonight."
(Sometimes I pull your sweatshirt over my head and breathe you in.)
"I might study."
(I just want to lay in your arms.)
"Or maybe I will watch a movie with the girls."
(Why are you so far away?)
"Have a good shower handsome."
(Take me with you.)
"Sounds good, talk to me later."
(Why does later always take such a long time to get here?)
"Yeah. I miss you too."
*(More than you will ever know.)

That's all life is really.
Random, beautiful, happenings.

Corsages
Pressed shirts
Flirty butterflies
Not me.
Just your sweatshirt
Slow music
Missing you.
Gorgeous smile
We chose your shirt today
All eyes on you.
Girls staring
How could they not
I would be too.
But what they don't know
Is the curve of your neck
The rise and fall of your chest
The flutter of your eyelids
The slight smile on your lips
As you fall asleep.
The beauty that I have memorized
That only I get to see
Tonight
And every night after.

The city lights are too bright tonight.
How can LA feel so empty
But so full of people
In my new home
Without you.
Baby I'm sorry I have to stay for a while
Life happened
Our timing has never been perfect.
But it has been perfect enough
Because this timing let me find you.
My darling
I feel like I'm losing myself in this big city
Home is in your arms
Wherever you are.
Or wherever you may go
Because I will follow you to the ends of the Earth
To wherever the military sends us
We are now a package deal.
I will ship myself in boxes
In pieces that you need
A hand
An arm
A collarbone
It doesn't matter what fragments of myself are missing
Because without you by my side
The whole world can see the hole.
I will reach you eventually my love
But for now
This lonely skyline holds me captive
In a city that will never be big enough
To drown out the sound of
I love you.

Starting new is hard how do you replace the one you love
Love is a strong word don't say it unless you mean it
Your heart let's go of the past so it could embrace the future
From a couple to solo its easy to think for one but to welcome another is a challenge
It can't be just anyone but someone who's loyal and true
Someone you could confind in and live with
Seeking for the one hoping to be much more instead of less